Inari and Priya were busy in the galley of the
Darkstrider
, fixing themselves a bit of breakfast. While they did their best to stick to the clock on board the ship, it was a tough go adjusting to it. Having spent the last couple of weeks on Prodosia threw their rhythms off and they were just starting to ease back into it.
The reason these two were up at the early hour was because they were due to arrive at the Voleskar hyperspace waypoint in thirty minutes. So, the pair figured since they were up anyways, it might be prudent to get some food in their bellies. Inari was busy making some biscuits while Priya was whipping up some scrambled eggs and bacon. A pot of coffee was perking while they cooked, anticipating the breakfast sandwiches to come.
"You know, I never thought I could feel this way," Priya commented.
"Oh? What way?" Inari wondered.
"That I could feel the same way I feel about you... for someone else," Priya admitted while she blushed a little.
"Getting yourself a case of the feels there, Pree?" Inari asked with a smile.
"Yeah! I mean, it's exciting, terrifying, eye opening and... everything else out there!" Priya told her girlfriend.
"You're not the only one who feels this way! I thought that Zuzanna and I were done after I left all those years ago. I figured that being around her again was like being around a friend and I could leave it at that, no problem. What I didn't expect was those feelings to surge back the way they did," Inari confessed.
"Deep down, you still cared about her, didn't you?" Priya asked.
"Now that I think about it, yeah, I did. I just couldn't admit it to myself at the time," Inari replied.
"I could tell that was the case. When we first arrived and I saw the way Zuzanna looked at you, I could tell it wasn't over. Not for her, or for you," Priya stated.
"Why didn't you say anything, babe?" Inari asked, hoping she hadn't inadvertently hurt her lady.
"I was thinking we'd be there for all of a few days and then be gone. Then when it turned into something longer than that, not to mention the mess we got mired in, I knew I was just going to have to deal with it," Priya said softly.
"Sweetie, I'm so sorry!" Inari apologized.
"I wanted to hate her."
"I'm sorry, what?" Inari asked, caught off guard by this declaration.
"Zuzanna. I wanted to hate her. I wanted to hate that woman for the pain she caused you. For the fact that she held a piece of your heart still. Hell, I wanted to hate her for everything that she was!!" Priya said a little vehemently.
"Why didn't you?" Inari queried, curious about where this was going.
"It started out that way, but the more I was around her, the less fiery the hate was. I don't know it was like... the hatred I had just... lessened. Like there was something that made me reconsider why I hated her. Eventually, it got to the point where I... started to like her," Priya admitted while blushing.
"I know exactly what you mean, sweetie!" Inari replied with a laugh.
"You do?"
"I was the same way when we first met, but for far different reasons, of course! Learning that the doctor who people praised as a Godsend was a Confed gave me an itchy trigger finger. There were times I just wanted to off her and be done with it!" Inari stated, a little abashed at this admission.
"How close did you come to doing it?" Priya queried out of sheer morbid curiosity.
"I was on a hair trigger more than once. The only thing that stayed my hand was the good that she was doing for the people of Prodosia. Especially the children, who looked up to Zuzanna like she was their hero," Inari went on.
"Something I noticed while we spent time in Tanith's Gully," Priya agreed.
"I would learn later that when it boiled down to it, Zuzanna didn't, and still doesn't, have a malicious bone in her body. That woman is literally built to where, if she's given the chance to be an evil woman, she just walks away. Zuzie just can't do the dishonest or dishonorable thing. Not to good people anyway," Inari told her girlfriend.
"Evil people are treated differently?" Priya wondered with a chuckle.
"Let's just say that just because she can't do evil, doesn't mean that she won't reach for justice, or vengeance, when it calls for it," Inari giggled.
"So she's like us? The OG
Darkstrider
crew?" Priya queried with a smile.
"Yup! Very low tolerance for asshats, and none for bullies. No matter who they are or what rank they hold," Inari clarified.
The pair of them then migrated to the bridge, still chattering away as old friends and lovers do. They ate up and continued to talk about Zuzanna and their evolving relationship. It did seem a little fast for Priya, but she was managing the concept of and being a triad very well. She did have some concerns, but Inari allayed them the moment they came up.
"You truly love the both of us, don't you?" Priya asked her.
"Fuck yeah, I do!" Inari stated without hesitation. "I thought I was only a one woman girl. Now it seems that my heart is big enough to fit the both of you into it," Inari stated.
"For all the things about how things are about love and its power, the poets and bards of ages past were right about one thing," Priya stated.
"Hmm?"
"The power of love and the capacity for it is infinite. If love is there, then there is no reason to think it would ever diminish, no matter how many people are involved," Priya said as she finished a swig of coffee.
"Amen to that, love!" Inari agreed.
The conversation would have continued on, but for the alarm that sounded at that moment. It was the waypoint proximity alarm, which let the women know they were approaching the Voleskar hyperspace waypoint in the next five minutes. Sighing, but attending to their duties, both women left the lounge and headed for the bridge, mugs of java in hand.
"Feels good to be out in space again, doesn't it?" Priya asked as she settled into the navigator's chair.
"That it does! While shore leave is nice, life planetside is a little too static," Inari replied as she did her checks, getting the ship ready to drop out of hyperspace.
"I think what you mean is 'too boring'?" Priya laughed.
"Got it in one, babe!" Inari giggled. She then hit the lever and dropped the ship out of hyperspace into realspace. The waypoint was as it always had been, full of the usual traffic, with nothing amiss.
"Business as usual at the waypoint? Isn't that a bit odd?" Priya wondered as she observed the traffic around the waypoint.
"Not really, if what I remember of Confed operating procedure is correct," Inari replied.
"Which is... what?"
"The Confeds love to broadcast their victories all across every channel that will have them in it. When it comes to their losses, they like to keep that as hush-hush as possible. They like to keep up the image of being an implacable wall of strength that no one can crack. It's one of their most effective tools to not only keep the galactic community on their toes but also its citizens in line and belief in them strong," Inari explained.
"Hmm. Makes a certain level of sense, I suppose. It still boggles the mind that the Confederacy has lasted as long as it has," Priya sighed, still in disbelief that such a xenophobic group of humanity was still as strong as it was.
"Jaesa, Stanley, Delilah, are you guys there?" Inari called out.