Journey to the Year 1,000,000,000
Chapter 9
[Note: This is a Science Fiction story with some erotic scenes. It is
not
a story with erotic scenes in every chapter. Some chapters have incredible sex scenes, but many others have none.]
The USS
Devonshire
was not a happy ship.
Neither was the USS
Judicator
.
They found the battle cruiser, off their starboard bow. Taylor took a team aboard, but no scientists, and he purposely excluded Jennifer and Suki. They didn't need to see this.
They came aboard wearing spacesuits, which was a good idea. They found the rotting, decomposing bodies of the
Judicator
crew on the ship. Taylor put Lieutenant Babangida in charge of a detail to clean the ship and fumigate it from stem to stern.
This took four days. But while the bodies of the
Devonshire's
crew were not in need of physical recovery, their minds were. Even if their experiences had all been virtual, they had had a definite effect on them.
The change in Elizabeth was the most remarkable. After they got settled in on the
Devonshire
again, Taylor's heart sank as he saw her hair up in a bun again, and her face frosty cold. His heart sank, but he knew he had to try. He sat down next to her in the cafeteria.
"Elizabeth," Taylor said.
"Captain," she replied, picking at her food.
Captain
. Now he was sure of it.
"Elizabeth, stop eating and look at me."
She kept eating.
"Elizabeth, I gave you an order."
Her fork dropped with a clang. "Yes, Captain."
"Why, Elizabeth?" he said, reaching out to touch her hand. She shrank away. "What's wrong?"
"It wasn't real. It was all a fantasy," she said.
"No it wasn't," said Taylor. "It was very real. It just had no physicality."
"That's right," said Elizabeth. "You and I... we never did it."
"With our minds, we did," said Taylor.
"We
never
did it," said Elizabeth.
"Elizabeth... you became a changed person... wonderful... loving... unrepressed...."
"I became part of what you wanted me to be. I was your fantasy," said Elizabeth.
"No... no," said Taylor. "It was yours too!"
"Was it?"
"Yes," said Taylor. "Your getting captured. Having that creature put on your back. That was all your doing."
"No," Elizabeth whispered. She remembered having that parasite on her back, filling her mind with lust. Did she somehow do it to herself? No, it was too horrid a thought to bear.
"Yes, it was. Don't you see, Elizabeth? It was your subconscious, struggling to get out. You want to be that person that you became."
"That wasn't me," said Elizabeth. "Maybe it was my subconscious. Maybe it was you. But it certainly wasn't me, the conscious, thinking part of me."
"So... our time together. What we did. The feelings we shared-"
"A lie," said Elizabeth. "All a lie."
"Elizabeth-"
"Don't you have some more important duties to attend to, Captain?" she asked, in a louder voice.
Taylor felt many eyes on him. He nodded and got up. "I'm sorry, Elizabeth. I really liked getting to know the other you."
"I'm sure you did," she whispered, her eyes a swirl with mixed feelings.
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Those weren't the only hurt feelings on the crew. Some who had paired off in the virtual layer stayed together in the real one; but other broke off their relationships. And then, of course, there was Suki.
Now that she knew exactly how Taylor felt about her, or, to be more precise, how he
didn't
feel about her, she was coldly efficient around him, but nothing more. Theirs was a relationship that was almost as cold as the one between Taylor and Jennifer.
For now they had two ships, and that only created more dissension in the ranks. Under traditional Survey Service doctrine, Taylor should have retained command of the
Devonshire
, and handed over command of the
Judicator
to his first officer, Jennifer Hale. Even though the
Judicator
was a far superior ship to the
Devonshire
, Survey Service custom dictated that a captain never give up command of his own ship.
Michael Taylor, of course, was a maverick who didn't feel bound by Survey Service tradition. So instead of retaining command of the
Devonshire
and putting Jennifer in command of the
Judicator
, he himself took command of the
Judicator
and put Bill Carey in command of the
Devonshire
.
To say that Jennifer was outraged was an understatement. Not only was she denied command of the
Judicator
, but Bill Carey, who technically was her junior, was being given the
Devonshire
over her.
She let loose her anger in the privacy of his command office.
"Is this revenge, Michael? Tell me, so I'll know the truth."
"It's not revenge, Jennifer, far from it."
"Then why have you given your second officer command of the
Devonshire
over the back of your first officer?" Her eyes were large and angry.
"Bill was the former first officer of the
Devonshire
-"
"Fine. He can be first officer again-
"-And has more experience with the ship than you do," said Taylor.
"And you as well!" said Jennifer, looking outraged.
"And me as well," Taylor agreed. "Also, the
Judicator
is a big ship. With a skeleton crew of 32, it will be a struggle to maintain it. That's why I need you by my side there."