Note: First of all, I want to say how touched I was by the outpouring of support after my last chapter. I was given new determination and enthusiasm. I don't care about views or votes now. I am writing for all of you! Now for the bad news...I bet some of you were probably thinking that the delay in posting this chapter came because I said I wanted to finish the story before posting. Well, what is it that they say about best laid plans? Personal issues cropped up and I was not at home to continue writing.
However, everything has been taken of and I will be writing like a speed demon. Expect the next few chapters to come quickly. I am really excited about where this story is going. I hope you are too. Once again, thanks to all of your support!
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"Where is he?" Sophina asked, for what had to be the tenth time. She paced around the room in a furious temper.
"Will you sit down?" Ashford asked in exasperation.
Sophina ignored him, as she had done all day. She hated being trapped like this. The lack of windows and the disorientation of time were wearing her thin. She had not been outside since the night before. Now she had no idea what time it was or where Jon was.
Damn him!
She nearly growled out loud as she completed yet another circuit around the living room. The fact that she spent a sleepless night next to Evelyn already put her in a bad mood. Her worry for her was overwhelming. She needed to see the sun and feel the wind on her face.
Instead, she felt helpless and trapped and hunted. She was a prisoner of circumstance. Jon had come back from his meeting with Marcus looking pale. Then he said he had business to take care of and warned them to not even think about leaving. He took off without another word.
"What is he planning?" she growled to herself. "He is making us prisoners! I have been in these same stinking clothes for too long now. The God knows if I will ever be able to see another bathhouse or steam room again!"
Ashford sighed. "Will you calm down? He will be back; then in the days ahead, if you live that long, you will wish for this quiet day again with all your heart."
She laughed bitterly. "Do you really think dying out there is worse than being trapped in here, with no way out or any idea what's going on out there?"
He shook his head. "Sometimes I forget what it's like to be so young. How old are you?"
She folded her arms beneath her breasts and gave him a level look. "Twenty-six," she finally said, her eyes daring him to make fun of her.
"That's what I thought. Listen, girl, age breeds patience. I am 200 years old and I finally know the true value of patience. But sometimes life forces a person to adapt early. So sit down, shut up, and enjoy what peace you can."
Sophina bristled at the word "girl" and listened to the rest of his speech with gritted teeth. She vented her anger now. "I will have you know that I have experienced more in twenty-two years than most soldiers have experienced in fifty. I have stood ankle-deep in blood-soaked mud and listened to the wails of dying men, many of them friends that stood shoulder to shoulder with me for the whole damn war. I have killed at an age most girls are still playing with dolls. I have-"
"Peace!" Ashford shouted, holding out his hand. "I get it, alright? Look...why don't you go check on Evelyn?"
Sophina felt her anger drain away. She collapsed down in a chair and rested her forehead on her hands. "I can't!" she whispered desperately.
"Why not?"
Sophina stared at the floor between her hands and searched for an answer. "I can't...I don't know how to help her. I've tried everything to bring her back. But she just lays there and stares vacantly at nothing, like there is nothing inside of her. I don't know what to do...I am so lost." She blinked back tears.
I won't let him see my cry! I need to be strong.
"Evelyn is beyond your help," Jon replied, coming down the stairs.
Sophina looked up. Jon threw off his cloak and sank down into a chair. He grabbed a bottle of wine from the table next to him and poured himself a glass. He leaned his head back and took a sip. His face was grim. Sophina feared with all her heart anything that could make Jon Laurent worried.
"What the hell is going on?" Ashford barked. He leaned forward in his seat to address him. "Where have you been? What did that beggar tell you?"
Sophina scowled and wiped her eyes.
I won't be afraid!
"Forget that, I want to know what you meant about Evelyn."
Jon looked at Ashford with an ice-cold stare. "His name is Marcus. You would do well to remember that."
Ashford looked away from that stare and mumbled, "Well, where have you been?"
Jon didn't answer either of them right away. He slowly drank his wine and stared into the fire. Finally, he said, "Evelyn lost her soul-mate. Soul-mates are very rare and not much is known about that bond. But the one thing that is well known is that a person who suffers the death of their soul-mate never recovers from it. They simply...exist. They very quickly waste away and die."
Sophina gasped. "That's horrible! Why would anyone ever want to enter into that kind of bond?"
Jon turned his head toward her. She saw so much ancient pain in those eyes that she almost winced. "Sometimes people don't have a choice. If you ever find your soul-mate, you are drawn to them like a moth to flame...no matter that the fire will consume you." He turned back toward the fire that was burning happily in the fireplace. Sophina thought he stared longingly into it, as though he wished he were that moth that had the courage to fly so close to the flames.
He speaks from experience,
Sophina suddenly realized.
Did he have a soul-mate? No...he said a person can't survive the death. What then?
She shook her head.
That man is clothed in secrets. To know one of his secrets would unravel them all.
"What can we do for her?"
"I will try to figure something out," he replied. He drained his glass of wine and poured another one.
"Why do you care?" Ashford asked.
Sophina glanced at him, surprised. He sounded genuinely interested.
He must not be the only one intrigued by Jon's air of mystery.
But Jon spoke as though he didn't hear Ashford. "As to where I have been tonight, you won't like the answer. Marcus brought me grave information. So I went out and gathered more information."
He paused and took a sip of wine. "Raynolt Teryus moves faster that we thought. Grand Master Boltus is dead. Raynolt has already been elected as the new Grand Master."