"Excuse me?"
Kyle McAdams turned around in surprise at the sound of a familiar voice. There, leaning out of the window of a well-worn Prius was Lara. Surprisingly, there was no sign of Josh.
"Hi, Lara. What brings you out here?" He waved expansively around the orchards on both sides of the gravel road. In the past year much had changed. The ground beneath the fruit trees was now lush clover pasture supporting flocks of sheep and free-range hogs and chickens. The air was heavy with the scent of apple, pear, cherry and quince flowers and the deep hum of bees industriously harvesting the pollen and nectar filled the air.
Lara's jaw dropped. "Kyle? Well, now, this is a surprise. I'm looking for Freddi. I'd heard she joined The Commune but hadn't heard anything about you. So you two are an item?"
Kyle looked thoughtful for a bit. "Let's just say that Freddi and I are more of an item together than either of us is with the others. But I think the best way to put it is 'one item among many'. She should be up at the farm center. Just park in front of the biggest set of buildings and go into the center one. She should be there."
"Thanks," Lara replied and drove off.
Kyle watched the car disappear around a curve stroking his van dyke in bemusement. Lara without Josh was unusual enough, at least as far as he remembered, but there was something else about her. He wasn't sure what it was though if asked to bet a quarter he'd have sworn it was something resembling meekness. He shook his head to clear the thought and returned to scything the weeds.
Finding a cluster of buildings at the center of the farm, Lara parked the Prius, took a deep breath to get up her courage and climbed the steps to the center building. She was going to knock but just as she reached the portal Angela Phillips carrying an infant opened the door to leave and lit up in delighted surprise.
"Lara! It's so good to see you again. Do come in. Freddi," she called out, "It's Lara. Get her a cup of coffee and a muffin and I'll be right back after I check on Jakob. He's supposed to be helping with the chickens but you know him . . ."
The next ten minutes or so were spent chatting, congratulating both women on their new motherhood, and all the other small talk of women who haven't seen each other in months. Once that was concluded and Lara was buttering a second muffin, Dr. Phillips gently asked, "So, Lara, what brings you to the farm?"
Lara bit her lower lip and kept buttering for a few moments and then sighed. "Josh and I broke up," she began, "We went to one of those BDSM groups you recommended and attended a couple of their sessions, but on the way home from the last one Josh told me that it made him uncomfortable. He said it reminded him too much of the Penitents back home in New Mexico. Then he started getting really guilt-ridden and finally became a novitiate in the Benedictine Monastery over in Conception. He writes me now and again. He's very happy there. He says it's a wonderful community that makes him feel right at home."
"And how do you feel?" Angela asked, laying a hand on Lara's shoulder.
"After he left I went into counseling. Finally I decided that a community was just what I needed, too. But I wasn't going to stay celibate! That's when I remembered your matriarchal commune and that Freddi had joined. So I thought I'd come by and see if this is what I'm looking for."
Angela lifted Lara's chin with her fingertips. "It might be—but there are a few things you have to understand. Some of the things you and Josh got into are completely unacceptable here. Yes, we are happy to have rough sex sometimes. We've even ritualized it to make sure everyone is playing the same game but . . ."
A crooked smile crossed Lara's freckled face. "That's okay. After a few counseling sessions I finally admitted to myself that I was not only an abuse enabler but an instigator as well. That came as a shock. So I'm done with anything involving pain or humiliation. Some of the people in the BDSM group were able to do all kinds of things to each other and enjoy it. From now on I'm out of that. Bondage is fun. Spankings are okay, too, sometimes. But—but I used to not let Josh stop until he'd drawn blood! I'm not doing that anymore, ever."
"So, what is it you
do
want, Lara?" Freddi was obviously concerned.
"I—I want attention. I want to be desired. I want to be held and loved. But I want excitement, too. For a little while I worked as a stripper but the club owner was a cheapskate and we made most of our money on tips. The competition among the girls was nasty so I quit. Can I get something better here? And what do you mean 'ritualized' rough sex?"
Angela stood up. She held out her hand to Lara and led her outside to where a fine driving horse stood quietly in the shade hitched up to a cart. "Climb in. I'll show you but if you say a word to any of the men about this . . ."
Ten minutes of clip-clopping along and they came to a cliff face. A small cave opened out of it and a gurgling stream flowed from the mouth. Next to it was an impressively heavy, iron-bound oak door. The women climbed out and Angela took a key from her purse and unlocked the door. It swung open with a rather theatrical groan. They walked inside.
"Ohhh, wow!" Lara was entranced. "It's—it's like a scene from the Arabian Nights. Hey, the cushions have tethers. And I'll bet y'all get tied to those pillars? Do you get suspended? This looks amazing."
"Mm-hmm," Freddi replied with a mischievous grin, "tied up, double penetrated, spit roasted and spanked if you really like that sort of thing. I don't much but Sylvia does and the men oblige."
"And the men?" Lara's eyes were wide and her grin was wider.
"Oh, we have our own lair over in the woods. Come on, we'll show you."
*****
The main meal of the day was at mid-day and it was there that Lara was introduced to the members she hadn't met. By now they numbered around twenty though the women still held a three-to-two majority. Apparently it took an uncommon man to cheerfully sign up for a matriarchal community. In addition to the twenty-odd adults there were now four small children. Angela commented favorably on this.
"Not everyone in the hall is a member, Lara. We also provide shelter for battered and abused women and children. It does them all good to see how decent and caring men can (and should) be. Jakob is especially happy to have other children to play with. In time I suspect their mothers will apply to join and since by then we'll know them very well, naturally they'll be accepted."
Angus and Peggy were delighted to see her and pulled Lara down to sit and eat with them. The meal was plentiful and excellent. No plain, farm food here. One of the new members was a culinary school graduate and the superb quality of the produce and meat from the large organic garden and the pastures sent him into quivering ecstasy as he prepared five star meals for the group.
When it was finally over, Angus leaned back in his chair with a contented sigh only to find Peggy fussily wiping his beard clean. "I swear, Angus, you are the messiest eater! Even Jakob manages to keep cleaner than you do."
The big man regarded his partner benignly. "I can always shave. That would make it easier to keep clean."
Peggy slapped him on the top of his balding head. "Don't you dare! If you do, I'll change the lock on the door until you grow it back. And I'll tell all the other women to do the same."
Lara grinned. "His kisses are so passionate because they have moustache in it?"
Peggy leaned over Angus and languorously stroked the curly bush. "It's not the kisses, honey, it's when he ties me to a pole and then slowly runs his beard up and down my body. Makes me shiver just thinking about it."
Lara almost said something about, "Oh,
those
poles!" but stopped in time, remembering Angela's warning to not let the men know she'd been in their lair. The image was intriguing, though. Wrapped up tight and completely helpless while a man (or men) had their way with her in just the ways she liked seemed a wonderful way to spend—oh, as long as they wanted! So instead she raised an eyebrow and asked, "Big on bondage are you?"
"Very big!" Peggy was emphatic. "We spend all our time telling the men what needs to be done to the place and what to do where. It comes as a complete relief to be a position where we have no say in the proceedings whatever. Bondage is my favorite."
Angus rolled his eyes and turned to Lara. "She's exaggerating. Very little in the way of direction goes on here. We each know our job on the farm and how long it should take. Once it's finished those of us who are still students go back to our research. I'm headed back to the Amazon for a couple of months but my dear little domme here has decided to forget about grad school and become a full time land manager."
"And mother!" Peggy broke in. "Before he leaves Angus is going to knock me up and he knows it. With as many current and incipient mothers as there are around here, I'm getting jealous."
"Yup," Angus answered laconically, "and she wants me to leave the rest of the women alone until I do, selfish minx that she is."
That got him another dope slap on the head but it was followed by Peggy pinching his earlobe with her teeth and breathing warm air into it as she slithered onto his lap. "Peggy," Angus protested, "we've hardly finished dinner!"