His body trembled as he sank over her, his breathing ragged. He had almost killed her! "I'm sorry," he gasped against her throat, his fist still planted on the floor beside her head, embedded in the cracked stone where his knuckles had hit. If he hadn't changed the angle of the blow, he would have crushed her skull.
Anerinth stared at the ceiling, her mouth open, her heart thundering. What dreams could he have had to require him to sleep with such violence at a stand by? His heart was beating in a staccato drumming against hers, and his body seemed to have lost all power of movement after that one desperate blow. His sobbing breaths tore through his lungs, and blew harshly against her skin. She trembled anew, but the fear was slowly making way for maternal instincts then something else.
Connor Aibhainne was the commander of the King's personal and most trusted guards, and the object of her lust since they had both come of age. He had always been one of the most handsome men in class, in the army of mages, and he was aware of it. His hair was dark, dark brown, cropped short as was dictated by the Code of Knights, and his eyes a cold, sharp blue. His face was long, his chin stubborn, his nose straight. He was tall and muscular, towering over the rest of the King's guards. He spoke with authority and with arrogance, and had treated her like she was his property. The fact that they had been promised to each other by their parents did not help matters. They had gone to the same mage school, although they had trained for different duties. He had become a knight in the King's personal retinue, and she had become a healer.
They had been assigned to the same regimen when the brief but violent War of Magicks broke out. It had ended a sennight ago, and Dunstorm had begun to heal and to rebuild. The King was firmly in his throne again, and the traitor, along with most of his army, was dead. Connor was asked to lead a band of knights to secure the borders when they were set upon by the last of the traitor's men. He was injured trying to save one of his men and a villager's four year-old daughter.
Connor's breath was warm on her skin, his weight welcomed. She could feel his manhood cradled on her belly, separated from her skin only by the thickness of her tunic and the tangle of sheets at his waist. It was still soft but undeniably long even in it's flaccid state. She lifted her arms and wrapped them around him in comfort, stroking the silky softness of his dark hair, running tentative fingers down his sweat-streaked back.
"The nightmares," he breathed, inhaling the comforting scent of clean, female skin. "I can't-"
"Hush," she whispered and stroked his shoulders. "They're nothing but dreams. They can't hurt you."
"I'm crushing you," he said, his words muffled against her throat. Ever the gentleman, he struggled to push himself off of her only to collapse back, his arms too weak to hold him up. "I'm sorry."
The wind was knocked out of her, but she didn't mind. "Never you mind."
"You can just... roll me off," he suggested gesturing weakly with his hand, secretly wishing that she let him lie down on top of her, wrapped in her arms, a little longer.
Little Anerinth Aingeal, the woman he was going to marry, the only woman he wanted to marry since he found out that they will be betrothed, was a fascinating woman with large liquid brown eyes and ebony hair that fell pin-straight to her hips. Her face was oval with a button nose and luscious lips. She was a sharp-witted woman, intelligent, soft-hearted and shy, and he was crazy about her. As a stupid young man he had tried to make it clear that she was his, although after the first time that he had tried to cop a feel and had been turned into a braying jackass, he decided to make his attempts more subtle.
The floor was cold, and he was naked. Debating whether to let him catch lung fever was better than suffocating, deliciously so if she might add, she made up her mind and wrapped her arms tightly around him, and cradled his head. She didn't see the grin that split his handsome face. Focusing, she whispered a spell and set the temperature in the room a little bit higher so that he wouldn't catch a cold, then settled on the floor with his weight over her.
She waited until Connor's breathing evened out, and his lifebeat slowed. She sighed, although it was as cozy as cozy can be, she couldn't stay that way all night. Already her legs had fallen asleep, and the early summer temperature she set for the room had become stifling hot in the wake of two bodies pressed so close together. Again, she focused and the temperature lowered, a cooling breeze blowing through the sudden humidity. She would have to roll him over and wrap him in a blanket like a swaddled infant. Feeling vaguely affectionate, she stroked his hair and kissed his temple. Connor stirred. Or at least, a part of him stirred. Anerinth's hand stilled in mid-stroke as she felt the sudden hardness prodding against her belly. She held very, very still then jumped at the wet feel of his mouth on her throat.
"How I've wanted to do that," he said, blowing warm breath on the spot he had moistened, making her shiver. "I want you, Anerinth," he told her, his mouth open against the side of her throat. "Please, let me have you." He ran the tip of his tongue up the side of her neck in a slow, long, languorous lick.
Anerinth shivered again, and let out a small, nervous laugh. "I don't think you have the strength to 'get me' as of the moment," she said, with breathless humor.
"I had the strength for one blow to almost go through the floor," he told her, a breathy whisper against her ear, as his tongue continued to play, this time over her lobe. "I'll have strength for this, for you. I want you. I've always wanted you." He worked his way down her neck again, moving so that lips, teeth and tongue traveled up her throat to her chin. Supporting himself on surprisingly steady elbows, he looked down at her, eyes blazing like blue fire. "Will you let me?" he asked.
The choice was hers, just as it had always been hers. Her eyes met his, and in a slow, tender manner, lifted her hands to cup his face to lower it to hers. She touched her lips to his forehead, a sign of trust, of affection, and of choosing. Connor smiled tenderly as he lowered his own lips to her forehead. It was done. The woman had chosen the man, and the man had chosen the woman.
He kissed his way down her face, touching gentle lips to eyelids, cheeks and nose. She moved her head slightly when it seemed as if he was going to kiss her mouth. In Dunstorm, a kiss on the mouth meant love for a lifetime, binding, a commitment, a marriage.
It surprised him how he wanted to kiss her mouth, to feel her soft lips against his, her moist mouth opening to his tongue. It also rocked him that he wanted everything else that a kiss symbolized, and he shook his head in denial, before pressing his lips to her throat again, flicking her hot, sensitized skin with his tongue. He slowly moved down to nibble at her collarbone exposed by the modest bodice of her tunic. She moaned his name, and her hands on his shoulders flexed. He pressed his face between her breasts, inhaled the soft, female fragrance of flowers and heartberries and his own scent. He pressed a tiny kiss on her breast, over her tunic then he sat back and pulled her with him. They climbed to the bed, lying down side by side. Relaxed with his nakedness, Connor pulled the blanket off of his waist and drew her close.
Although her face was flaming, she pressed a hand to his chest and slowly moved her eyes from his face, down his smooth chest, down his flat stomach to his erection. She looked at it with a studious, serious expression then licked her lips, making his manhood twitch and Connor groan. Her eyes, lit with humor, flew to his, and he cleared his throat nervously. Anerinth moved her hands from his wide shoulders down his chest, her palms meeting over the beat of his heart. He was hard all over, and so very warm. She could have called on a snowstorm and she wouldn't have been cold right then and there. "You're beautiful," she whispered, leaving one hand over his heart while she trailed fingertips down the muscles of his taut stomach. Connor swallowed audibly, his hands tightening on her shoulder and over her back. He relaxed them and let her continue.
She laid the tip of her index finger over the tip of his cock. It was hot, hard, so masculine, she trembled with anticipation. Slowly, carefully, she wrapped her hand around his cock, squeezed lightly, felt it pulse, felt the steel hardness under smooth velvet. Connor was vibrating beside her, his eyes burning on her hand on his erection. She moved her hand in a slow downward stroke that made him moan, made him shudder. Then her other hand moved to gently cup his sacs. She lifted herself from the bed, pushing Connor on his back.
"Anerinth," he groaned as she straddled his lap. "Let me-"
"No, my love," she said, with a teasing, wicked smile. "You have had other women before, you know what it is like to make love to one. I haven't had any other man. I want to learn."