"Mom," Sherry Fleming asked one evening over dinner. "What do you think Dad would have thought about the infernals?"
Nicole hesitated. The memory of her husband, Terry, was not exactly a comfortable one, and she had no intention of sharing with her daughter exactly why. The years of sexless marriage, as he claimed he was asexual; his death of a heart attack brought about by "strenuous exercise" in the company of a young woman only a year older than Sherry; those were the highlights. "I guess we have no way of knowing," she said, diplomatically. "More importantly, what do you think?"
Sherry blushed, which told Nicole perhaps more than words would have. "Well," she said, and left it at that.
They grow up so fast, thought Nicole. "Know any personally?" she asked, spearing a slice of chicken and trying to sound casual.
"No," Sherry said. "But one of the girls at school, well."
"You mustn't end sentences with well all the time, instead of saying what you mean, dear."
"Well," Sherry said, trying it as an opener instead. "She apparently knew one very personally, if you know what I mean."
Nicole nodded. "I think I do," she said, forcing a smile. The fact was that she wouldn't mind knowing a demon very personally herself. Her sex drive had always outstripped Terry's, or that's what she'd always thought, and she hadn't been exactly faithful. Like a lot of women, the strong, virile demons held a fascination for her. She'd even gone to Inferno, once, but she'd been turned away. Too old, perhaps, even though she thought she still looked quite nice at forty-two, and could get heads to swivel if she dressed with that intention. She'd heard the word "milf" whispered around her a few times. She might be older than most of the hotties that had been in the line, but she still had her confidence.
"It just makes me curious, that's all. This girl - well, she was just raving about the guy."
"That seems to track with what you read in the papers," Nicole said.
"The papers."
"Well, the websites."
"Saying papers makes you sound old, Mom."
"Thanks honey."
"Oops. Sorry. Well, actually, it's probably good for you to know. Think of it like all the times you told me I wasn't saying something quite right."
Nicole laughed. "I'm definitely not old enough for you to start parenting me. Give it another thirty or forty years."
"But I'll be ancient, then!" Sherry exclaimed.
Letting that be, Nicole let the conversation lapse into a comfortable silence. It was good having Sherry back home for the summer, especially as she'd gotten a good internship with the National Gallery. The place had been lonely with her off in Rhode Island, at college. Lonelier still, as much as Nicole hated to admit it, without Terry. Terry may have been a jerk, but he was a familiar irritation. Now she had no one.
"So," said Sherry, ten minutes later. "I think I'm going to get dressed up and go out tonight. Don't wait up for me!"
Nicole's eyes narrowed. "Out where?"
"Just out, Mom. Don't be a helicopter parent."
"Hmm," Nicole said. The two conversations might be unconnected, but then again, they might not be. She watched as Sherry excused herself and ran upstairs to change.
Normally, Nicole would go right to cleaning up, but she didn't do that. She hurried to her office and did a quick search. She probably was being ridiculous. Her daughter was probably not especially innocent after two years away at college, and almost certainly not a virgin. She took after her mother in lots of ways, and a healthy libido was probably one of them. Not that Nicole's libido had always resulted in healthy behavior, but that was another thing. With Terry, she had done the best she knew at the time, even if twenty-twenty hindsight gave her some regrets.
Nicole clicked a bookmark, entered a password, and ended up on the Demon Trackers website, infamous because it was used by both stalkers of the lecherous sort, and anti-demon protestors.
There he was. Grayson Harding, her former lover. He'd been wholly human when she'd known him, of course. Human, young, impressionable, and very good in bed. Presumably the change had made him even better. Nicole had almost reached out to him when Terry died and she was "free" but she saw that he'd married, and so she resisted. She'd thought of it again, when she'd discovered he'd become an infernal, because infernals were not monogamous. All the articles she'd read were quite certain about that. But she'd managed to keep away, so far, because she guessed that he hated her.
She'd lied to him, after all. Told him she wasn't married, like Terry had insisted she do. Told him Terry didn't know, when he found out, because Terry didn't care whether she fucked around but he liked to know she had to sneak around to do it. It made him feel secure in their fucked-up marriage, and it protected him from being called a cuckold by his friends.
But Gray was a good man. Was what she was thinking crazy? Probably. But if there was a chance it would protect her daughter, she had to take it. It seemed unlikely that all demons were good men.
His demon name was "Ur."
She looked up a few other things. The timing was right, for what she suspected. Sherry would make it there maybe ten minutes early.
She heard Sherry on the steps, with the unmistakable rhythm of high heels, and she hurried out of the room. She was not surprised to see her daughter in a very short, very tight dress that showed a bit of cleavage. Nor could she judge Sherry. She had worn a few outfits like it herself. But it was further evidence for what she suspected.
"Going to Inferno?" Nicole asked, as mildly as she could.
"Um. Well," Sherry said.
"I'm not judging," Nicole said. All those years of stepping out on Terry had cost her in terms of being honest with her daughter, and she knew that being honest was the way to get frankness in return. "I tried going there myself, half a year ago. They, um, turned me away, I'm afraid, so there's no exciting story to pump me for."
Sherry got a look on her face. "You could come with me, Mom. I bet we'd get in if we're together."
Nicole blinked. Maybe they would, at that, but it was a thought that would take more than a little adjusting to. Besides, it would take her time to change, and then they wouldn't be there by opening, which would cut into Sherry's chances. Which maybe was exactly what Nicole should want, but somehow it seemed hypocritical. "No, dear, not this time, I'd make you late and I'd cramp your style. Maybe some other time. But forgive me if I'm a little concerned about my baby girl."
"Oh, Mom," Sherry said.
"I'm sure most demons are good people. But I can't help but worry that some aren't, and they do - well, they're fascinating, as you said. So, if you're going to go, um, hook up with a demon, I want you to find someone who will treat you well."
"Oh," Sherry said, looking a little shocked that her mother had spoken so calmly about her "hooking up." "Um, thanks?"
Nicole realized that her idea would never work. She couldn't set Sherry up, at least not by telling her to look for a particular guy. She'd have questions Nicole wouldn't want to answer, and besides, what twenty year old woman wants to date the man her Mom recommends as safe? And reverse psychology wouldn't work, either. If she warned Sherry away, Sherry would stay away.
"Just use good judgment, dear. And know that if you get in over your head, I'll drive any distance to help, and I'm only a phone call away."
"Aww! Thanks Mom!" Sherry headed toward the door, gave Nicole a kiss on the cheek. "You're the best. Even if you are psychic. I can't believe you figured out where I was going! Or that you're not all mad about it. See you in the morning!"
Nicole stared after her and sighed. Did she really want her daughter dating her ex-boyfriend? Their history would be bound to come out eventually. That might lead to more honesty, more frankness - or it might be a disaster.
She raced to the door. "Are you on birth control?" she yelled at her daughter, who was practically to her car, which was parked on the street.
"Yes, Mom!" Sherry shouted. "Now the whole neighborhood knows!"