Chapter 13
: Breaking Point
PART I:
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The days that followed the ogre's departure were torture.
Zyra could feel the animosity of the village all around her. She felt violated, painfully backstabbed, like meat on a skewer. She felt like she had been the blanket that had covered this village for years, and now, she had their little ungrateful fingers nipping at her seams, making her tears bigger and bigger until she would unravel into
nothingness.
Ginger was her only ally, but she refused to speak to her. She could not rid herself of the image of Ginger in physical bliss at the hands of Kail. He was physical perfection, strength personified to clash with Ginger's oozing sexuality. She couldn't blame him for playing with her. She only wished he hadn't put the idea that he wanted her into her mind. Zyra couldn't understand why the ogre's words had struck a chord in her.
"Your sister has always been jealous of you, and your huntresses have always been selfish. This was destined to happen, with or without me."
She had always been jealous of her sister.
Her sister's beauty and grace, the easy charm she had when being diplomatic. Zyra didn't know how to bend or compromise. She could only lead, and she did this the best that she could. She had never been able to let her hair grow into the soft waves that Nima and Kyzu possessed. Zyra was ashamed to bathe with the others, not just because of their strange idolatry, but because of the nasty blemishes leadership had caused her.
She recalled the ogre's feathery touch on her back, how he didn't recoil in disgust at her battered body. She did have many scars indeed.
Her hands strained with the effort it took to carve the delicate little face she was shaping. She was making Nima a wooden doll. Nima had plenty of stick ones she had made herself, but she loved the wooden dolls because she could sew clothes for them.
Zyra had been planning this doll for a while now. Handing Nima a deer patch here or there, a handful of colorful feathers, it had all led up to this day. Nima's birthday would be nearing soon, but Zyra was feeling more and more out of sorts. To her, it made sense to give Nima the doll as soon as possible. She couldn't shake the feeling that something significant was about to happen.
She let out a long sigh as she thought about her current happenstance. Kyzu and she had bickered on occasion, but they had never been so far apart. Maybe they just needed to talk. Avoiding one another was childish, and she really wanted to reconcile. Nima was Kyzu's child after all. How could she avoid the mother while caring for the child? She took her half finished carving and headed towards Kyzu's tent.
Zyra found her just behind it picking flowers. She was making wreaths, most likely for the young girls who would dance for Nima's birthday. So it was on both of their minds then. Good, it meant things had not changed too much.
Kyzu didn't hear her coming, but she could sense her behind her. It was a warm hovering presence, a shadow cast over her that had protected, shielded, and hidden her most of her life. She said nothing, wondering how long she could remain quiet before Zyra engaged her. A few minutes passed and she was impressed by her fortitude. So it would be up for her to break the silence?
Very well.
She turned to her sister passively.
"Yes?"
Her sister frowned, her short hair billowing in the wind behind her. Her glimmering green eyes were almost feral in their beauty, carrying the spirit of the forest inside her. Her bandaged arm gave her the appearance of warrior and her beauty made her a princess. In old world she imagined she might be, but that made Kyzu the Queen. Zyra would be foolish to forget that.
"We need to talk," Zyra said walking up to her.
Kyzu stood from her kneeled position and walked to her, a basket of flowers on her arm.
"About what dear sister?" Kyzu asked with a frown.
She knew exactly what she wanted. She wanted things to go back to the way they were. She wanted...
"Peace sister," Zyra exclaimed. "Peace among us. We have been divided for no cause. Can you not see that our bond is more important than any quarrel that may be between us?"
"You have a quarrel with me?" Kyzu said bristling.
"No," Zyra said frowning. "I am referring to your quarrel. With me."
"I have no quarrel with you," Kyzu said, waving a hand in the air nonchalantly as she passed her. "Do you have a quarrel with me?"
Zyra caught up to her, not missing a beat. "No! It's just that you seem irritable as of late and..."
"I'm not irritable."
Zyra stopped walking beside her and sighed heeavily.
"Then sister, why have you been so...
mean
to me as of late?"
Kyzu's heart clenched. The girl was pouting.
Mean
to her?
Goodness, Zyra was little more than a child. The stale taste of remorse settled on her tongue as she felt guilt over her brash behavior.
"I'm sorry Zyra," she said patting her sister on the head. "Perhaps I have been taking out my own frustrations on you. I never meant you harm."
"I know," Zyra said warmly, taking her hand in hers. "That's why I wished to talk to you. I wanted to set things right between us."
"They are right my dear."
Kyzu plucked a flower from her basket and placed it into Zyra's hair. "They have always been right. I just felt that I needed to remind you that I am Chieftess. You know you're supposed to come to me when there are issues concerning the village do you not?"
Zyra nodded. "I just did not wish to trouble you when the issues were so small."
"No issue is too small Zyra," Kyzu said sharply. She paused, reattaching her smile. "I only desire to know about the happenings of the village. I know you make good decisions, I just worry about your feelings getting in the way."
Zyra sighed, understanding her sister's concerns.
"Yes sister. I am sorry as well."
"No worry my dear."
"Now, about the ogre sister..."
Kyzu's eyes narrowed. "He will continue to be given access to our tribe. I refuse his exile."
Zyra nodded slowly. "I understand your reasoning sister, but if you will only let me explain..."
"Is this the reason why you wished to reconcile with me? Do you
really
want peace among us?"
Zyra's face dropped as she began to panic.
"No! I mean yes! I mean..."
Kyzu let out a giggle and tucked a strand of hair behind Zyra's head.
"I'm only kidding sister. Run along now. If you need anything let me know."
Zyra watched Kyzu retreat towards the stream where she would get the reeds to make the flutes for the celebration. The conversation was over.
"Me as well sister," Zyra quipped tiredly. "If you need anything, I am always here."
Then she turned away. Kyzu watched her sister's back, her love warring with her dislike. Zyra was really too good. Too good for Kyzu, and too good for her own good. She knew the girl wasn't perfect, but the more she tried toe be normal the more she became inhuman. Kyzu knew her sister's heart lay with her, but for how long? How long would her naΓ―ve perfection last?
She was like a freshly cut flower, the red one she had placed in her hair. It was beautiful and would bring joy to all who would saw it. Yet, sooner or later it would learn have to learn that it was dead.
And nothing it would do could change that.
Zyra sped off feeling much better about the situation with Kyzu. She still did not agree with her about the ogre, but at this point Kyzu was right. She was being too personal and letting her judgment become affected by her feelings. It was not something that had ever happened to her before. Regardless of this, if Kyzu wished to have control over the ogre she would give it. It would be one less burden upon her shoulders. She could go back to the days of being a simple huntress, living within the joy of the hunt.
But could she really go back? To the days where old concerns and old problems were the only things that mattered?
The more she thought about it the more she believed it could be possible.
As she headed towards the grounds the huntress Rair stepped toward her.
"My huntress," she said, clenching her fist and taking a small bow.
Zyra inclined her head. "Yes huntress Rair?"
Rair stood up straight, an inch or so shorter than her. Her black hair was shorn almost to her skull, accenting the sharp corners of her dark moody eyes, and her sun hued skin. She regarded Zyra passively.
"I have come only to ask you when we shall hunt for the celebration."
Zyra tilted her head in confusion.
"Nima's birthday will only require the normal amount of ration."
Rair stared at her before saying in a quieter voice, "I meant the
other
celebration."
Zyra's eyes widened. "Has it been rescheduled?"
"Yes. We have but weeks to prepare."
Zyra was shocked. Kyzu had rescheduled the celebration and had not told her? She was lead huntress! That was simply irresponsible on her part.
"We will have a large hunt then," Zyra said as she forced herself to think. What creature had finished spawning, or was fruitful at this time.
"...Nemlocks. We could hunt nemlocks," she said hurriedly. "Tomorrow. Nemlocks and Snorri."
Rair nodded obediently. "Shall we leave at dawn?"
"Yes. And we'll ask a few of the village girls to come with us to carry back the provision."
Rair bowed to her, her eyes staying on the ground as she leaned up. She was frowning.
"Our Chieftess...did not inform you of her plans did she?"
Zyra's jaw tightened. "No, she did not."
"Your plans are well thought out for such short notice. I will inform the others."
Zyra blinked. Rair gave her a compliment? Rair rarely spoke as it was.
"Um...thank you," she said astonished.