A.N. Thank you for returning! If you are just joining me and want to start from the beginning of the story, please at least make it to chapter two before you make any final decisions. In a few chapters I will see about learning how to resubmit that first chapter and fix a few of its issues.
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SILVANUS:
"Howdy," came a sleepy mumble from above him. Silvanus was sitting on the floor, back leaning against the wooden frame that kept the cots off the floor. When he looked up Zorah was peeking over the edge at him.
"We need to teach you to meditate," Silvanus informed her. "That is most likely your problem. Corian and I both assumed the other did it,"
"What? Why?" Zorah seemed quite out of it. "Where is Corian?" Zorah glanced around the small room.
"She left a while ago to practice enchanting things. Meditation, let me explain. Actually, first tell me what you understand about these two worlds and how you get back and forth,"
"Humn, well, when I go to sleep my consciousness wakes up in my second body. I think its more dimensional than space because otherwise I would be sleeping for as long as I am wake here and vice versa. Even if time traveled at different rates I would pay for it somewhere. And I was just at home before waking up here, So I just lived an entire day on Earth and its only been a few hours here. However yesterday, I went through whole day here in the six hours of sleep that I got,"
"You seem to understand the concept pretty well," Silvanus mentioned, thought a moment then continued, "I will clarify a few things. When you bounce back and forth from one world to the next, your consciousness, or soul, doesn't get any down time. I am not going to lie, I might only be twenty something years old, six I think. Regardless, I have lived over 50 years, my ages in the different worlds are not the same because I've taken more naps in this world or that one and stayed awake for days strait in yet another. They start to get out of alignment pretty quick,"
"What about paradox? If people visit lots of worlds and one person moves more quickly from one to another than cant they just tell each other the future and change it?" Zorah cut in.
"Ahh, that is a whole debate in and of itself. There are different, how to put it? Regulations? On each world. But we can discuss that when you understand more. Right now, don't worry about it and know that here it rarely happens. So back to what I was saying, dreams are vital to us humans and they allow our brain to process what has happened, what we learned etc. Mediation is a substitute to dreaming. It is rare that you will ever actually dream anymore. When you sleep your body is resting but not your mind,"
"My mind and body didn't really rest before. Before this trip I never slept all night long. My parents were thinking of taking me in for a sleep study,"
"Your body sleeps now I am sure"
"Yes, I am. Why is that?"
"Your mind was too stressed to catalog your day through dreams and kept disrupting the process. Now its forced to be somewhere else so your body is doing its job properly without your minds interference,"
"Thinking about it it has been a lot harder to concentrate in my classes on Earth, and I have been extra grouchy. Wait, your telling me my mind has ADD? I thought it was just the distraction of being here, but now I am thinking its the lack of rest,"
"ADD?"
"Attention deficit disorder"
"I suppose so," Silvanus said slowly, not sure what she was really talking about, "Let's do something to fix everything," Silvanus said, standing up and climbing onto the cots with her. "Find a comfortable position that you wont be likely to fall asleep in,"
Zorah crossed her legs and sat against one of the walls. Silvanus did the same. She laid her arms on her knees, palms up like the traditional meditation stance. Silvanus tucked his arms behind him in the small space between his hips and the wall, leaned his head back and closed his eyes. "Won't your arms fall asleep like that?" Zorah asked, looking at him through one eye.
"Never has," Silvanus cleared his throat. "Now take deep breaths and focus on nothing but the sound of your breath. Well, and today my voice. Practice breathing a few times," They did so and when he heard her tempo level out he said, as gently as he could so he did not break her rhythm, "slowly open your eyes and find something to look at. Many people study their hands, at home I like to watch the dust floating in the last few sun rays that float through my window," Zorah's eyes slowly opened and she slip them upward until they met his and locked in place. Her breathing never faltered.
"Your main goal is to stop your thoughts, bring silence to your mind, focus solely on this object before you. When you feel the last of your thoughts drifting away and your mind fuzzing, let it. You can either let your eyes close or keep them open without seeing. Breathing with your stomach and centering all of your energy there should be your next priority. That's it, breathe,"
Silvanus saw the glazed look come over Zorah and her eyelids flutter shut. When they did he suddenly missed looking into her eyes, they were a hazel green with one brown streak. "Breathe in, focusing yourself into a small compact ball, breathe out, feeling your awareness grow and push against your own skin. In, compact, out, skin. In, compact, out and to this room. In, compact, out, room," Silvanus started feeling a tingle graze over him with every breath she took. It was like laying on the shore with waves gently washing over him. He prompted her to expand herself as large as the world and as small as sand. Then he moved her up to her heart, listening to its beating chambers, feeling herself becoming balanced like the tempo. Then they moved up to her mind, prompting her to sort her needs, desires, emotions and memories. Then he slowly drew her out of it having her expand back to fit within herself and open her eyes. When those unique eyes cleared, the gentle buzzing on Silvanus' skin stopped.
"Your a natural," Corian said quietly. Silvanus jumped slightly and saw his sister in the doorway, content smile on her face, a little jar in her hands. Her toes were pressed against the bottom of the door frame, and her back was against the other side. Almost as if she were sitting in the air. "I am just glad I did not disturb your lesson. Zorah, you should do that at every time you switch worlds. Either right before or right after. It is good to work it into the world with the less busy schedule,"
"Thank you," Zorah said, slightly hoarse, "I am already feeling a lot better. I am not sure if I can do it without help yet though,"
"As you practice every day your brain will know what you want and take over. It is like riding a horse, your legs and butt gets very sore the first few times, but if you keep at it it becomes so natural that the even after years you can hop back on and ride like you were on the day before," Silvanus remarked.
Zorah's stomach let out a giant rumble, "Food?"
"Food!" Corian and Silvanus said together. As his sister came fully into the room to put away the jar she had. Silvanus caught the unmistakable scent of sex as she whisked by. Nostrils flaring, he tried to catch her eyes but she was being overly obvious about not looking right at him.
Deciding it was none of his concern, after all he had warned her yesterday about her egg, he just set about ignoring her and the smell. Besides with how long this journey was going to be he was going to have to learn to live without breathing. Rarely anyone was still marginally tolerable by the end of a trip with such poor living conditions and lack of sanitary facilities. After all there was a disgusting pot just outside their door.
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ZORAH:
They kept the cots together and slept in a row that night; Silvanus at the edge, Corian in the middle, and Zorah against the damp wall.