Path of Lyssa
is being written as part of a novel-writing challenge over the month of November. Please expect poor editing!
Current word count:
53,751
This chapter contains scenes of
violent bestiality.
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5 - Innocents
The jagged hills of the eastern pass loomed up around Lyssa like the teeth of a gargantuan hound, one she was resolutely striding down and into. The icy winds that buffeted her clothing and stung her eyes and face were each a frigid exhalation from the beast's gullet. She had her arms raised across her face, since the limited sunlight left little for her to witness in their advance along the narrow natural paths between the sharp peaks of the hills. She leant forward and into the wind to make her silhouette smaller, her presence diminished. The churning, magical energy in her stomach granted her weary legs an energy that food or sleep never could have achieved, but which still felt just barely capable of pushing her body onwards. Ahead of her, she assumed, would be Charisse, whose eerie curse did the same to his plodding pace. And Claire, too. What spurred her feet? Her love for her friend? Her deity? Lyssa had to wonder what that felt like.
No god would speak to her, no matter how she prayed. And recently, she'd tried. So awash in the dark of ignorance as she was, Lyssa would have taken insight from anyone who would share. But Oculus All-seeing never saw fit to reach back when she called to him. Lyssa couldn't tell if he'd even heard her, of if he was just ignoring her.
Rightly so, if he was. Lyssa was a monster. She was a killer. Delain's blood was on her hands. And no matter that she hadn't been the one to skewer him with iron herself. She had drunk too deeply of his essence and left him hollowed. It was no wonder that he hadn't been himself on the day of battle, after what she had taken from him. He was dead because of her. And now all that was left of him was the sparkling mercury of his spirit in her arcane reserves, waiting to be digested. Lyssa sniffed through the soreness of her nostrils, singed red by the bitter cold. Good. Let her ache. Monster!
"Lyssa..."
She didn't slow her pace, and so bumped weakly into Claire, who had turned and halted ahead of her. The girl's arms held tightly to her shoulders and kept her from slipping in the scree of their path. When Lyssa tore her weary eyes open, she saw Claire's red hair below the hood of her mantle, the blue shine of her irises. Redness also along the paleness of her nose and cheeks.
"Are you alright?" Claire asked her. "You're flagging, Lyssa."
"I ap-pologise," Lyssa stuttered, her jaw shivering. "I am simply w-w-weak this m-m-morrow."
"Lyssa, it's nearly evening..."
"It is?" she said with a breathy chuckle. "I had thought that it was surely only..."
"And you did not eat for breakfast again this morning." Claire's eyes narrowed, hardened. Their shining blue turned icy. "You never eat enough."
"I..."
"And we never see you sleeping, either."
"I... I don't..."
Claire tugged her suddenly forward, and Lyssa fell into a hug against the hardy villager girl. Claire's arms around her were both a welcome strength and a potent warmth. She stroked Lyssa's hair and breathed hot gusts of breath against her chill cheeks.
"We will need to talk soon, I believe," she said quietly. "About you and your magic. Charisse and I can't have you hiding behind your memory loss forever, you know. I suspect you have discovered more about yourself these past nights than you are willing to share with your friends, and I would hear those discoveries for myself."
Lyssa laughed weakly. "Did Oculus tell you such?"
"He didn't have to," Claire replied with a swallow. "Also, I would hear of what you intend to do when we reach the Dark Lord."
Lyssa's breath caught as, once more, his face filled her vision. His full lips and topaz eyes. The shining pearl in the centre of his forehead. His voice echoed in her ears. "
Lyssa...!
" So close, now.
"You walk with us to find him, just as we do," said Claire firmly. "But we walk in search of his demise. What about you? Do you even know?"
She could feel her lip quavering.
"Soon." Claire pressed her forehead against hers and held it there for a long moment, as if hoping to share in her innermost mind. "Soon, let us talk. Before we get so far that we cannot turn back. Is that well, Lyssa?"
Lyssa held to Claire's wrists and closed her eyes tight. She delved the depths of her heart in search of words to dissuade the suspicions of her friend. She grasped for a disarming smile, a sly joke, a ribald statement that would take the attention away from her. After all, the insinuation of Claire's words was easy to parse. If Lyssa couldn't share her honest truth with Claire and Charisse, it would be better for the pair to leave her behind. But what she found inside herself instead was a piteous sob that shook her gullet.
"I don't know what I am!" she gasped.
Opening her eyes was an effort. But when she did, she saw that Claire was smiling.
"You sounded like me and Charisse just then," said the girl. "Worry not, Lyssa. We shall learn the truth of all of this together. And then, how we proceed will become clear."
"Is all well?"
Charisse loomed out of the windy gloom like a dark shadow. He put his arm around Claire and leaned into the private moment, but Lyssa saw that he fit the space perfectly. His eyes were bright despite the stiffness of his tail of dark hair, a hint of a smile at his lips.