Four
Onward ever onward
I got the fire going and the preparations for supper started. Miriamni as usual tended the horses. Rash had taken a short walk in the gathering gloom, to the turn down the mountain at the other end of the pass.
In my mind I had decided to turn back and was saddened that this should be my last night. I wanted to frigg Rash, not Miriamni, still I might find her receptive and willing to engage in more. My thoughts turned to my arrival home, the tale I should tell, planning the expurgated version.
I heard Rash speaking but not her words.
"Huh?"
"I said I can't wait for tomorrow." She repeated. "I'm going to be free to do as I like, no more talk of protocol and duty."
"Yes," I replied unenthusiastically, looking over to where she sat on the steps of the caravan. "Tomorrow I get my life back."
She had the lantern next to her casting a soft glow, but leaving from her waist down in shadow. She'd changed again to another summer dress and the thought struck me as to the size of her wardrobe. Those two trunks were mostly full of her clothes.
"You sound disappointed," she said, concern showing in her voice.
"No," I said smiling. "I was just thinking of the tale I'll tell when I get home."
"Oh," surprise showing in her inflection.
Thinking a second she added "It won't be believed." A smile coming to her face. "You can't tell them everything."
I laughed. "That I was captured by a mysterious lady who enslaved me with a magical collar, forced to help then take their wagon over the mountain into Potiau?"
She laughed with me, we were still giggling when Miriamni joined us.
"What's funny," she asked, helping herself to coftea.
"Just thinking of how I'll explain myself when I get home." I explained, keeping the joke private.
"It looks like we'll have a fine day tomorrow," Miriamni commented. "You can see clear across the sky."
She turned her head and nodded at the rising circle of stars, the tip of it climbing over the mountains to the east. I followed her gaze, wondering again of its nature.
""The air is clearer up here anyhow," declared Rash, getting her words in and drawing our attention back.
I fished some of the meat out of the pot to check on it, judging how plump the sun dried jerky was now.
"Is it ready yet?" Rash asked.
"Not yet, if you like your meat tender," I replied, dropping the piece back.
"Rash, I want to borrow one of your gowns, hang it as a curtain between us," Miriamni said turning to Rash still on the steps.
"Well yes, if you want," she answered cautiously. "But we'll have to be careful with it."
She stood and Miriamni stood and followed her inside. I continued to watch over the pot, giving the ladle an occasional turn round the pot, thinking again of the forthcoming performance with Miriamni and fingering for the first time in a while the collar round my throat.
I called them when the food was ready, passing each of them a bowl and spoon as they got to the fire, then following as we went to sit in the caravan. Rush sat there excitedly talking nonsense, idle dreams about how she would arrange her time, house and life, a pretty young girl with fancy hopes.
I brought my bowl out as I went to ease myself. As I turned I saw in the west a host of falling stars.
"Rash, Miriamni," I shouted back through the door. "Come and see the shooting stars."
They came bundling out, Rash first as I stood to the side and pointed.
"Make a wish," Miriamni clamoured in my ear as she caught sight of them.
I put my bowl down and answered the call of my bladder, taking a turn round the side to conceal myself. I stood and looked at the magnificent display in the heavens wondering what Grek, our astrologer, would be making of it.
Miriamni was sat by the fire, stoking it.
"Do you believe in fate?" she asked me.
"Sometimes," I replied, gathering the bowls and the pot to wash them for breakfast.
"A traveller once told me that I'd marry a rich man in a distant country, read it in the cards she did."
"My brother was told his wife would bear him three sons and three daughters." I replied matching her tale.
"I used to wonder what it would be like to travel."
I was listening but letting her ramble on.