ELENA
The drip of water, the howl of wind. The cold on my naked body.
One breath, then another. That was what Adarian taught me so long ago.
The room was lit by a barred window. It cast a dim ray onto my body, centering my exposed belly with a square of light. I was strapped to a wooden board in my cell, my limbs stretched in a spread-eagle, open and helpless. The binds were unescapable, I knew, for I'd placed many beasts in them myself. Only for them, the worst interrogation practice had been waterboarding, and that would be the best of it for me. If I was lucky. I wasn't under ranger jurisdiction anymore. I'd been handed off to the royal guard. I felt a sudden surge of panic, and my limbs flexed against the board, my teeth gritting to suppress my shriek of terror. One breath, then another. I brought myself back into my mind, and felt the mania ebb from me, but not the dread. I knew what was going to happen.
I am going to be tortured.
I thought rationally,
They aren't going to stop when I scream, or when I spill every secret, or when I beg for death. They aren't going to stop until there's nothing left.
My mind raced with the possibilities, each one darker than the last. Was it the pain that terrified me the most, or the mutilation? The mutilation. Each smash of the hammer, each grind of the saw, each cut of the knife would remove more than just flesh and bone. No more playing the violin, no more drawing a bow, no more making love, no more running, no more walking, no more standing, no more tasting, no more seeing. Another wave of panic gripped me, my blood running cold, my heart pounding against my chest until I thought it would explode! One breath, then another. I looked at the ceiling, and saw my reflection in the body-length mirror that was secured to the rafters.
"If you knew this is where you'd end, would you have stayed with her?" I asked myself. My voice echoed with the drip of water, the howl of the wind.
"But this is not where you end, Elena. This is where you begin." A soft voice answered. My breath caught. I looked up, and there were a pair of blue eyes staring at me from the cell door, rimmed with black liner above ebony lips. The door creaked open, and Queen Leveria Tiadoa walked in. She was encased in leather, her blonde hair in a ponytail, her gloved hand holding a velvet box. She shut the door behind her with a clang, then walked toward me. Click, click, click, went her heels on the stone floor, the rub of leather sounding between her thighs, the tinkling of her hooped earrings. She stopped before me, and set her box down. Her eyes took in every inch of my splayed body, a wild, hungry glint in their sapphire depths.
"Amazing." She said with a hushed voice. She looked me in the eye, "It is amazing what my sister has done to you. When Adarian told me what you'd become, I pictured a freak show, but the elegance..." Leveria's heels clicked as she walked around me, "you're not an abomination, but something new and beautiful. Yavara has transformed you. I wish to do the same." She stopped on my other side, then reached across me, and opened her velvet box. Little mechanical shelves unhinged and sprouted, displaying a shining cutlery set, the gleaming edges honed to a deadly sliver. "Elena, I know we never saw eye to eye, but I truly want us to start anew." She brought her lips to my ear, "I'm so glad we have this opportunity."
"I bet you are." I hissed, a droplet of sweat rolling down my forehead.
"I see the feeling is not mutual," Leveria chuckled, "and I got all dressed up just for you."
"I would have put on something more suitable if I'd known I'd be visited by royalty."
"You're fine the way you are." Leveria smiled as she reached into her box, and pulled out a purple syringe.
"It won't work on me." I said, watching her lower the needle to my crotch.
"Oh?" Leveria paused, "and why's that?"
"I've built up an immunity."
Leveria's smile turned crooked. "An immunity to pussy? You've been busy." She pushed the needle into my cock, and I seized, swallowing the scream. I felt the pressure of the injection, the sublimation of aphrodisiac in my loins, and my cock engorged with blood, curving backward as it rose. Leveria watched it with fascination, then looked into my eyes, and frowned. She withdrew the needle, and my erection deflated. "That is... disappointing."
"This never happens to me, I swear!" I croaked.
Leveria narrowed her eyes at me, then broke into a wide grin. "Elena, you've grown a sense of humor!"
"Where? Oh god! Doctor, tell me it's benign!"
Her smile curled wickedly. "It's a small growth, but it needs to be removed." She wrapped one gloved hand around my cock, and reached into her box with the other. She pulled out a pair of snippers, and snapped the blades together for effect. Cold terror enveloped me, seizing my limbs in a petrified lock of joints, my ankles and wrists rubbing raw against the shackles. My eyes widened as she stretched my cock with one hand, and opened the blades with the other. I wanted to beg and scream, but the gears of my mind were locked in panic. The curved edges of the snippers were serrated and cruel, the teeth sharpened to jagged points. Their polished reflection showed the full length of my manhood as they came around my base, and opened wider, poised to snap shut. My flesh crawled, my eyes bulged in their sockets, the acrid taste of bile surged in my throat. "This is the worst happy ending ever." Someone said from somewhere. Wait, I said it.
Leveria paused, and blinked. She looked confused for a second. Then she pitched forward in an explosion of laughter, collapsing atop me, the snippers clattering to the floor. The sound that came from her was high and girlish, almost innocent in its purity. "Oh my god!" She cried as she raised her head, tears streaking down her face.
I knew I was only delaying the inevitable, but I felt the relief nonetheless. In that moment, I was still whole, and despite my terror -perhaps
because of it
-, I laughed with Leveria. It was manic and shrill, nearly a scream in its pitch. And when it started, I couldn't stop. I laughed until my belly ached, my chest burned, and my throat went hoarse, and Leveria laughed with me like we were old friends, our voices mingling in their dank air. Then the sound waned, and I took one breath, and then another.
Leveria was watching me, her face flushed with mirth, a warm smile on her black lips. "I enjoy you, Elena." She said, the echoes of laughter still on her voice, "It's a rare person who can bring levity to grave situations." She gave me a guilty look, "I envy the ability. People are always walking on eggshells around me, and sometimes I wish I could just alleviate the tension. My father could always put people at ease, but I..." Leveria sighed, "I only make them more nervous when I try to be nice."
"You don't say?"
Leveria laughed again, slapping my thigh playfully. "See? Like that. How do you do it so effortlessly?"