Methaniel was awake and about before her, leaving Ahma to wake to a cold, empty bed. Her heart froze. She trembled, feeling a strange panic and ache inside, then calmed suddenly as her eyes fell upon his beloved sword propped up against the wall. He would never have left without it.
The Wingling rose and tried to dispel the wave of panic fully. She quickly donned the new light gray wool britches and soft green tunic that theyâd bought. They complimented the lovely shade of her wings. She brushed and re-braided her hair before arranging her wings neatly, preening the feathers into place. Then she softly sang her morning prayers, doing her best to keep her voice down enough so she didnât bring any of the other patronâs attention. She took simple pleasure in this ritual and allowed it to relax and energize her for the day to come.
She began to walk outside when the door swung open.
âMaster,â she breathed, and she suddenly realized just how badly she had been crushed by the thought of him being gone.
Methaniel gazed on her in silent wonder. Though he was no stranger to the sight of her, he found himself amazed by her all the same. Her rich hair drawn into a thick, tight chestnut braid, sliding down her back and between her wings and down to her buttocks, the light emerald of the underside of her wings facing him, their brilliant colors fully settled into the soft feathers. Her flawless face stared up at him, her huge, beautiful chocolate eyes shining softly. Her pursed lips suddenly seemed so soft, so welcoming, so invitingâŠ
He smiled at her, warm and sincere. The girl filled him with a feeling of life and vitality heâd never known with any other. She was a marvel in his eyes.
She smiled back, âGood morning, Master Merie. Did you sleep well?â
âVery well,â he nodded. âAnd you?â
âOf course,â she replied.
âI picked up a few last minute supplies and had the stable prepare Lanion,â he told her. He handed her two thick scarves. âYour brothers told me once that Winglings use things like these to keep the base of their wings warm.â
âYes, thank you,â Ahma smiled widely. âIâll definitely use these.â
âI also stocked a lot of salt for us, and some bread. I bought some extra travel rations should hunting be thin. Are you ready to leave?â
âYes, Master,â she nodded.
But she wasnât. Even he could tell. She didnât want to travel to the next city. Since he told her of his plans to find her a place to work and stay in the next city, sheâd grown quiet. Something plagued her mind, even if she tried to remain cheerful. Methaniel guessed that she was worried about the same thing he was: her safety. Finding a decent place to live for her would be difficult. He would never be sure her new Master wouldnât prostitute her or possibly rape her, or any other myriad abuses. Life for a servant in Rojinla was grim at best. But they would find something, he was sure, perhaps a church, or one of the rare households who cared for their servants and workers properly.
Outside they found two stable hands trying to keep Lanion from bolting. Methaniel called to his horse. Lanion snorted at him.
The Master loaded their supplies onto the horse while Ahma adjusted her cloak. She watched the animal defy the man at every turn. The normally obedient horse could be very stubborn and rebellious when the mood struck him, apparently. As Methaniel moved to place a bag of dried provisions onto the horseâs back, Lanion side stepped into him, almost knocking him over.
Annoyance burned on Methanielâs face, but he managed to load the goods. He turned to Ahma, âAre you ready?â
âHold on a minute!â a voice called out.
They turned to see a rolly merchant approaching them. He was middle aged and seemed to have some level of wealth, judging by the cut of his clothes, but not stunningly so.
âThe stable hands informed me this horse coupled with my mare yesterday!â the man exclaimed.
Methaniel gave Lanion a dirty look. Lanion stared out of one equine eye at him, and nickered softly. Ahma tried not to giggle.
âSheâs my finest horse! I demand compensation for this!â the merchant huffed.
Methaniel turned his gaze to the pudgy man, staring him down. âI apologize, sir, for my horseâs behavior. But Iâm afraid I wonât be paying you. If anything, I believe you owe me a stud fee.â
âI wasnât trying to get my horse pregnant!â the merchant snapped. âOh, this will cause me great trouble!â
âPerhaps you shouldnât have her around the male horses when sheâs in heat. Iâm not discussing this further. If your mare does have a foal, youâll make up greatly in profit with such a horse,â Methaniel told him.
The merchant continued to argue, but Methaniel mounted his steed, then helped Ahma up in front of him. As they rode off, they could hear the merchant turn his anger on the stable hand for their âcarelessnessâ.
Methaniel patted the Lanionâs neck, grinning widely. âYou old bastard.â
The horse, already seeming in a better mood after getting out of the cramped stable, neighed loudly.
âAh, I almost forgot,â Methaniel said, glancing down at the girl sitting before him. He reached behind him and ruffled briefly through their supplies, then put an item in the Winglingâs lap. Her eyes widened. It was a sheathed blade, a short sword if she guessed correctly.
âUnsheath it,â Methaniel instructed. He smiled proudly as she reverently slid the blade free. It was a fairly wide blade with a wicked, gleaming edge. It was smooth, unused and unmarred, but undoubtedly keen. It tapered into a fine point, perfect for stabbing and thrusting, though the blade was made to be a cutting weapon. The hilt was comfortable and easy to grasp, and a wide crossguard swept slightly upward.
âTh-this is mine?â she stuttered, gaping at the blade. Methaniel smiled and without even realizing his actions, reach with one large hand to brush back a stray lock of hair from her face. He absently marveled at the silken softness of the strands.
Ahma stared at the weapon for a long moment before she realized heâd touched her hair. She smiled softly. âThank you, Master. Iâll do my best to learn how to use this well.â
Inwardly, she was somewhat nervous. The sword was so sharp it could probably slice through bone. It also thrilled her, as she hoped this meant he planned to keep her with him some time longer. He
did
have to teach her how to use the sword, after all.
They rode on through the day, traveling south. Methaniel had bought a crude but functional map before theyâd left. He planned to travel through the plain lands and into the hillier regions, avoiding the major roads just in case any eyes were looking for them. About two weeks from Sefar was the major city of Fernum.
It was a mostly eventless journey. Methaniel hunted as they rested the horse, and occasionally at night as Ahma prepared the fire. Prey fluctuated in this area, both in variety and number, mainly consisting of small game such as raccoon, hare, and wild squirrels. They ate a steady mix of the kills Methaniel brought in and the travel rations theyâd bought.
During the two weeks of travel Ahmaâs training became more intense. They used the scarves to bind her breasts tightly down to her chest. It wasnât comfortable at all, and made it a bit hard to breath at first, but it kept her bosom out of the way and securely pressed to her body. That, combined with her new trousers and tunics, allowed her to move much more freely and without worry.
Methaniel began training her in stamina and conditioning exercises. In the afternoons they ran for some time, working and traveling all at once. By the third day, Ahma was exhausted, and her body ached all over. It was a strenuous, hard, uncomfortable regiment and she plummeted into sleep each night. Methaniel pushed her and insisted that she give it her all. He was never cruel but always stern, making her go beyond what she imagined she could every day. He became somewhat gruff when he trained her, though not unkind; he simply slipped back into his role as a soldier when they trained. He was tireless, always demanding more, and if Ahma hadnât had an appreciation for his fitness before, she did now.
In addition to her conditioning exercises, Ahmaâs strength exercise continued every night after theyâd made camp and before they ate. It was more intense than ever. They found rocks for her to lift and carry, working to make her muscles stronger and tougher. She trained in blade maneuvers in the evening as well with both her dagger and her short sword. She was able to practice with them in a more active and mobile manner. Her sword arm became heavy and exhausted day by day.
She was, however, showing definite progress. Methaniel drilled her through her sword maneuvers, and after the first week of running, she was able to keep pace with him for almost twice as she initially could before having to rest from shortness of breath.
Through it all, Ahma felt such a mix of emotions it was near overwhelming. She was proud of how well she was doing in her training; it was difficult, and painful, but she knew it would serve her well in the future. She was also happy, truly happy. She was so close to Master Methaniel and able to spend time with him, to learn more about him. The more she knew him, the deeper in love with him she fell. She had accepted this; there was really no way she could deny that she loved him, not to herself, at least.
This love brought pain as well, however. She knew it would never be reciprocated. Oh, Methaniel cared for her, she knew. He showed his own form of kindness and caring to her every day.
But it didnât matter. They were too different; their stations made any relationship unacceptable, and their race would make things difficult as well. Ahma had no problem with the thought of mating with a Human; she wasnât so sure Methaniel felt the same about Winglings. And besides, he cared for her, yes, but she highly doubted he felt the feelings beyond caring that she was experiencing for him.
And he was leaving her. Though she hoped he would let her stay with him for some time further, he spoke gently but firmly about finding her a peaceful, safe place to live in Fernum. She understood, of course; he was trying to protect her. In a way, that warmed her heart, that he would care enough to try to ensure her safety. But that warmth did nothing to sooth the ache at the separation looming just ahead.