Myrtle turned over again on her straw mattress. Sleep was not coming to her tonight. The stifling air of midsummer was compressing her little cellar room, a suffocating force from outside. She felt she was sleeping less lately than some of her friends who had husbands, and who wryly complained to her over laundry baskets of their nocturnal duties.
Something always had held her back from marriage; not any kind of disdain toward the life of a wife and mother per se, but more something as yet unrealised, palpable, that often bristled within her as she lay in her cot at night. A difference. An affinity with something she could not yet identify. Her suspicion as to what this was both terrified and exhilarated her. Certain others around her seemed to perceive this simmering force. Always women, always unspoken. The owner of the apothecary, Freida, always seemed to hold her gaze a little too firmly each time she went to pick up father's salve. Daisy, who brushed and mucked out the horses at the Lord's great house on the Hill, would often give her an indecipherable smile when passing her on the Mainway. In the previous week, Myrtle had gone to pick up some shoes for father's carthorse from the blacksmith's wife. As she reached for the shoes, the two women's fingers briefly touched; and Myrtle felt sure that for a split second, the iron had lit up and felt hot. She had lifted her eyes to meet the wife's, and seen something unsaid there; but it lasted only a fraction of a second before that woman had bid her goodnight and turned back into her workshop.
This momentary connection had caused something deep in Myrtle's innards to stir, and that whole hot night it flowed through her. She tossed and turned in her wooden cot, feeling as if liquor was coursing in her veins, but knowing she had imbibed nothing. Restless, in the smallest and darkest hours, Myrtle had risen and thrown her cloak over her sturdy form. She had crept from her cellar room beneath the alderman's one-room cottage and office, departing light-footed through the swinging gate onto the Mainway. She felt compelled, despite the nonsense of it, to visit Sabine, the blacksmith's wife.
Down the cobbled Mainway in the light night breeze, and left at the waypost, she slunk. Reaching the whitewashed South side of the blacksmith's home, Myrtle passed through the gate like a phantom, and approached the workshop door. Whatever force had guided her in her spectral approach now assured her that the workshop, not the main house, was where Sabine would be waiting to receive her.
She pulled the door handle towards her and beheld the workshop interior, lit, as had been her intuitive expectation. The light was soft, from candles. Sabine sat on a log stool at the smith's bench, an array of minerals before her. She did not look up at Myrtle's entrance, but smiled.
"You heard our Call."
Myrtle watched her delicately brushing through some black, gleaming powder with a small horsehair implement.
"It was you?"
"Not only me. All of us. We've been planning your Call for some months now, you know."
Sabine stood, her tall frame obscuring the candlelight from the raised mantle behind her. Powders in the colours of jewels stained the leather apron she wore, and Myrtle noticed with an odd feeling that she wore nothing beneath the workwear.
"You know what I'm speaking of, Myrtle. Something is within you that needs to be awakened. You are not the first woman in this parish to inexplicably delay offers of marriage. We watch when that happens."
Myrtle felt a lump in her throat, and swallowed with difficulty. "Yes. I know what you mean...and it's why I came...but who...are you?"
Sabine's grin widened. "What do you mean? You've known me since we were girls."
Myrtle could see this obscurity was deliberate. Sabine began to walk towards her, wiping her powdery hands on the leather apron as she approached, her grin kindly and knowing.
"Well, let's get on with it. We have an invitation for you. Have you heard legends of...nocturnal meetings in the Copse?"
Myrtle nodded slowly, but felt fear rise in her stomach. Who had not? But these were folktales only. Folktales that surely could not be true - of behaviour that would attract the Inquisitors. Ecstasies of dancing, divining, and charming...
Sabine, standing a few feet in front of her, seemed to register her trepidation. To Myrtle's chagrin, she chuckled. "Don't be afraid. It has been happening for hundreds of years. The churchmen can't behold us; they can't enter the wood during a meet. They lose their way and get spat out with no recollection of their original purpose."
This clearly caused Sabine some mirth. She continued to chuckle as she gathered up a small, earthen dish from the workbench. Myrtle could see more glittery, dark powder within, and wondered whether Sabine was going to use it to write some sort of letter for her.
"What is that?" she ventured.
Sabine approached her, standing close in the warm light, and removed another small brush from the pocket of her apron.
"This? This is a mineral conduit. It will awaken parts of you to the Energy that you will receive more of at the meet."
Myrtle felt nonplussed. Sabine dipped the brush, almost tenderly and with reverence, into the dish, then tapped it gently on the edge to dislodge a cake of powder. A strange heat seemed to emanate from the brush tip, which Sabine held inches from Myrtle's heavy cloak.