Chapter 2. Therapists and trainers (or Daisy unable to obey)
Marjorie woke up and it was still dark...what a nightmare she had had. The image of her naked body being whipped in front of men staring at her, the impotence, the humiliation. She was relieved it had all been a dream....until she couldn't separate her wrists. She tried to incorporate herself using her legs and once she got up and used the stinky toilet, she waited and wondered about her friends, had they been punished too? how did they look naked? how were they now? could they sleep?
Finally the door was open and a light turned on. A woman came in with a maternal smile.- Hello Marjorie, I'm Helga, your psychologist. You can talk, don't worry.- She was carrying a tray with water, some fruits and scrambled eggs. -Sit down and I'll answer to all your questions, you must be hungry-. Marjorie didn't know where to start, but if there was a way out, it was through her and she needed as much information as she could.
-Where am I?
-At Sham Camp. This is where young adults get their sexual education for the future. All girls that have turned 19 and are about to finish hi-school in Odasadi have take it.
-How come I didn't hear about it before?
-You sign a paper when you get out. Consequences for telling a minor are big. And would you ever comment something about this to your kids?
-Where are the boys?
-They are at Buhm camp, which is the boys equivalent.
-Can I see my friends?
-In one week if they keep good standings, but I can tell you how they're doing in the meantime.
-Am I losing my honor here?
-It depends. If by your honor you mean your virginity, then no. That's your husband's job. If by it you mean your dignity and self respect, then yes. We need to break you apart in order for you to let feelings inside and enjoy sex. Who are your friends? -
Marjorie felt awkward with that question, but since she wanted to know their whereabouts, she answered right away.
-Gretel Andersen and Daisy Minsk.
-OK, I'll let you know how they are once you finish answering the next questions. How did you feel when you lost your clothes?
-Uhmmmm, -her eyes started watering, she had forgotten where she really was during the conversation - it was humiliating. My heart didn't stop pulsing and I felt blood all over my face, I was so ashamed of other people looking at me. But there was something more, I felt something weird when the scissors ran through my skin, like it became somehow alive with the cold contact and....this is so embarrassing - she was sobbing - I felt wet. I first wet my panties and then they fell too and I didn't want to open my legs because they were all wet. Besides all that, I had never been punished before, I'm always the perfect student and now I became a failure within the first activity! I feel I won't make it, I won't.-
Helga cleaned her tears and nose, then started talking calmly.
-Don't worry my dear, nobody gets out of here without a single punishment. You will learn to control your feelings and to let them go in the right moment, and punishments will help on it. You are doing great, only 7 girls in the whole camp made it with only 5 wems yesterday. Now, the feelings you are having are right now a riot, pain and pleasure are mixed and only you will know which one is which. Now, your friend Gretel is fine, she received 50 wems but managed to show some self control at the end and is still in the program. However, according to this report, Daisy failed the very first test and will have her de-clothing session until now, and you won't see her until 2 weeks because she is now in the 2 month program. She's not having a nice time, but I'll get to have this conversation with her tomorrow and let her know that you're thinking of her.
Anything else you want to ask before I leave?
-Yes, when am I getting dressed again?
-Next week, for the group sessions and the non sexual part of the camp, but only if you are 10 times more obedient than you are now. Finished your breakfast? ok, I have to gag you again and put a leather belt on you. Open your mouth, please.
Marjorie was surprised. She didn't think Helga would do something to her, but since she had been so nice and given the lack of options, she obeyed. Helga took a medium size dildo and introduced it there, then she tied it to the back of the head with a couple of leather straps. The sensation almost made Marjorie throw up, but she contained herself.