Finale
10
I awoke the next morning alone. I could smell coffee, and I cringed. I didn't feel like dealing with mom this morning. I got up and got dressed. When I walked into the kitchen, Al Shaba was sitting under the table wagging her tail like she had never left.
"When did she come back?" Mom asked as she leaned against the counter drinking a cup of coffee.
"Last night. I fell asleep on the porch and she woke me up."
"Yeah, I noticed all of the beer bottles. We're drinking a lot lately, aren't we?"
"I guess that I'm one big disappointment to you, aren't I?"
Her eyes left me and she instead focused on her coffee cup. "I'm sorry about last night."
"I thought that you didn't blame me for Cassio's death?"
"I don't! I'm sorry, but I miss him so much and I took it out on you." I didn't say anything; I just went over and poured myself a cup of coffee. "I didn't need that asshole here last night either."
"Who, Luke?" I asked.
"Yeah Luke. His carelessness caused all of this and he has the nerve to show his face here."
"Cassio told you about that?"
"Yes. He told me that you were concerned about it, and he was too."
"That's why I shouldn't have left."
"Don't try to deflect the guilt, besides I still think that if you were here, you'd be dead, and I would be..." She let the sentence drop, and I didn't finish it.
We just stood there drinking coffee in the awkward silence.
"Listen," I broke the silence. " I need you to go and stay with Henry's girlfriend Anne, while I'm away."
"You aren't seriously thinking about still going, are you?"
"It's the only way."
"Then I've lost you already."
"I might surprise you," I smiled to break the tension, but she was not being mollified.
"Why can't I stay here?"
"You know why you can't stay here. If Azul comes while I'm gone, this will be the first place he will look for you." She didn't have an argument, and so she just stared into space.
"I'm just afraid for you Ed," she said without looking up.
"I know, but it's going to be okay." I walked over to her and put my arms around her.
"Don't say that. Don't patronize me," she said as she nuzzled into my shoulder.
Again we fell into silence until she lifted her head, looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the lips.
"Do you want to? Because I could really use some comforting," she asked forlornly.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, why?"
"I mean, with what happened with Azul?"
She smiled a sad smile. "He didn't even touch me. Well not
that
way, anyway. He didn't have the chance; between driving the van and trying to keep those zombies off me, his hands were full. I believe he had plans for me later, but then you spoiled that, didn't you?" She grabbed my cock for emphasis.
She then took my hand and escorted me upstairs.
The sex was gentle and slow; the concupiscence was gone.
I wasn't having sex with the most beautiful woman in the world any more; I was having sex with a beautiful woman, who just happened to be my mom. The idea didn't disgust me, but it was different; more perverted. I felt more like a boy sneaking through his mother's panty drawer, than a man infatuated by his woman.
I also noticed little imperfections in her that I hadn't noticed in a while. Little wrinkles around the eyes and mouth, which were probably there before I got sick, but Q wouldn't let me see them. Her breasts, although large and lovely, didn't seem so perky, she had fat along her midsection that bulged when I pushed her legs in the air and penetrated her, and her skin wasn't as supple or luminescent as I had remembered.
I had the idea that she felt the same way too, because she really didn't look at me like she did before, and we didn't kiss on the lips. She kept her eyes closed, and when she came I heard her whisper Cass's name ever so softly.
After it was over, and we were both gasping for breath, I thought to myself that that was probably our last time together. It was a little sad.
Two days later I was driving her over to the boatyard to meet Henry and Anne. It was cold and rainy, and there was a light fog over the lowlands. I had all my gear in the back seat of the Jeep next to Al Shaba. I didn't want to leave her there all alone. She would be fine with mom.
The rear of the Jeep was stuffed with mom's bags. I figured that I would only be gone for a few days and so mom packed for a week. I didn't complain though. I didn't want her to go back to the house for anything. Azul might stake the place out if he didn't find anyone there.
That's all assuming that he went up to Dover and turned around and came back right away. I didn't think that he would, but you never know.
We pulled into the boatyard, and I laughed at myself when I saw the sign... "McAllister's Boatyard." What an ass, I thought. Maybe mom and John were right. Maybe I was starting to believe my own bullshit. Maybe I don't have what it takes to stand up to a guy like Azul, but it was too late now.
John, Henry and Anne were in the office when we got there. I only vaguely remembered Anne, but I didn't let on. She greeted me very warmly.
"Thanks for taking Josie in while I'm away."
"Nonsense. I love having her. I miss doing girl things with all these men around."
John and Henry helped me put mom's gear in Henry's car and I gave mom a kiss goodbye and then, unceremoniously, she and the dog were off.
As they were exiting the boatyard Henry pulled me aside.
"Luke is here. He wants to talk to you."
"Henry," I said frustrated. "I'm not taking him with me."
"Just listen to what he has to say. It makes sense."
"Okay," I consented. "I'll listen to what he has to say."
We went back into the office and Luke was standing there. He must have been lurking in one of the back rooms.
"Hi Luke."
"Hi Ed."
There was an awkward silence and then Henry spoke up.
"Tell him what you told me," he prodded the boy.
"I've got a friend who lives up by where Azul has his hotel."
"Hotel?"
"That's where he lives. That's where he has his business."
"What business?"
"A brothel," Henry interjected. "That's where he takes all of the women he kidnaps."
"He actually whores out these women. That's where he was taking Josie?"