Tales of Alavern: Long Live the Queen
Prologue
The Great Mother sat alone in her realm, sulking. After having a small portion of her power and the right to act freely on behalf of her daughters taken from her, she could not even bare to gaze upon her isle. She felt unworthy, that she had failed
all
of her children. Though Cyrus and Megara had been working on trying to get the pool to work for her daughters again, she felt that a lost venture. Without
her
, what chance would her daughters have? All bringing a single man to Alavern would accomplish is buying time before her daughters all died out again. She was certain of it, and the weight of her certainty had her flooding her realm with tears.
Three days had passed in her realm, much less than had passed on the Alavern Isles. She knew that soon, Cyrus's time as king would be up. His influence would likely die as Naomi reclaimed the throne, since none would dare oppose her return. Once he no longer held sway, her daughters would no longer listen to him and the protection the crown once offered would be null. He and his son would likely be in great danger, despite the efforts their friends would surely make. She wanted desperately to be free from her terrible thoughts, but there was no respite to be found in her realm now that the Nameless One had left the realm of gods to wander a mortal world for some time. She could think of no one else who could ease her suffering.
When she suddenly felt a presence intrude into her realm, she could certainly think of a few who could easily
increase
it though. Anger coursed through her, allowing her the strength to finally stand again after remaining still for days without rest. Strength she used to storm towards the presence she felt intrude on her realm. She expected Ulfric, barging in once again in what would surely be no small portion of gloating on his part. She had
not
expected the softly smiling face that greeted her upon confronting her intruder, the sun god Urthet.
"Greetings, Great Mother. I hope you will forgive my intrusion, but none of my messages asking for an audience seem to have reached you." he said with a voice that washed over her like the soft sunlight of a cool Spring day. At least that feeling assured her that this was truly Urthet and not some trickster god simply wearing his face.
"I...have not allowed messages into my realm. I am in mourning." she said, turning away from the tanned, handsome face of the last man she had allowed herself intimacy with. "If you have no urgent news or business from the council, then I ask that you respect me and leave."
"I am here on my own business, not the council's." Urthet explained, carefully and slowly gravitating closer to her. "I had hoped you would allow me the chance to console you. I feel confident that
I
am much closer to you than any of the others. You have allowed me to be close to you, after all."
"Of course
that
is why you are here." the Great Mother said under her breath, before deciding to speak to Urthet directly, "Urthet, I laid with you because I felt an
urge
and you are one of the few I would trust with my body. I know what you
truly
hoped for when you agreed and the answer to
both
of your questions is still
no
."
"And yet," Urthet answered cautiously, "by your own admission, you trust me."
"With my
body
, Urthet. Not my heart and
certainly
not to be a father to any child I may choose to bear one day." she answered him sharply. "I have no interest in bearing a son with you and
certainly
no interest in being your first wife, let alone...how many is it now? Seven mortal women you have asked your people to sacrifice to you?" Urthet winced at the harsh tone in her words and the unspoken accusation of abuse that came with them. While he wanted to argue, he knew it would be unfair to those he
had
wronged to do so.
"
Sacrifice
is a strong word, Great Mother. They all live long, healthy lives. They are free from the abuse of others..." he tried to defend himself, only to be cut off.
"I
know
how your mortal chosen wives live, Urthet.
Isolated
from the rest of their people, including their families. Not allowed to speak with anyone save your priests, each other and
you
. How you have managed to get away with this for so long while
I
am punished for bringing a good man to my island to help secure the future of my daughters, I will
never
be able to fathom." The Great Mother said harshly, glaring down Urthet with an icy chill that cooled even
his
passions.
"Because they all had a choice." Urthet answered meekly, gathering the warmth of the fire of his soul to stand tall again. "They all could have said no, to go seek out their own destinies, with no repercussion. At least, not any longer. They
choose
to be my brides. They
choose
to lay with me when I ask them, and I
do
ask them! I do not force myself upon them, and I
never
have!"
Urthet grew bolder with each word, standing straight and bringing himself mere inches from the Great Mother. He would be lying if he said that her accusations were false. He
had
laid with her in the hopes that their union would bear him a son, a gift that
none
of his mortal wives had been able to give him. He had also hoped that she would become his first divine wife, gifting him with a companion whom death could not take from him. He could not and
would
not, however, allow his current self to be judged for the poor decisions of his past. Not even by the goddess of
all
women.
"
That
is why I trusted you with my body, Urthet." she said softly, finally allowing her fury to cool again. Urthet stood there stunned, completely taken aback by the sudden shift in her treatment of him until he finally realized that she had been testing him. "It is also why I know I cannot trust you with my heart. You
are
respectful to those women, and you
do
allow them better lives than they would have if they did not accept your offer but you do not
love
them. You
cannot
, and yet some of them come to truly love
you
. Women who will only have a short while with you, before death claims them and they are separated from you
forever
. It is cruel...to the both of you."
"I..." Urthet stuttered, trying to sort through the feelings her words had stirred within him. "I
apologize
for the anger I direct towards you just now. I misunderstood your intentions, and completely forgot the true purpose of my visit to you."
"Which is?" The Great Mother asked, stepping back away from him as his momentary distraction from her grief began to fade.
"I knew that you would be hurting. To be unable to help your people without
permission
of all thing, especially now when you have gone to such extremes to do so. I just wished to offer my shoulder to cry upon, if you needed it." Urthet said softly, giving a small polite bow and turning. "I will leave you be, but my offer is always open to you. All you have to do is ask."
"Thank you, Urthet." she said, nodding to him as he left her realm. The warmth he had brought with him quickly faded away and her grief had settled back in. She tried not to worry, but it was no use. With Megara now Cyrus's lover, she would bare him only a single child and that would be nowhere
near
enough to save her daughters. Even if he
did
begin a harem as Ulfric had so rudely suggested, they would soon run into the same problem where there simply wasn't enough strong blood left to continue having children.
All she could do was put her faith that her daughters and new sons would be able to come across
some
miracle that would solve this problem she had unintentionally created so long ago. She could not help but to ask herself if it was better to abandon hope, or to try and remain positive by clinging to a false hope. She opened a window to gaze upon the Alavern Isles, trying not to let the cold feeling in her stomach fester and grow.