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Chapter 8: The Consequence of Choice
The sun bore hotter, burning past her skin. She could feel her bones reducing to embers, her soul turning to flame.
Gharla could sense her body cooking itself, her face's sweaty juices dribbling onto her tongue.
Damn, she kind of tasted like the fat fat bird.
It was kind of terribly ironic when she had been one of the few to stock the Rovian cookfires. She wondered who would be there to pick her bones. Being full was always good for someone. Oh how ungrateful, how wasteful she had been, back when they were around warm glowing cook fires that spat black ashes like a protesting baby. How lovely it had been to revel in the debauchery of traditions, even the celebration.
She herself had entertained 3 males, not discerning between them nor wishing for any actual connection with them. They were diverse lovers that worshiped her body with equal devotion. They were hoping perhaps for a blonde son, something she would never give.
The celebration filled her with mixed feelings. Gharla had already been with child so it held no obligation for her. She was deep in her 20th years, close to her 30th. Back then she had never considered birthing a boy. She just wanted a baby girl so badly she had rutted like an animal for 3 celebrations until she had conceived. She remembered feeling the strange little pushes that came from inside her. Speaking to her daughter with kind promises of what was to come and making sure the babe knew her voice.
For months she dreamed, but when the time came...her child had been a male. She remembered the beautiful blonde curls and brown eyes that peeked up at her. The adoration and love in his eyes. Even though she knew what he was, where he was destined to go, who he was destined to be, she loved him. Gharla was to care for him until the Ursies could. She nursed him and cared for him until he no longer hungered for her milk and her breasts ran dry. He was glowing and healthy with pink little hands that always stretched to her face.
They had taken him from her in her sleep. They didn't understand why she was upset when she awoke. They could not understand why she had felt the need to say goodbye. Nor why she had shut herself away from the world for a year, until a brave bark colored girl had demanded that she track for a group of hunters she was forming. And that girl was a woman now. Her son was becoming a man. He would be six summers now, she didn't like to think of him in years.That made the pain worse.
When she felt her legs give way the last bit of fight dried out of her. She crumbled to the hard ground.
No more. She could not move anymore.
Her body was surely a chapped husk. She could feel herself dying. It was disgraceful. Gharla had always thought it would be in battle or war, maybe in the arms of her long awaited daughter, maybe even her son. But this was honorless, shamefully so, and lonely.
Not alone, she had never wanted to die alone.
"..."
She couldn't talk. Gharla had wanted to hear herself say that she had tried.
"I tried." That was what she wanted to hear before the end.
People had always pegged her as the strong silent type. A type that never needed to hear nother voice. She snapped on occasion and could be prejudiced, but she was content among her hunters in the forest. With those green bushy trees around them, the smell of their purity, and the filtered canopy sunlight she had felt life running rampant through her veins. It seemed so vital now to her existence.
No matter, Gharla had been able to reflect as she traveled through the burning waste. She was done confronting the demons in herself. She hated to be alone. No matter, if she relaxed she was sure it would be over soon.
Snap out of it...
Oh? It seemed some part of her still wanted to fight. How vain.
Gharla
snap out of it.
She fought against the panic of pointlessness as it wriggled in her gut. She was just prolonging the inevitable. No, this was right. It felt good. It was nice to stay here.
Gharla come on!
Wake up!
She paused listening to the voice's urgency.
It wasn't inside her?
It wasn't.
Who?
"Gharla! Sister of the land, huntress and tracker of the Rovians, awaken now!"
...sister...?
"NOW GHARLA!"
Z...Zyra?
Gharla jolted like a fish out of water as she came swimming to the conscious surface. Zyra held her in her arms and looked down at her worriedly.
"Are you alright?" Zyra looked grave, so strange from the serious but normally jovial woman.
She examined her sore limbs, saw they were whole, pink, fine! It had been a vision, no, a nightmare.
"I...I will be," she admitted. Gharla raised herself up, meeting her very real thirst.
"Here," Zyra said handing her a water skin. She drank ravenously until Zyra pulled it from her lips.
"Slow, you'll make yourself sick."
Gharla breathed heavily before eying her anxiously. "The water..."
"It's safe," Zyra said. She diverted her eyes, burning anger in them.
"I received it from...an unnatural place. Its danger lies in its reflection, not its taste." Gharla could tell something was wrong. Worry filled her as she held Zyra's hand.
"Zyra..."
Zyra turned from her, pain in her eyes. When she looked back the pain still stood, but so did an unyielding determination.
"Gharla, the journey I take now is a pointless one. But even that shall not stop me. Our friends are in trouble, we must save them."
Gharla shivered as she thought of Enui in the same place she had been.
"Where are they?"
"In the three corners of the forest. I met a witch who showed me four pictures in a basin. Walk with me, we haven't much time."
Zyra helped her to her feet and they started to walk towards the east.
"They didn't say where they were but when I found you here I knew that the location of the pictures was your location in the forest."
"And the witch helped us?"
Zyra's eyes hardened. "No."
Gharla stared at Zyra questioningly. "...what did it do to you Zyra?"
Zyra grit her teeth in response. "It's best that you don't know."
Gharla nodded, but torrents of emotion began to well up inside her until she was stricken with grief. Trembling, she gave out a web sob and crumbled to the floor.
"Oh God...oh God."
She rocked herself back and forth as Zyra tried to help her rise again.
"Zyra, I was so scared...I thought I would die. I was..."
Abruptly she was forced to her feet. Two thumbs roughly wiped her eyes and she was Zyra looking at her with the same narrowed eyes she showed prey.
"Gharla if you cannot be strong I must leave you. What is done is done."
Zyra gave a long sigh and touched her cheek gently.
"I have not given up. If you have to stay here, I will come back for you."
Gharla nodded and tried her best to swallow her feelings. Shakily she followed Zyra in a run.
"Who are we rescuing next?" Gharla asked.
"Rell."
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"CURSES! CURSES!"
Etaceh was raving madly as witches rushed around like startled chickens. She had had several lesser witches keeping Gharla in her trance when Zyra busted through the trees and shattered her illusion just by shouting like a brute. "Take care of the boy.
Now!"
she shouted to a water witch.
Aguamem had summoned the Night Mare to drown him and was currently concealing its true form from him. It was a mix breed actually, part Kelpie and known to enjoy the drowning of humans. Etaceh was at least sure Zyra would not reach the boy in time. Even so, she reeled from the small victory the whelp had claimed.
"Finding the human more difficult than you anticipated?"
She turned, blood boiling to see Caligula smirking behind her.
"Be gone, I have no time for your ridicule Caligula," she spat.
He chuckled, combing a hand through his ebony colored hair, his purple eyes glittering with amusement.
"Well Etaceh you must admit that taking the water was quite clever."
Her rage consumed her anew. She had never thought the girl would take the water she had left there. She had been so busy taunting the girl that she had given away too much. She had forgotten how smart and adaptive the humans could be. Yet, she raged on.