Revelation 15

Revelation

Looking back on my so called life back then, I considered myself a real stud. Me being 6' 4" 250, brown hair, blue eyes, with a 29 inch waist, 32 inch biceps, benching 430 pounds. Tone tan body, six pack abs. My cock 11 inches long, 4 inches round, women loved it. I had loads of money from my grandfather when he passed back when I was 12. He and I were real great friends more than just grandfather and grandson. He taught me that a man takes care of his family. Is a good husband, a good father, sets the example for his children to be better. But always a man is there for his family. Family first, Country, God, self. He was taken away from me all too soon.

My father was somewhat like grandfather, until he passed. Then my father started to change. It took about four years. He was the opposite of grandfather. He taught me that a man should seek his pleasures and enjoy them. Then look after home and family. Father had sent my mother and sister to a spa for a week two thousand miles away. He said that they needed some mother and daughter time. He said that he and I would get some man time in.

I came home early from ball practice because it was rained out. I came in the house. I walked into the living room. I found my father with a woman. She was naked from the waist up. She had large breast, (bigger than my mother) she was about 25 years old. Long brown hair. She was on her knees given my father a blowjob. He shot his cum in her mouth just as I came into the room. He looked up and said "don't tell your mother, this will be our secret" I asked how he could do this with mom gone not even a day. He said that a man has needs and sometimes a wife won't take care of them.

He stood up and said that we will talk in a while. He told me to go to my room and stay there. Then he took the woman up to his bedroom. I was in my room playing video games. I could them in his room. I knew what was happening. I heard it. After about half an hour it got quiet. I was laying on my bed. I had taken off my shirt and shoes. I just had my running shorts on because I took a shower. The woman came into my room. She was naked. I looked at her. Being younger, my body reacted as it was designed. I was stiff. My eyes locked on her breast then I lowered them to between her legs.

She walked over to me and said your daddy is asleep. She said that she wanted to make sure that I did not tell on my father. She got into my bed with me. She kissed me as she put her hand inside my shorts, her fingers wrapped around my cock. She pushed down my shorts. My cock sprang up at it had a mind of its own. At 18 I was 8 inches long and 3 inches round.

She looked me in the eyes then said she wanted to help me that. She moved her body so she was kneeling over my head. I looked up and saw her pussy. It was smooth slick skin with no hair. Her lips were puffy and red from what she and he did just a few minutes before.

She said that she will tell me what to do, so we both will have fun. She lowered her pussy to my lips and said lick her. When I did she said now put your fingers at the top of the slit. Push the little skin up. That little nob of skin is a clit, gently suck it then do both suck and lick till she said to stop. As I did that she lowered he mouth over my hard cock and started to suck and lick me. I shoot my cum fast only about two or three minutes if that. She did not move. As I was younger she had me hard again in no time. She told me to keep sucking her. I did. Then she shook and fell still on me. After a minute she turned around, sat up over my cock looking at me then she slid me into her.

She bounced up and down on my cock. She took my hands to her titties and told me how to play with them. She kept bouncing as she talked to me. She said that I needed to keep my father's secret from everyone. I asked why. She said that she would make it worth my wile. She bent down and kissed me. She said that as long as I did not talk to anyone most of all mother, she would visit me when father was not around.

She said that father has to work while mother is gone and she could see me a few times. Then after mother gets back, we could get together sometime just the two of us. She was humping me all the time she was talking. I cummed in her three times before she left the room. When she closed I hear her say to my father. "All set he will keep it quiet, you owe me for taking his virginity. Oh, by the way he fuck great and his cock is bigger than you by almost twice." I felt good about that. That was how I learned how to treat women.

Fast forward. I followed my father example on how to treat people and women especially. During high school, I was a love them for a few weeks, get in their panties, then leave them type of guy. In college I started out like that but by the end of the first year I had a reputation and the prospects started to dry up. I met my future wife Julie, I tried my normal moves but she kept sex on her terms.

This was new to me a woman that could resist my "charms" when she could feel it pressing on her. She took it slow it took me four months before I was able to get her naked. She had me suck her to orgasm then she jacked me off. It was three more months before she opened her legs to let me fuck her. By that time, I said that I was in love. I kept to just her after that. We finished school and we married six months after.

After twelve years and two kids. My wife was still good looking. Our sex life was good, she was very attentive and enjoyed most everything, annals was not on the menu, but most everything else. But me being a guy I started to fall back to my old ways. Or rather to my fathers. I started to seek out women. I would meet them at my gym. My wife wet to an all women gym. So, it was easy to hit on the women at mine. I also would "go out with the boys" a few times a month and get lucky. This went on for about four years. I had a few close calls with the wife suspecting but was able to convince her she was wrong. I also had a close call when a woman trying to say she was pregnant. But it turned out she was just late. I dumped her quick.

I sent the family, wife, 16 year old daughter, 12 year old son, 8 year old daughter. To wounder land resort and park for two week vacation. I said I had to stay for a few days than I would join them for the last week or more. They were gone and 1500 miles away the next morning when I picked up a woman at the gym. She was gorgeous, long black hair, very curvy, great ass. She took me to her home. She did things with me that just blew my mind, then she wanted me to use her ass, while she was on top. After we showered. She used me three more times then I fell into a deep sleep.

While I was asleep I started to dream. In my dream my grandfather came to me. The first thing he did was slough me in my mouth. Knocking me back five feet onto my ass. He said you are a baster. You are a prick. You are a shithole. I did not raise you to be such a lowlife piece of shit. I taught you to respect women, to be loyal to your wife. Put your family before even country, and God. I provided you with the means for a good life. You have more money than you children's. children will ever need. And this is how you treat you wife. You throw your cock into the first woman you meet. You climb into her bed and let her use you. While your loving faithful wife has been gone less than 24 hours. You are lower than shit. I should ruin you.

Remember your father not so long ago. Your mother caught him. Remember what happened. Remember what I put in my will. Remember. I put a callous that gave your mother all of his money if she ever caught him cheating. Remember. Well, look at the will again. The same callous is in your bequeath. Well, I am going to give you a chance to redeem yourself.

I going to have you live a life of a woman. I going to have you experience some of what she would go thru. You will have memories of being born a girl and growing up. Everything a girl then a woman learns and goes thru. Then after all is done if you still are a shit then I will take retaliation.

When I woke the woman was sitting on the bed naked. She smiled, then asked if I slept well. I said yes but had a dream that was wearied. She said well let's just see how wearied. She passed her hand over my face. She said listen deep. Remember your grandfather, remember, remember. All went black. I woke. I heard her calling me but it was not me. She was calling Pat, Pat. Oh Pattie. I opened my eyes. she said you have two minds. You will watch as you live the life of what we call "a life of retaliation" in this life you are a woman. Living her life with all the ups and downs. You will feel what she feels. You will watch her cope with her life. Then you must decide. Remember, remember.

When the fog cleared I was lying in bed in a dark room. I was laying over a man's chest. His hair brushed my noise. My head moved up and down with his breathing. I felt I was wearing a shortie nightie with spaghetti straps. I felt my nipples rub the sexy little nightie. I noticed that my hand was around his nice cock. His cock started to swell. It grew and harden. It reached it glory at 7 inches long and three round. As I laid in the dark, I heard a deep voice say, "well just don't lay there" then a hand pushed my head down.

I slid under the covers kissing his belly as I went. I heard my voice. It was soft, and sexy. I said "I'm moving don't be in such a rush" I slid down took his cock into my mouth. My man mind said this is not right, but my woman mind said yes. I said to him "remember I love doing this in the morning, I even like to swallow so just enjoy" it took me five minutes before he shot his cum down my throat. After I swallowed I moved up and gave him a kiss.

I got out of bed. I felt stickily between my legs and felt dry cum on my thighs. I remembered that last night he took me twice. Once on my back then my favorite doggie. I loved the way my boobs swing as I am being fuck while on my knees. I remember that because I enjoyed it so much that is why I have to breastfeed my baby soon.

I make a quick trip into the bathroom. Pee then clean up a little. I grab a pair of panties, put them on and get my robe. I walk down the hall I open the first door my sixteen year old daughter was up doing her hair. I can see myself in her long mirror. I am about 5'5", my legs are nice shape. My hair is red and falls down over my shoulders it can use a comb.

I notice my belly is still recovering from my last baby, but it is getting really nice again. My hips are wide, my butt still has a few pounds to go but not bad. My boobs are big, I am breastfeeding so they are full at the moment. My eyes are green. Sue my daughter, 18, 5'6" 115 pounds, 36 C 24 32, long legs. Red hair green eyes, lovely face with a few freckles on her noise. A very beautiful girl.

I walk over and give her a kiss on the forehead, she hugs my waist. Sus says she needs to talk sometime today. I asked if everything is ok, no problem on your date last night. Sue no, no problem really just need to talk later. I say ok. I move to the next room. Open the door. It smells of wet sneakers and dust from his ball game yesterday. Jay is still sleeping. He is 13 around 5' 7" 130, brown hair and eyes.

I open the drapes then the window. I shake him. He moans. I shake him again. He turns his head, I give his blanket covered butt a light tap and say get going you wanted the paper route it your job get to it. Breakfast will be ready in 15 minutes. I look in the last room. Joy is still sleeping. That is good I can make breakfast before she wakes.

I make a quick breakfast for Jay. A bowl of cereal toast with his favorite peanut butter and cream cheese, and OJ. He scarfs it down and out the door to deliver his papers. Jack come down dressed for his golf game. His coffee is just ready, he gets the paper that Jay left for him already open to the sports page. I just finished his scramble eggs and his favorite fried SPAM. Well, he was in the Army for 23 years. Jack is 44, 6' 5" 280, broad shoulders, big chest and strong arms. In my mind I remember his cock from just a while ago. I became damp.

I sit with him with my fried egg. I reach for my toast. He smiles at me. I say what. He says just like Jay, why you two eat toast like that. I just say SPAM. He smiles and says ok, ok, I get it. I don't tell you what to eat and you don't tell me. We finish. He cleans up his dishes into the sink. Kisses me then grabs his sport bag with his golf shoes and heads out the door. Sue gives him a kiss on the cheek and says break 150. He smiles and said "Smartass" then give her a kiss on the forehead.

Sue makes her coffee with lots of sugar and milk. One scrambled egg. And dry toast. I think well tomorrow is Sunday after church it will be, I think waffles with fresh fruit and bacon. With all of us together. Just then Joy announces she is up.

I go get her, a quick bath and dress her. Then I sit in the rocker in her room. I turn on the soft classical music. I lower my robe around my waist. Then I pull down my nightie to my waist. I wipe my breast and nipple with a wet cloth. My breast are swollen with mike. I normally am a 37 D, my areola were three inches. But now I am in 42 DD with 5 inch areola and my nipples are two inches long.

I move Joy into position. She moves her head just a little then locks onto my nipple. Her little hand holds onto the sides. Her eyes are looking up at me. I feel her sucking, I know she is getting my milk because I don't feel the pressure behind my nipple as much.

Joy is just getting full, she starts to move around some. Just then Sue comes in. she sits down. She has a long face. I asked her what. She sits still looking at her hands, she shifts. Then she says remember the other week when we saw the doctor. You both let me watch what you had to do. You know the woman exams and things. When she finished with your exam. She said that I should not be afraid of the exam it part of being a healthy woman.

She said that when the time comes and we all agree that I should start taking birth control. That she will need to have me do the same thing. I knew what was coming. I tried to hid my smile. Sue looked up, she had a tear on her cheek. She slid on the floor next to me. She put her head on my knee. She said mother I did something stupid. I felt her sob. I said babe don't worry whatever it is we can work it out. I love you.

She said well last night when I was over to Anne house, well we were babysitting for her little brother. I said yes. She said well after we put him in bed. Anne turned off the lights and we started to kiss. We done that before. Then we opened our blouses and took off our bras. We made out for about half an hour. Then we heard a knock, we grabbed our blouses and buttoned them up.

Anne answered the door. It was Sam and Tony. Well Anne really likes Tony so she asked them to come in. Anne got us some cokes. Then we all sat down. Anne sat next to Tony. Sam sat next to me. As we listen to the music in the very dim lit room. Tony reached down and picked up our bras. He showed them. To us. Anne tried to grab them. But Tony kept them away. Sam slid his hand down my back. He looked over and told Tony I was not wearing a bra.

I said no I not I stood up and grabbed my bra from Tony. I pushed it in my purse. I sat down. Tony said sorry. Anne said it ok we were just. I said Anne. She stopped. Sam said to Tony I bet they were comparing their boobs. Tony said I bet your right. Anne said yes we were and you guy interrupted that. Tony smiled and said well don't let us stop you go ahead we dare you.

Well Anne opened her blouse and showed her breast. They all looked at me and I, well, I just opened my blouse. Then Anne walked over to me then kissed me on the lips and pinched my nipple. She turned off the lights then sat beside Tony and they started kissing. Sam put his arm around me and pulled me close.

He started kissing me. Oh, mother I felt so warm. His lips were so firm. He kept kissing me. I reached up putting my hand behind his head. Mother it felt so nice. Then he opened his lips and used his tongue over my lips. I opened and we frenched kissed. Before long I felt his hand on my leg. When he slid it under my skirt. I saw your face. I moved his hand. Then he did it again.

I pulled his hand up and placed it inside my blouse on my breast. Oh mother, that was so wonderful. His warm hand holding my breast. I got warm all over. I felt my nipples popout. I had an itch between my legs. Then he pinched my nipple. Oh, mother I shook. I could not think. I pulled off his shirt. I slid my hands over his chest. Then I leaned over and kissed his nipple.

He pushed me back on the couch then put his lips to my nipple then he started to suck them. It felt so wonderful. I felt his hand under my skirt, but I just ran my fingers thru his hair as he sucked my nipple. I felt his fingers rub me between my legs. Then we kissed again. I felt his finger slide inside the leg of my panties. His fingers slid over my pussy. It made me fill so hot. I have seen you and daddy on the love seat.

Well anyway he pulled down my panties. He turned us around so I was on my back. I watched as he opened his pants. I was laying down with my blouse open and my hot breast out. I saw his hard peter. Then he moved up my skirt and lowered his face down then he kissed my pussy, he moved up and kissed me on the lips. I could taste me on them.

Then I felt something warm and soft but firm. I knew what it was. He moved it over my pussy lips then he slid it over once, I moved my hips. He slid it inside of me. We pushed towards each other. I could feel it slid in. then he came to my hymen. Mother I was scared. I wanted to say stop but I push up as he pushed din and I felt a short pain then he slid in deep. I was so worked up that all I could do was to lock my legs around him and hump him. Well, we did that and then I felt his cock twitch. I knew what he did.

When he stopped. I pushed him off me and ran into the bathroom. I had to cry. I was so scared. I knew that I had to do something. I opened the cupboard and found a bottle of douche. I used it all then I cleaned up. I buttoned my blouse. When I came out Anne was standing dressed only a robe. I came out and found my panties then gave Anne a kiss on her cheek and came home.

Oh, mother I so sorry that I must be a disappointment to you. I never wanted it to happen but. I pulled her up and kissed her. I said ok well now you're a woman lets show you some of the things a woman must do. I stood up and told Sue to take off her blouse and bra. I wanted to explain somethings. Sue sat down. I wiped her breast and nipple. Then I gave her Joy and told her to let joy suck her nipple. As joy locked on to Sue nipple. Her eyes opened wide. I said it different right. Sue said yes, not so well, sexual. I said that right. Now you have a life sucking you in order to live. If you stop then the baby will die. So, you need to keep doing that. The first three or four months you will need to do that six or seven times a day.

Then it will start to ease off to down to three or four as the baby starts on the bottle. As Joy sucked Sue. I pulled out my bra. I showed it to Sue. I said read. She said 42 DD. Then I pulled out my normal bra. I said read. Sue said 37 D. I said it will be over a year or more before I can wear that again, also my boobs will not ever be as firm as they were. They will sage and might have stretch marks. I showed her a scar. She asked what is that. I told her that is where she bit me when she got her second tooth. I told her I was breast feeding her and she missed my nipple and bit me hard. I said I yelled so loud that I scared her. She would not let me hold her for over four hours, by then she was hungry so she let me pick her up.

I then let my nightie fall, I dropped my panties. I showed her my belly. I said your remember when I was pregnant how big I was. How hard it was for me to get up and even move. Well, that is what happens when I allowed your daddy have his fun. I was having fun also. But I had to live with the after effects. I love all of you and I never regretted any of it but by the 8th months I said never again, well I said that three times so go figure.