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The moment I stepped through the gate, I knew that something had gone horribly wrong.
Inky darkness consumed me, pulling at my limbs in every direction. There was no light, no sound; my senses were entirely blind, except for a horrible, tearing agony that ripped at my joints and threatened to pull me apart entirely. I screamed, but no sound emerged. There was no one to help, just the mocking darkness that rendered me powerless. It felt as though I had been drawn and quartered, each limb held taught in the embrace of the darkness and straining at my tendons. I pulled back, desperately, trying to keep myself whole, but every second I felt my body come apart another inch, the entire essence of my being ripped asunder. Just as I felt myself almost come fully undone, some force grabbed ahold of my tearing limbs, wrenching them out of the horrible dark grasp and putting me back together again.
And then light returned, the feeling of weightlessness and agony replaced by the heavy certainty of reality, and I collapsed onto my hands and knees, my skin meeting a warm, smoothly-polished surface. I retched, feeling the inky darkness that still infected my skin slowly leak out of my body.
"Lilith! Are you okay?" I heard Victoria's voice, distantly, through ringing ears.
I looked up blearily at her, and the Valkyrie came into sight, standing whole and unharmed, but very much worried. Cyri, with Aqua in her arms, and Sam were standing on either side of her, all three looking down at me in concern. I blinked again, the pain dissipating fully, and shook my head.
"No...I...what the hell was that?" I croaked. As the feeling returned to my limbs, I heard more footsteps echo throughout the room we were standing in, and excited murmurs break out. A warm hand touched my back, and I flinched for a moment before it helped pull me to my feet. I turned towards my helper, but the demon staring back at me wasn't at all familiar.
The demon was female, wearing a daringly cut silk dress. She was powerfully built and well-muscled, with broad shoulders that still matched her feminine frame, standing only a few inches above my modest height. Her short horns were unusual; rather than the normal two, she had more than a dozen pointing up from her dark hair in a ring around her skull, almost forming some form of natural crown. It was her face that provided the clue to her identity. The sensual curve of her lips and the arching frame of her cheeks immediately calling to mind a certain demonic diplomat.
"Berith?" I queried, and the demoness nodded, smiling. "Why didn't you tell me that getting teleported was a form of torture?"
Berith furrowed her brows, looking questioningly at my companions as they stood nearby. "The process is normally painless," she said worriedly, checking over my body for damage in an instant. "I'm terribly sorry, Lilith, I have no idea what could..."
A spike of agony pierced through my skull and I cried out, sagging against the demoness's supporting body. My brain felt as if it were on fire, the worst headache or migraine holding nothing in comparison. Through the pounding waves of pain that began to overwhelm me, I heard a shout.
"What are you doing? Help her!"
"I don't know what's going on!? There's no reason for...oh. Oh, I see. Interesting."
What do you see? I wanted to scream, but words were far passed me. I had fallen to the floor, curled into myself in the fetal position as I was wracked in agony. The sounds of yelling and arguing above me slowly faded out, the pounding in my head slowly becoming more rhythmic, and the crashing of waves soon became the only sound in my head. Of course.
Unlike the last few times I had visited the crimson sea, this time was most certainly not voluntary. I was dragged, kicking and screaming into the unconscious world, the horrible mental pain following me all the while. The intangibility of my agony became all too real as I materialized within this soul-space. The pounding in my head became an awful tearing at my scalp and repeated impacts against my forehead.
My assailant's talons were grabbing me by the hair and scalp, slamming my head face down into the uncompromising surface of the rocky pillar. All around us the crimson waters churned and frothed, storm clouds rumbling dangerously from above. With every slam of my face against the stone, my attacker grunted out another word.
"Why. Won't. You. Just. Let. Go?!"
Lilith Firstborn screamed in frustration, and in her momentary lapse, I struck. I swept my legs around, hooking her feet and sending her off balance with a screech. I seized her hands in my own, claws digging in deep into the flesh of her wrists until they caught some vital muscle, her talons unlatching from my hair. As soon as I was free, I rolled out from her grasp, making as much room between us as possible on the small pillar. I rose to a crouch, ready to dive one direction or another if she came anywhere near me.
And yet the ancient demon remained sprawled on the ground where she had fallen, holding gingerly at the torn flesh of her wrists and glaring at me with hate-filled eyes. Tears of blood dripped down her face and her dark hair was a mess. I could see that the rest of her body wasn't in much better condition. She looked...faded, almost, the red of her skin seeming dull and lifeless, her extended wings drooping with lethargy.
"What the fuck, Lilith?" I spat, touching the bruise on my forehead lightly and wincing as a finger came away red with blood. "We had a deal!"
She scowled resentfully at me. "No, Charles, we didn't. This was never a partnership. How can a captive truly negotiate with her captor?"
I sputtered, dumbstruck at the nerve of the succubus. "Captor? Captor!? Perhaps you didn't notice, but you fucking possessed me! You ripped my life apart and turned me into a freak! At every turn you try to force me into terrible acts, and yet you're the captive?"
"I am not here of my own free will any more than you are!" Lilith growled. She sat up, still holding tight to her bleeding wrist. Her eyes promised death should I approach. "Demons do not possess, we cannot worm our way into the pathetic little souls of humans. Why would we? We are already perfect; your bodies have nothing we would wish to steal. Whatever...this, is," she jerked her head towards our surroundings. "It is an abomination. It is through no act of mine."
"Then why would you attack me!? I want to understand this as much as you do, we can find a solution together," I pleaded with her, but her face remained a stony mask of anger.
"Because," she spat. "You stole from me. My life. My body. My power." She wearily rose to her feet, and I tensed. She made no move forward, however, only wavering unsteadily as her eyes lowered to the ground. "Now you stand to steal everything else. My home. My authority." Her voice dropped to a whisper, and I saw clear tears mingle with the blood marring her beautiful face. She choked. "My children. They must have been so lost without me. They need guidance. They need their mother."
Her crimson irises flashed back up towards me. "And they will look to you," she sneered. "A human imposter claiming a glory you never earned. All the while, I remain; trapped and impotent, watching as you destroy everything I ever loved." She took an unsteady step towards me, and I backed up, my bare foot quickly finding the precarious edge of the pillar. Lilith was crying openly now, her words choked with grief and anger. "I built Hell!" she cried. "I raised it from nothing, all by myself! I laid the first bricks, fashioned its first houses, brought up its first walls, all while the first of my children grew within me. I created the greatest civilization this planet has ever known! You, a worthless human, will not stand in my home wearing a stolen body!"
I could see that she was rapidly deteriorating, whatever mad energy that had spurred her assault lost and drained from her. All that remained before me was a broken woman. "And what? You just decided to kill us both? Unless you've forgotten, you need me to live," I pressed. She shook her head, wild hair bouncing. She was silent for a long moment, eyes straying back to the ground and shoulders sagging.
When she spoke, her voice was quiet. "During the passage between planes," she began, and I heard the bitter frustration behind her words, "when your soul becomes unlatched from your body...there was no better time. No greater opportunity. For weeks I had planned, I had figured...if I could seize control, then...perhaps I could take it permanently." Her face twisted, looking back up at me. "But it's impossible. This...remnant, of myself, is too weak, I'm stretched too thin. The attempt almost unmade me entirely." There was something in her eyes, behind the pain and the anger. It took me a moment before I recognized it with surprise. It was fear. Lilith was afraid. She gulped painfully. "I know many things. Perhaps more than any who has ever lived, save the gods themselves. But even I don't know what comes after death. And...you're right. I almost killed us both."
She collapsed. Throughout her whole rant, I had remained fixed in position, unable to move in fear as the ancient being spoke. Seeing her now though, sprawled boneless on the ground, her bitter tears joining the sea-slick surface of the pillar...I felt pity for her. I did not know her, not truly, and she had caused me nothing but pain and misery since I woke up, and yet...she was just a woman. Afraid for her children and her home, and most of all, terrified of death coming for her once more.
I approached her slowly, but she gave no reaction. Only as I knelt down by her side did she look up from her misery.