Mc sf mf ff
Short Description: A moment of clarity, after a life of nymphomaniac numbness.
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I came.
I was enjoying the warm afterglow of orgasm. My head was lying on Robb's chest; Abby cuddled up with me, her tits softly nudging my back, her arm resting on my waist, her hand stroking Robb's exhausted cock.
"Charlene?" Abby whispered.
"Yeah, sweetie?"I answered lazily.
"Is he asleep?"
"Uh-huh."
Abby moved her hand to my tits, teasing my nipples now, but she did not put in any real effort. My thoughts wandered. They wandered a lot, lately.
"I've been thinking," I said. "About Ship."
"So what's there to think about? Ship's just Ship."
"But why's Ship the way it is? Why, if you walk to port, or starboard, you'll end up at your starting point. But if you walk stern or aft, you'll bump into a bulkhead."
"Whatever."
Abby wasn't interested but I couldn't stop.
"It's as if Ship is an enormous tin can, and we're living on the barrel."
Abby got up; I rolled on my back. She sat down on me, her firm thighs clasping my hips.
"Charlene, what's gotten into you? Where are these questions coming from? You know what we were taught; Ship is Ship, everything is Ship and there's nothing but Ship. And we are the happy inhabitants of Ship.
"Yeah, but..." I pondered for a while. "We work, we sleep, we fuck."
"We basically fuck." Abby grinned. "And we sleep together after we've fucked. And sometimes we have to do our duties to Ship."
"But why?"
"Why what?"
"Why everything? Why ship?"
Robb was stirring. He opened one eye, and angrily muttered something. Abby looked annoyed: "See what you've done, Charlene?"
***
Abby and I were BFFs. We shared shifts, meals, and boys. We even shared a cabin; it contained just a single bed but if we cuddled up it fitted. Today we were working out together, running through the long Main Passageway.
This was our tri-weekly routine; two laps at full speed, followed by showering. And showering meant rubbing and soaping and kissing and licking and cumming.
The other days we had to work in Hydroponics Farm Number Five. However, our shifts would always end in the communal shower. A shift detail would consist of eight, and it was of course the challenge to fuck everyone before going home. Normally the composition of the detail would vary, but Abby and I always tried to align our schedules so that we could work together. Convincing Finn, the manager of Farm Number five, to change assigned shifts was rarely a problem; we usually promised him a little trio. And we always kept our promises.
Our pace was just too fast for conversation, which suited me fine. I observed the Main Passageway as if it was the first time I jogged here. It was
huge
; five decks high, 30 meters wide, and it stretched along the whole Ship. Although providing a perfect opportunity for fitness training, it was mainly used for transport of heavy goods; harvests from the hydroponic gardens and equipment to and from the workshops. There were countless doors to other passageways perpendicular to the Main Passageway. No, the number of doors were not
countless
; I tried to estimate the number of doors, based on the length of the Main Passageway. How big was Ship really? How many people were living on Ship? How many days would it take to fuck them all if I had sex with six different people a day?
We showered; Abby cleaned me from tit to toe; the cleaning turned into a massage, the massage into cunnilingus.
"You're distraught," Abby remarked while she was toweling me.
She seemed concerned, not angry, because I had not returned the favor of licking pussy.
"I am," I admitted. "Where are we?"
"In our cabin, silly girl."
"Yes, but where's our cabin?"
"Deck 12, Corridor 573, Section Mike."
"It's the last section, right? The other way it's Kilo, Juliette, and all the way down to Alpha."
"You forget Section Echo where the hunk from Electrical Engineering lives. Mike's a dead end. Mike's good for all-nighter orgies, we're hardly disturbed."
"And if we go down?"
Abby seemed miffed but answered anyway: "First Deck 11, Deck 10, counting down all the way to the lowest Deck 1. Eleven decks."
"So what's below Deck 1?"
"There's no 'below Deck 1'."
"But imagine. There are staircases and elevators and hatches from here to Deck 1. Why does it stop there? Imagine you'd take a cutting torch; what would happen?"
"What would happen? I don't know? Why..."
Abby was no longer just concerned, she looked a bit distressed.
I pressed on: "Would we find a hidden Deck? Deck Zero? And below Deck Zero? Or is it just steel, steel forever?"
"Charlene, you scare me!"
I realized I pushed too hard and I wrapped my arms around Abby. But I felt scared too. If there would be no Deck Zero and no steel, what else could there be? Nothing? I hugged Abby tightly, very tightly. Her bare skin touched against mine, I felt no lust, no desire to fuck, just fear and a desire to be held.
***
My sleep was troubled. I woke up, wanted to get out of bed, but Abby pushed me back onto the mattress.
"You're not going anywhere, Charlene," she said. "I called Finn, and reported that you were unwell; you have a whole week off. Sickness leave."
"And you?"
"I said I needed to take care of you." She smirked. "No one is ever ill, unless they have a major accident. Finn probably believes that you have a severe case of itching cunt; but that's just as well, we will take care of him later."
"It won't probably be enough to suck his dick," I sighed. "We have to volunteer for mucking out a septic tank."
"First mucking it out; then sucking the dicks of our team mates -and Finn."
Abby prepared breakfast; stir-fried aquaweeds, seasoned with herbs; orange juice; black coffee. Abby reminisced how we had probably hand-picked those herbs ourselves in Hydroponics. I took a sip of coffee; my finger followed the edge of my empty plate.
"Ship's like a plate," I said.
"Oh, no, not again," Abby muttered.
"We are on the edge. We can't go down, but we can get up. What's above Deck 15?"
My finger skims across the plate, from edge to edge, and back, halting in midway.
Abby stared at my finger, which now firmly points to the middle of the plate.
"There's nothing above Deck 15," she said.
I looked up to the ceiling of our cabin, making calculations in my head.
"Eventually, you'd be back at Deck 15," I said. I paused. "But what's in between?"