Mark logged out of the virtual office and wrote code into his laptop. Code is to a computer what explaining how to drive from point A to point B is to someone who could not fathom an automobile.
The computer knew numbers, how human beings know what words and letters are formed from to create masterpieces and horrors.
This was his explanation to Guy, who knew about as much about the topic as one who had never seen a car knows how to drive. Whether Guy would admit it or not, they were a team, and this skill was invaluable.
It was a job he could mostly do in his underwear, too, which was what got him ultimately into this pursuit, and he decided to go to college.
It ripped his heart out when he let him go. Guy had become a black hole over the years, more and more reclusive and obsessive. The relationship ended when he absolutely refused any form of help.
Mark frowned. The pain was like a sore spot now that only hurt when he touched it. He was with Ashley now, had been for a year. It was better this way.
Ashley was not the brightest crayon in the box, and he couldn't relate much to him in conversation. But he was a ray of sunshine that cut through the dark clouds.
The sex was better than he'd ever had. Ashley made Mark see the gates of heaven with his body because he was loving and caring.
Guy was, ironically, given Mark's own profession: robotic, cold, mechanical. Pound it out hard and fast until one of them came, and the other jerked himself off to finish.
Mark sighed.
He would always love Guy, whether or not he got to a good spot, made millions with this new toy, whatever.
Thinking in ones and zeros cleared his head, wiped his mind of all these human complexities, until Mark didn't realize the time had gone by and it was already after twelve in the morning.
"Oh shit," he said.
His time blindness got the better of him once again.
Mark stood quickly. He fumbled for his phone among the barely visible silhouettes cast from the blue light of his laptop, connecting with the cool rectangle on his desk and immediately calling Ashley; he had everyone's contacts arranged by alphabetical order in his phone.
Ashley didn't pick up.
Mark called Guy.
After several long rings, he swiped away and sent a text to both, in case they'd gotten out. Then he fished his keys out of the bowl by the door and headed for the parking garage.
He clicked the key fob and slid into his red Toyota Camry, checking his phone once again to make sure he hadn't missed a response.