This is just a forewarning about coming chapters, there will be..."odd" scenes and happenings, nothing illegal or immoral, just...gross. don't get too attached to this story if you dont have an iron stomach or enjoy it as spank material, i swear i said before this is more a light novel that just happens to have sex.
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(Yuna Narrates)
Three hours! it's been three freaking hours now! And he's learnt nothing! Is this brat some kind of invalid! He is reading from a toddlers hand book on magic and he still isn't able to manipulate Mana into magic yet!
"Come on now Lewis! it's not that hard, feel the energy inside you, and let it flow through you and out your palm, you don't even have to mold it!." I said again, reworded slightly differently for the umpteenth time.
"Energy is a rather loose term Yuna, comes in all forms, i need to know what exactly I'm feeling here if I'm gonna know if it's flowing through me, like is it that feeling when you enter a warm place from -40 degree weather? or the feeling of a bed after standing for days on end? maybe its that euphoric feeling of a mutual orgasm. Feeling something foreign to the mind is about as good as describing a sweet smell to a guy without a nose."
"Your giving me a lot of attitude for a guy who won't be able to defend himself if i got pissed mister..."
Lewis sighed long and slow, trying to calm himself a little. "Look, I ain't the kind of person who can study something and get it, i need a practical exam, i need to use it to be able to understand it."
"And unfortunately unless you understand it, using Mana is highly dangerous" I sigh, exhausted at having to explain that one more time.
"I can only learn so much from pop up books Yuna." Lewis sighs, pulling on a tab to make the pop up magician throw a fireball at a group of demons. "You really sure i can't just spar and dodge fireballs or something?"
"That form of training is highly improper, dangerous, and completely ineffective for teaching you the restraint needed for your style of magic." I can't help but sigh in exasperation. It's strange enough to be teaching a Null Mage how to use magic as it is, but also completely ass backwards. These people were responsible for countless demon hunts. No matter how i look at this i can't fathom why Mistress Atrixia would have us teach him magical control. It'd be easier to kill him and separate his magic from Noxica's wouldn't it? I can't believe she is thinking about the ethics of the whole thing...it just isn't like her.
"Is magic connected to emotions at all?" Lewis' voice broke me out of my train of thought, stupidly all i did was make a squeak of a "huh?" at his question.
"Back in my world, emotions often amped the effectiveness of magic spells. At least in the shows and movies, considering that in this world what i thought was fantasy is real, perhaps we had a clue after all." His logic was extremely flawed, but his point was correct though.
"You are half correct, Emotions don't amp the magic unless one is in control of them. A blind anger may make a fireball bigger and hotter, but then your blind to subtle motions and will most likely miss your target, or be unaware of their counter attack. Adrenaline is more a amplifying source for magic, but it comes in three different and hard to control forms-"
"Anger, Love, and Fear, correct?" I was stunned into silence at his correct answer, i was about to go into the details when he did it for me.
"Anger is the rawest adrenaline one can produce, easily amplifying muscle output and reflexes, at the cost of visual acuity and mental processing. Love is more a reactive force, on one hand, seeing someone you love who never returned the feeling can be devastating. The mixture of not being able to confess, or never knowing if you could scale the seemingly impassable wall could cloud your judgement, if i had to simplify it I'd say the rush from that one is a one shot instant power boost to your next act of desperation. Fear however is the strongest of all three, but is never controllable, fear brings out the most basic instincts and turns anyone into an animal."
I could feel my jaw slack further and further as he explained word for word the defining qualities of the three Adrenaline Charges. Pissed at his ineptitude when it came to controlling magic i slammed my hands on the table and grabbed him by the scruff of his collar. "If you can memorize that then how the fuck can you not handle the simplest amount of magical control!"
"I've always learned by trail and error!" He said with a warble caused by my violent shaking.
I had it, he wanted a duel then fine! With a whoosh of ice cold mist i transported us both back to a special little place in our pocket of Hell.