A Morning Of Confusion:
I
I walked the short trip from my house on the western road to Middlestone town, (which is half-a-days ride away west and slightly north of the village), across to Alnia's on the other side of the hall, on the road across to the mill. The inn, over on my left opposite Alnia's, was not quite 'open' this early yet, though it never shuts fully – if you've got any money to spend Jemila will be happy to oblige you and relieve you of it, regardless of the time of day or year.
You'll probably find it surprising that the inn hadn't got a name yet – (Bymeatonsfield Inn doesn't count!) – but that's only because Jemila couldn't decide which one to use… Everyone in the village had their own suggestions of course, The Naked Lady being the main suggestion that kept re-surfacing, but Jemila had already said she didn't like that one, so… (I liked The Naked Lady of Bymeatonsfield (Inn) myself, but my opinion wasn't the one that mattered at that time, unfortunately).
I walked up to Alnia's and knocked on the door, knowing that it would still be locked at this time. It shortly opened to Alnia's smiling face, as she moved aside to let me walk in, pinching my bum as I walked past her into the hallway. As I took off my sword, I turned to look at her as she closed the door, then she walked round me and stood facing me at the bottom of the stairs, staring at me as I hung my sword up on a nail on the wall by the door.
When I turned and stared back at her, all of sudden many thoughts ran through my head; of grabbing her hair, of picking her up and throwing her on the floor before me, of slapping her face, then finally of giving her the hardest and roughest fuck I could imagine…
And she
grinned
at me, almost as if she could tell exactly what I was thinking, and I knew my body had betrayed me, growing aroused at the nasty thoughts running through my head, my nipples growing stiff and my cunt moist. And then I was ashamed again, as my conscious thought caught up with the other - ashamed and afraid…
I ran. I threw the door open and ran out the house, round the corner and down the Millton road, eventually reaching the rocks surrounding and creating my favourite place, and I slumped down next to them, crying in shame after what I'd thought about doing to Alnia.
While I was kneeling there, eventually more thoughts entered my head, of things Teacher Paynor had said, my mother, Steylia, even my sister. And I became confused again. It was almost like my brain was trying to tell me something, but I couldn't make it out, it was all too confusing, too jumbled up; the only message I seemed to get from it, was that all my problems seemed to be related in some way, but how and in exactly what way I couldn't tell.
I gave up, lay down, and fell asleep then and there.
II
I awoke with some highly sexual thoughts fading in my head, and although I tried vainly to remember them, and figure out what they were, I couldn't. Eventually I opened my eyes, and found myself facing the rocks, lying on the soft grass on my side, with a wet hand between my legs. I'd obviously been frigging myself silly. I felt a touch on my back with a shock as I moved my hand away.
'Did you enjoy yourself?' it was my mother's voice, and I relaxed, and rolled over to face her. She was lying there, also naked, with a hand between her legs.
'I don't know,' I said, unable to remember any of my thoughts from before 'are
you
enjoying yourself?'
'Yep, I enjoyed it too,' she replied, then also removed her right hand from between her legs, and caressed my left leg with it, smearing her clear fluid across. 'You shouldn't be afraid you know…'
I was surprised, and wondered how she knew exactly what was happening with me, and said so.
'Oh, darling,' she said, lifting her hand up to caress my face, which still smelt of her sweet and tangy juices, 'we all know what your problem is. We've been trying to help you with it, and Alnia thought she'd be the best person to do so.'
'What?' I said, not quite believing what I was hearing.
'I was hoping that maybe trying to arrange for you to be with someone else might help force the issue somewhat, but it seems it didn't help quite as much as I'd hoped. You're too afraid, darling - you always have been – but now you're too timid and too modest as well. You're just too… There's a word I'm looking for but can't find… Too… Nope, I can't think of it. Sorry.'
'I'm sorry,' I said, and then I started to cry, and couldn't stop, as my mother hugged me and drew my head down to her breast. I was still as confused as I'd ever been, but was in some way happy that my problem wasn't quite my own anymore – that I had other people to help me, as though I'd never realised it before.
'It's ok,' she whispered, as she gently stoked my hair, 'it's ok…'
Eventually I stopped crying, and she kissed my forehead. 'I love you,' she said, then I looked up at her, and we kissed, solidly and passionately, our tongues meeting and entwining, exploring each others familiar mouths, as she rolled over on top of me.
'I love you too,' I said as soon as we took a break from our kiss.
'Let me make love to you,' she whispered in my ear, before moving her hands down my chest to caress and fondle my breasts, squeezing and pinching the nipples, before moving her mouth down there too. My hands moved to wrap around her head, and she licked and sucked and even bit my nipples as I groaned and writhed in the pleasure she gave. I love her so much!
I may have been masturbating earlier, but from my feeling now, I don't think I managed to finish. It seemed that every little touch she made on my body with her hands or her lips and tongue gave me little stabs of pleasure, which slowly spread throughout my body, and which occasionally turned into little orgasms. It was absolutely wonderful – my mother knew how to make me happier than anyone else I knew at the time - maybe even more than Alnia… Probably.
I opened my eyes, without even realising I'd closed them, and looked up. Over and beyond my mothers head as she still sucked my right nipple, sending small waves of sensual pleasure through my body, I saw a man leaning back against the rocks. He was tall and slim with black hair and a small nose, watching us, naked from the waist down and masturbating, slowly rubbing his fairly long erect cock sticking out in front of him from the bushy black pubic hair on his abdomen; up and down its length his hand moved, as his balls danced around underneath. Good! I wanted him to watch; I wanted him to cum all over, watch his spunk fly out of his cock on onto us, and hear him groan with pleasure as he came over me and my mother.
I'm sure mum knew he was there, as I noticed her widen her open legs, letting him look at her wet pussy. At that moment I was jealous of him, wishing I could see it too, that I could pleasure it for her, rub her clitoris, and slide my fingers inside her as I'd done many times before. Then I realised someone else had noticed us, or the man watching us more likely, and slid past him, and up next to the large wooden frame on top of stone foundations on the right, that had yet to be turned into a house.
I thought she was really pretty; she had long black hair and dark skin, wearing a thin off-white robe that looked very expensive, and wore a large ring on her right hand, that also looked just as valuable. Her long face and big green eyes, with small lips and short nose was fairly attractive to me, but I still thought Steylia, aswell as Alnia, had her beaten in that regard. She stood there, looking at my mother and I, then slowly slid her robe up to her waist, showing her large black triangle of pubic hair above her long white legs, and also shrugged it from her shoulders until it slid down, showing her small but beautiful white breasts with bright pink nipples, and bunched around her waist.
The woman lifted her left leg up, letting me see her pink lips protruding from under her short hairy mound, and slid her left hand across to her right breast, caressing it and squeezing her nipple. She then slid her right hand between her legs, rubbing her clitoris and the rest of her labia with her index finger, whilst gazing at my mother's wide open cunt that was on display for her.
My mother looked round and saw the woman there, then grinned at both of us, as she moved to my left, straddling my left leg, before reaching down between my legs with her right hand, to rub my clitoris too, that was now also on display.
I watched the man, still slowly masturbating, as the waves of pleasure began to flow from between my legs; watching him trying to decide who to look at, maybe also trying to decide if he could join with any of us and fuck someone, rather than just jerk himself off. I thought he'd be better off with the black haired woman than my mother and I.
'Go on then', I told him, 'take her. Rap, I mean