Minerva woke with a soft gasp. Her eyes fluttered open and she found herself laying in bed, without any memory of how she had precisely gotten there. Her brow furrowed and her lips pursed as she shifted in the bed...and felt something sleek and warm and eminently human beside her. She froze, her eyes widening. She lifted her head, craning it around to see that she did, in fact, lay in a strange bed, in a strange room, with a strange someone slumbering beside her. Her cheeks burned and a confused ripple of excitement, shame, horror and confusion exploded through her.
What had happened?
How had she gotten here?
She gulped, slowly, then slid from the bed, moving to not waken the figure. She tiptoed from the room and came to an adjoining bathroom. There, sitting beside the filigreed sink, was a small silver bowl. Glowing, shimmering white liquid flowed within it, swirling without any sign of what stirred it. Beside it sat a note, lit by the backwash from the bowl. Minerva, finding a bathrobe, yanked it about herself and picked up the note. Angling it, she was able to read the words.
Alotrexis notes
September 26th
September 31st
October 1st
-ask for details later
MG
Minerva blinked. She mouthed words. Alotrexis. Something about it - flowing and foreign even to the magical words she had been learning in Hexgramatica, made her think...fey. Feyish charm. She read the note again and felt her stomach do a slow flop.
It was her own handwriting.
"Bloody hell," Minerva whispered. She thought back and knew the last date she could remember clearly was September 24. It had been Monday. Her first classes. She frowned. She had lost two weeks of classes to Alotrexis. Alotrexis...and then something
clicked
into place. It was the smell wafting from the bowl - crushed flowers and ozone. She had scented it and the snatch of memory floated through her mind.
Alotrexis is a method to weave memories from a mind and store it externally. It is used by...
Then the sentence flittered away.
Minerva put her palms to her face and groaned. It didn't take a genius to realize what had happened. Minerva had, by her own hand writing, damned herself. She had prepared to perform this Alotrexis on herself, for reasons that were now lost in that bowl of glowing memory. Three days plucked out of her head, including the reasons.
Well!
She had gone a mite farther than she had planned, hadn't she. She ducked back out of the bathroom and then started to creep towards the figure laying in bed. There was a nightstand, and there was her wand, set beside another contained in a leather holster that concealed it. The figure was tall and long limbed, and their face was turned, mashing into the bed. In the darkness, their hair could have been brown or blond, but decidedly not black. The excited thought of...
Of Harry. Yes. That was who she hoped for. Hell, that's why she'd
made
the phitler.
She had made one, right?
Minerva took her wand and scuttled back into the bathroom. She closed the door silently, then realized something. She felt something trickling between her thighs. She reached down and, in the dimness, felt what flowed from between her thighs. Her cheeks burned and her stomach knotted with...excitement, yes. This was how a girl should feel when she had gotten to lay with Harry Arthur-Perry. She wiped her fingers off on a towel, her cheeks flushing even more deeply. Then, excitement turned to true dread.
"What have-" She stopped herself. She put her hand over her face.
She hadn't used protection. Buying a rubber would be difficult, but not
impossible
, she was sure. But then again, if she had asked, would he have used one? She had heard men
hated
them. But...Harry was a gentleman, right?
He'd have done so, if she had asked?
So, had she not asked?
If it had been
true love
, maybe she hadn't.
"Minerva, you're an idiot," she whispered softly. Because if the philter had made her feel
true love
, it sure didn't feel like it was now. Would she need to drink one every day of her life if...if...
Minerva frowned, putting it out of her mind. She'd worry later. She touched her wand to the side of the bowl, making a soft ringing noise. "The only problem is I don't know how Alotrexis even works," she said, quietly. The liquid within the bowl trembled, writhed, bubbled like someone had set a fire beneath it and let it simmer for hours.
Growing from the bubbles, like a sculpture formed from light and liquid, came the shape of Professor Ravenwood. Her head was lifted up and she spoke - and her voice came out tinny and echoy, like she was being transmitted off an old wireless set that hadn't seen an electrician in ages. "Alotrexis takes memories from the mind and focuses them - Alotrexis memories are never lost, never age, never decay. They are stored past the death of their originator, and have been the reason why wizarding society has never faced a 'dark age' like those of our mundane...brothers." She snorted, softly. "You will now get to witness some of our Alotrexis, and ask of them questions of the past..."
She flowed back into the puddle.
"Ah," Minerva said. "How did I learn to do Alotrexis?"
The bubbling came again. This time, Minerva herself emerged. She was holding a book and reading from it intently.
"Of course I did," Minerva said, sighing quietly as the memory showed her continuing to read silently. She rubbed her temple, then craned her head over, murmuring. "Show me how I can get the memories back in..." She said. To her surprise, the Minerva holding the book began to move like a rapid exposure film, jerkily and unnervingly sweeping through what looked like hours of study before finally, she turned a page and came to a juddering halt. Minerva craned her head closer and, despite the uniform color, was able to pick out words marked more as indentations in the liquid surface of the phantasmal book. She read them one by one, carefully.
Touch a memory with a wand, then place it upon one's tongue?
She snorted. "Of course," she said. "It's a feyish charm, no wonder it would be both childishly simple and..." She coughed. "Have implications." She glanced back at the door to make sure it was still shut, aware of Harry sleeping in the next room. She tried to make herself feel warm and happy about having laid with him. Instead, she just wanted to be even more quiet as she took hold of her wand, then said: "Show me...September 26th."
The memory started to bubble.
Minerva touched her wand to the bubbling liquid. Glowing gold flowed up her wand, then dangled from it, wobbling like a thick bead of honey. She squared her shoulders, lifted her head, thrust out her tongue, and half closed her eyes.
The droplet splashed on her tongue. Warm and oh so bittersweet.
***
To Minerva's shock, she did not remember the memory as a memory. She appeared within it, ghostly, transparent, and...it did not easily split days into moments. She did not begin with her waking up, with her eating breakfast. She began, she saw, at a moment that seemed to be chosen to leave her feeling the most shaken.
Minerva saw herself, pressed against a corridor door. Katarina Wolfe grinned at her. They were in close, their lips almost touching. Minerva's hand was raised above her head, her chin lifted, her eyes wide as Katarina murmured softly. "You are being quite adorable when you
squeak