The rings of Saturn took my breath away. They had been beautiful from the distance, the orbit of Titan lying far outside the rings' majesty, but up close I could see the finely striated caramel-cream rings of ice and dust in all their celestial glory.
Salacia
's trajectory through the system had it practically brushing the edge, and this last shuttle was racing to catch up before the tugs engaged and accelerated the starship on its exit towards Neptune.
Titan runs a catch-and-throw operation, sending tugs to catch ships and unmanned freight containers inbound from the outer planets and beyond, and using the tugs also to accelerate ships and dispatch containers outbound. I had heard about it often enough, but this was the first time I got to see it in action.
The tugs themselves looked like old-style rockets: cylindrical containers of hydrogen-rich fuel, no doubt refined from Titan's own hydrocarbon wealth, to feed the fusion cores and ion-propulsion systems. There were three tugs connected to the
Salacia
, their engines idle, as was the
Salacia
's own drive. They made such a peaceful quartet, floating in space ahead of us, against the backdrop of Saturn's rings.
The
Salacia
was a conical ship that rotated about its axis to produce internal gravity. Most of the ship space was at half-gravity like
Titan One
had been, but the outermost deck was at full standard gravity, and as luck would have it that was where my cabin was. I stowed my stuff away quickly and located an observation room where I, and a handful of other passengers, sat watching the rings below us in silent awe.
Before long, the tugs' engines flared to life, and for the next five days we lived with very distorted gravity, Saturn gradually diminishing in our wake.
*
I made a friend on the voyage. A nine-year-old called Hannah who had been born on the ship and spent her whole life there. Her mother was the captain, and her father the doctor. She had been ordered to stay away from me, but (as so often is the case) curiosity overcame obedience.
"Are you an alien?" she asked me one day.
"No," I replied, laughing. "I'm from Earth." We were alone in the canteen, and even Hannah was only half-inside, having been spying on me from the doorway. "My name's Sam, by the way."
"I'm Hannah," she said after a moment. Deciding to trust me, she came a little way into the room and sat. "I've never seen a yellow person before."
It had been a whimsical choice to make my skin an intense yellow, in memory of sunshine I might never see again. I was making my way ever further from the home I hated, swapping light and warmth for the cold dark. "I have chameleon skin," I explained. "I can be any colour I like."
"Oh, wow! I'd love that. Can you go pink?"
"Tell you what," I said, grinning at her enthusiasm. "I'll turn my lips pink - but it will take a few minutes."
"Okay." She moved seat, coming closer to see better. "Yeah, I can see them changing."
Of course, being a child, she wasn't satisfied with that. "Can you make patterns?" she demanded - it was certainly not an idle query. "Like spots and stripes. Can you do rainbows?"
I had to laugh. "One thing at a time, please!"
"Stripes, then. Do stripes. Yellow and blue - like your dress."
I tried - and then we both laughed over how stupid I looked. But that was how our friendship continued, with Hannah giving me a new challenge every day.
The zebra proved to be an instant hit with the crew. No sooner had I designed and mastered the black-and-white pattern, based on the pictures Hannah had found, than my clients were demanding it. Indeed, animal patterns in general were popular, the leopard especially, and they wanted me to growl and hiss and struggle like a caged wild animal.
I felt bad that what had started as a game between Hannah and I had turned into a widespread fetish, and didn't particularly like being treated like an animal, but I can't deny that I enjoyed it as well. The mood enhancer ensured that I would, philosophical objections aside.
The
Salacia
had a permanent crew of only twelve, with about forty passengers. It wasn't a large ship, and usually didn't employ a ship's whore, but they were certainly willing to take advantage of me. I don't think there was a soul aboard - Hannah excepted - who didn't at least once either visit me in my cabin or request me in theirs.
The doctor, Hannah's dad, made a point of pinching my nipples, knowing very well what would happen. The mood enhancer drove me wild with lust as the doctor took my tiger-striped body from behind, one hand gripping my long hair to use like a rein. (His wife, the captain, just liked me to wear her uniform and use a strap-on on her while calling her a whore and spanking her hard - a startling yet very satisfying role reversal.)
Overall, it would have been an unremarkable voyage if not for Hannah. We would talk for hours, sharing stories we'd heard about aliens and distant planets, or she would tell me about what lessons she had to do, and we would compare my childhood on Earth with hers in interplanetary space. It was nice to have someone innocent to talk to and forget for a while the craziness of my life.
It broke my heart to leave her. "Write to me!" she called as the airlock door closed.
"I will," I shouted back, my vision blurry from tears. And then the shuttle was away, taking me and a few others to the Neptune observatory.
*
Neptune is so far out that the Sun is no more than a dazzlingly bright star, and yet it's enough to illuminate the astonishingly deep blue of the planet. "It's all the methane," one of my fellow passengers explained. (Aaron, I think his name was. Something beginning with 'A', anyway. A for anal.) "It absorbs the red and infrared, but you can see sunlight reflecting off the clouds at the poles."
Which was true, and at the same time both fascinating and disappointing. Fascinating that this monochromatic gas giant actually had a visible weather system, and yet disappointing that the stunning blueness of it was made somehow imperfect by these traces of other colour.
And then there were the rings, broken and nothing compared to Saturn's magnificent array, but which seduced the eye nevertheless.
"It's beautiful," I said.
The observatory,
Minerva
, was a long, narrow, segmented tube that spun unnervingly fast. One revolution every six (or so) seconds. "People live in that?" I asked, causing some laughter.
It was getting longer too. There were two new segments under construction a short distance away.
The dock was at one end, thankfully not itself revolving. On exiting the airlock, we had to catch a rotating ladder and climb 'down', the spin-induced gravity asserting itself swiftly.
Gradually it stopped feeling so impossible, but the curve of the floors took some getting used to, and the change in gravity between floors was profound. The inside felt initially like a maze, in part because each segment was designed differently, often with a very specific purpose.
My cabin was in the fourth segment on the third floor. Standard gravity. My chest had arrived with the previous shuttle and was already inside. I unpacked my pot plants and sun-lights, and put the print of the Algoran mountains on the wall. It's important to have somewhere that feels like home.
Then, with skin the azure of Neptune itself, I went exploring.
*
I took no more than five steps before a voice stopped me. "Hi - Are you Sam?" The voice belonged to a young woman with a friendly face, long blonde hair, and eyes that were the palest blue I'd ever seen.
I nodded, and she smiled tentatively. "I'm Celeste," she said. "I was supposed to meet you at the dock - I love your skin! - but I got held up, sorry! I guess you found your cabin..."
"Uh, hi," I said. "Yes."
Celeste laughed. "I know. I talk too much. Sorry. Um, I'm supposed to show you around...?"
"I'd like that."
It was immediately obvious that she had given this tour before. "Welcome to
Minerva
, the Neptune observatory, home now to over one thousand humans. We are a self-sufficient colony - well, ninety-nine percent, anyway - and the outermost in the Solar System."
"Any aliens?"
She smiled. "A few."
As she talked, we walked. Sometimes upstairs into lower gravity, sometimes downstairs. "Upstairs is mostly workspaces and recreation, downstairs is maintenance and services." And by downstairs she meant the two levels below quarters, a dark maze of pipes, ducts, machinery and electronics where the heavy gravity added to the sense of oppression.
"Power and data," she explained. "Waste reclamation. Air and water. Hull monitoring and repair."
We didn't stay more than a minute.
Minerva
was like a miniature city. There was a school, a hospital, whole segments dedicated to growing and processing food of various sorts - and there were many canteens, of course, which acted as much as social spaces as places to eat and drink.
"Are you hungry?" she asked as we passed through one.
"Famished. I haven't eaten in hours."
Once we were sitting, I asked, "So, are you a whore?"
It's always interesting to see people's reactions to that question. "No!" she cried out, startled, and blushed beneath my inquiring gaze.
"Why not?" I pressed. "You're certainly pretty enough."
"I -"
"There's nothing wrong with being a whore..."
"Well, no, but -"
The poor girl had turned quite red. I laughed, letting see that I was playing with her. She sighed with relief, and smiled. "That was mean."
"Yes, but I wasn't lying. You are pretty."
She blushed again, and looked away awkwardly. "I'm not into girls."
"Well, I'm not a girl."