In the first second of forever
I thought of the long past that had led to now
And never...Never...
- hawkwind -
I awoke in confusion. I Jeric who am immortal, never ending. I precursor of the white light, whose dawning opens more doors than seen even in the eyes and hearts of the charlatan sages and mystics that rob you mortals of a vision so vast.
So here I am trapped in a prison with the appearance of paradise for those of us with appetites jaded by an eternity of experience. She could kill me, of that I am certain; the razor whip wielded with love could end all that I've created myself to be. This frightens me, not because I fear my end; but because I want that end to be at the hands of my angel of lust, of desire.
As I lie here tied spread eagled on my back; chained by more than the mere physical, my demons rise to haunt me, to tease me with things that were once pleasurable. Always your face rises from the bloody mists that encircle my awareness, the same yet different as we travelled along the tide that is time; how often have I taken you? De-flowering you? Stripping away the layers in fits of passion bordering on the insane, each lifetime seeing you learn more about me, watching you remember more with each drop of blood I drain from your sweet throat.
As I lie here waiting for my Queen, I fancy that I can feel you lowering your self onto my rock hard cock, searing me with your warmth. You feel so good; I can see you silhouetted against the candlelight, your breasts pert, nipples hard. I wish with all my being that I could reach up and take them in my hands, but my chains are too much, frustrating me. Your rhythm is driving me wild, bringing me to the edge of cumming. Is this dreaming? I can feel you! Your teeth on my nipples, biting, the pain concentrating in my cock, is this it the final ritual, building on the wings of the small death, the orgasm. You feel so good grinding against me, I start to writhe with the build up of release.
"I see Jeric is ready for us!" Her voice and I am pulled back to the here and now. She's standing in front of me; one of her pets is on hands and knees, a leash around her neck. Even in the semi dark I can see the lash marks that decorate her body.
"How are you my dear?" She purrs "Are you ready for my pleasure" Tonight she is dressed in a black leather body harness her breasts pushed up and forwards. I hate it how she manages to turn me on despite myself; I can feel pre-cum leaking from the tip of my cock. With a laugh she leans over me and ties a thin strip of leather around the base of my cock and balls, pulling it tight I gasp.
"Are you ready Jeric?" she asks again, I nod.
With a tug she pulls her pet onto the bed with me, remnants of my dream still linger as the pets face is yours, or is it a spell crafted for her entertainment; cruel is this Queen of mine.