Erica
I spent the next two days trying to ring and message Jessica, apologizing for my outburst.
It was the third day where I hadn't gotten a reply yet, I left it be.
Jessica clearly wasn't going to talk to me anytime soon, I'd let her come to me.
I had really gone overboard and I saw that now I had days to reflect on this, I was positive Jessica was completely finished with me.
Jessica was a fragile person, I was lost in my own world at the time, I truly just wanted to finish with these experiments and move on with my life.
I decided I'd be taking sick leave for the next few days, I mostly chilled out at home, drowning my sorrows in ice cream, and then going downstairs to the garage to use the small amount of gym equipment I owned, I had a nice Multi Station Gym Setup, a weight lifting bench next to it along with a treadmill. I was feeling bad about all the Ice Cream I was consuming recently.
Sarah and Yelena had delivered the Trial Drug to my house, The Alpha's in the test were going to be taking it at the same time as usual.
Starting from 6pm tonight we'd finally see if our work had been completed, I was keen, I kept dreaming about showing the world what an amazing creation we had created.
Something that would help a lot of Alpha Females out.
I was continually thinking about Jessica, whenever I did I would go down and do some more exercises, trying to get my mind off her for now.
I was checking my phone almost every hour, Jessica hadn't replied yet, I was getting worried about her.
I shook my head, I continued to do my workouts.
Rachel and I weren't doing Taekwondo anymore either it seemed, I had continued to show up early in the mornings to my father's gym, but she never did.
I let that go too, Rachel was Jessica's best friend, I had hurt not only Jessica but Rachel as well.
It was a shame really, I enjoyed watching Rachel slowly learn the activity.
Rachel had really matured in the last few weeks, she was gaining a lot of confidence from Taekwondo.
It had seemed all three of us had changed dramatically since Rachel's sister appeared at my house.
I desperately wanted to cave Alice's face in.
I worked harder, I struggled through the pain of lifting the weights on the Multi Station.
I had a lot to fuel me, everything that had happened recently was on my mind and I was using it as fuel to get me through the pain.
'If I could survive that, I could survive anything' I told myself.
6PM rolled around soon enough, I swallowed the pill with a glass of water and food, the moment of truth was soon approaching, now I just had to go up to the bed, and wait for results...
I fell backwards onto the bed, I turned over and saw I had landed on Jessica's Pillow, I had been cuddling with it for the last few nights, I grabbed it and pulled it up to my face, held it there.
I could smell Jessica on the pillow, it calmed me down but I felt an immense sadness growing inside me.
The pit of my stomach churned and twisted with fear.
I had lost the one person I properly ever cared about, all over this damn drug I had to take.
I ended up falling asleep, I dreamt some very weird things, I was stuck somewhere, I was free to wander but I wasn't free to leave this area I was in.
It angered me slightly that I couldn't leave this space, the area surrounded me with high cobblestone walls, a wolf howled in the distance.
I quickly turned around to the direction I heard the wolf howl in, as I did, the wolf jumped towards me, I threw my arms up as I felt it rip my throat out, I saw my vision fade as the wolf flicked the chunk of flesh around in its mouth like a chew toy.
I woke up, my vision took awhile to adjust, I found myself in the lounge room downstairs.
a knife was laying next to me, with blood on it.
As I turned over onto my back I felt an incredible pain coming from my lower stomach, looking at my shirt that I had been wearing that night I had blood covering most of it.
I quickly put pressure on my wound, not sure how on earth it happened.
I looked at the carpet in my lounge room and saw that I had bled onto the carpet quite a lot, staining it.
I felt my neck act up, I touched my neck with my other hand and I saw more blood, I felt around and could feel I had been bitten.
Jesus, what on earth happened to me!
I stumbled weakly to the kitchen, I held myself up on the kitchen sink, opening the cabinets above in search of the first aid kit I kept.