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Note to Readers:
This is an entry in the
Halloween Story Contest 2023
. All characters are 18 or older. The main character seeks sex with Justin, so even though she finds the sex disturbing, during and after, the author has not submitted the story in the Nonconsent/Reluctance category. A reader might disagree, however, so please consider this a warning about possible triggering. The sex in the story incudes vanilla F-M, planned F-M-F group, and F-F lesbian.)
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"I think you're really hot, Camille," said Justin, "but I don't love you."
"I'll settle for hot," said Camille, wondering if she was drunk enough. "The last thing I'd ever want is for you to pledge undying devotion to me, and crawl after me like a puppy with separation anxiety." No, she concluded, definitely not drunk enough.
"I'm trying not be toxic," said Justin, slurring a little, "so I should love someone before having sex with them."
She believed that Justin was drunk enough, or more than. She also couldn't help enjoying the sight of his looks, even while slackened. She thought he could make a good living as a model. "When was the last time," she asked, "you loved someone enough to fuck?"
"This is a new policy," he said with the earnestness of a convert, and of a guy on his fourth drink. "Didn't you see Breanna's post, calling me toxic?"
"I've blocked her." Camille decided against saying why. She didn't think Justin would catch on to convoluted yet nuanced accusations, related to the importing of shoes from China. "Was the sex good? For you?"
He chortled. "Yeah." Then he ditched the smile. "Only, she thought consent wasn't too clear, in the second hour."
Camille's pupils widened. She hoped
in vino veritas
applied to Justin's endurance. Although what he was drinking wasn't wine. "What'll it take for you to love me?" Then, quickly, "A brief infatuation, tonight only."
He puzzled over that, then said, "What d'you think of the environment?"
"I think that there definitely ought to be one."
He tossed back the rest of his weird cocktail from the celebrity bartender, set down the glass smartly on the polished oak of the bar, then put his hand gently on Camille's hand. With an wavering smile he said, "I love you for being responsible."
She then proved how responsible she was, by gesturing to the celeb for her refill, while setting up a ride-share, and then using her phone to pay for overnight parking of both of their cars.
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There were times when Camille might fret about her apartment being a mess. This wasn't one of them. There were times when she might want her lover to be deft and attentive in building her arousal. This was a time when she wanted a meat puppet. Hence, her first-ever recruitment of Justin.
She parked Justin on the sofa and spread a quilted comforter on the expanse of hardwood floor that wasn't cluttered.
Even in his vague state, Justin frowned. "Izzat comforter got, like, goose down in it?"
Camille chuckled. "No, Dude. There weren't any critters harmed in the making of this thing. It's stuffed with what they call 'down alternative.'" Her chuckle grew to a splutter. "You know what I think 'down alternative' should be? Up!"
"I get it!" Justin guffawed, upper body shaking with mirth.
"Good," said Camille, relieved that he wasn't braindead. She stretched out on the comforter and said, "Please join me, down on this Up."
He did, and they lay together side by side, in alcohol-slowed groping and unbuttoning. Camille, who held her liquor well, was already returning to full lucidity.
In her earliest experiences with sex, Camille didn't like any of it. There were plenty of situations, and guys, that turned her on, but she was frustrated by the lack of sensation during the events themselves. Then there was a late-night coupling on a beach, which gave her a wild orgasm from penetration by her fellow coupler, while they lay on packed sand. This spurred her to weeks of fact-finding (eagerly assisted by a number of men), which led her to conclude that what she didn't like was sex in a bed. Soft, yielding surfaces didn't arouse her. The floor, and her partner, solid but with slight cushioning, got the attention of her nerves and muscles, which thrilled, and pushed back. She didn't want pain, though. Shock? Maybe a little.
Justin didn't appear to think about sex much, drunk or sober. He didn't need to. Blessed with a seraphic face and an exercise-unnecessary body, Justin was doted on by several young women who saw him as the prime local resource of male eye candy. Some of them cut and styled his waveable auburn hair. Others picked out clothes for him. Camille didn't know who paid. Breanna continued to join him for dance classes, apparently even after calling him toxic. Camille stayed out of all that, and winced at these women's willingness to throw away hours of their lives on Justin's bimboy-fication. But now, as she saw the perfect teeth behind his parted lips, she understood the impulse.
She hadn't dressed for easy or provocative undressing, and silently she cussed herself out for that. When she rose that morning, she thought only in terms of what would be practical and appropriate to wear for the day. At that time, sex was the furthest thing from her mind. A day's work annoyed her to the point of wanting a physical escape. She had bolted from her apartment without thinking about changing clothes. She was in the habit of being told she was hot.
Now, she'd settle for giving Justin access to her pussy, and if necessary would get out her boobs to hype him up for the task. He was in fact groping her upper body as they kissed, but maybe just to keep his face positioned to lip-lock with hers.
"Your kissing is wonderful," Justin murmured.
Camille jolted, almost biting his lip and making her kiss less wonderful. His voice wasn't his drunken slur or his clueless doofus monotone. It was a romantic flourish that surged into the soul she didn't think she had. Her heart pounded in panic. Her problem was no longer
his
love, if any.
What the hell is wrong with you?
she demanded to herself.
Get up and leave, now! No, this is my place. Kick him out. Call him toxic. Just get rid of him and then come to your senses!
But she didn't move, and could only stare at the beautiful man who, with four words, had transformed her into mush.
Her skin tingled as his hand moved down her side, his caress conveyed through her t-shirt. Her quim swelled with moisture. She couldn't fathom how his eyes had cleared, his smile had become so poised and symmetrical.
"May I see all of you?" he asked.
No!
she bellowed through the caverns of her brain.
This is just a tension release fuck!
Yet she sat up and lifted her t-shirt. As she did, with the fabric blocking her face, she panted, "If you show me yours."
"I'd be delighted," he said, raising up (on the Up) on one elbow, and opening his unbuttoned shirt. This word choice made Camille wonder if Justin had been possessed, demonically or otherwise. This didn't stop her from unhooking her bra, and tossing it aside to reveal what she called Droopy and Droopier.
Swiftly and deftly, Justin disrobed, always with his eyes on Camille, and giving her a Buddha-like smile. She struggled to keep up, her underwear snagging on a left toenail while still taut around her right knee. When she finally yanked it free in frustration, she felt a drop of her fluid go flying.
She shoved him onto his back, an action he could have resisted if he chose. She straddled him roughly, now looking only at his cock, which she lifted above his thighs. His face terrified her, and she thought his voice would too.
Get him in,
she instructed herself,
get me off, get it over with.
Her vulva dripped onto his glans, where precum was beading. They were almost too wet as she engulfed him, with Camille's pubic bone smacking onto Justin's. She didn't actually feel his girth until her rise, when his swelling blocked her from exiting, which she didn't want anyway. She humped rapidly, finally realizing that she forgot to put him in a condom.
Her body didn't care about that. Vaginal walls squeezed his spindle, and heat pulsed from her crotch through her torso and limbs. There was a throbbing that may have centered on her G Spot. She'd never had multiple orgasms, but had no idea what else these wild, ecstatic jolts could be.
Her spasms were then joined by his flexures within her, launching her higher. But then she was soothed by the warm fluid that surged from him, flowing throughout her most intimate space.
She lost all sense of time, eventually becoming aware that she was dizzy and weak. Awkwardly she hoisted her trunk, popping it free of his wang. As she rolled and slumped to lie beside him, she tried to assess her physical state.
It was like a deep swoon. Her tension had indeed been released, leaving her thoroughly placid. Saliva trickled from her open mouth, while she felt a similar trickle from her labia. In a way she couldn't define, Camille felt...more womanly?...than she ever had before. With a memory of immersion within overwhelming maleness.
She realized,
Once we were fucking, he didn't actually do anything. Flat on his back with an immobile erection, didn't even use his hands.
He said, "Woah." It sounded to her like Justin's normal voice. She sat up, and took the risk of looking at his face. She saw a slack jaw and eyes staring at the ceiling.
"Justin," said Camille. Then, after a few moments to gain full control of her breathing, she continued. "What happened just now?"
"You were totally awesome!" he said, with a loopy grin.
Slowly she said, "That's not what I meant," enunciating clearly, hoping to get through to him. "You were different, and not just because you were totally awesome."
His brow knit. Then he said, "Oh, you mean the way I talked?"
"Yes!"
And looked, and acted.
She skipped that and moved to this. "Did you do that on purpose?"
"It just sorta happens," he said sheepishly. "I didn't even know it at first, but some women asked about it, and later I could hear, a little, that I was doing that."
Camille nodded, willing to believe that Justin didn't consciously flip a switch to get into seduction mode. But that didn't explain enough.
"What makes that happen?" she asked.
"I dunno," he said with a shrug. Then he grinned again. Apparently without guile, he said, "It happens when we're getting close, uh, doing this. Maybe it's because of you ladies! It's so amazing, when I touch you and see your bodies!"