(Part 3 of 4)
"If your grades don't improve significantly you're going to lose your scholarship at the end of the semester, so consider this an official warning from the university," Mrs. Williams explained very matter of factly. Mrs. Williams had reached out through email that she wanted to meet with me about my grades. As my academic advisor it was her job to advise me on class selection and keep tabs on my academic progress to insure that I succeeded. Or, in my case, to let me know that I was in danger of failing out and losing my scholarship.
Mrs. Williams was a plump, middle aged woman. Her button down blouse was a little too small on her, either the shirt had shrunk or she had gained a couple of pounds, and her breasts pushed threateningly at the buttons. The pale sheen of a bra was visible through the gaping buttons and I wondered if the effect was intentional, an attempt to suss out the members of the student body that would...
"Mike, are you even paying attention? Listen, you seem like a smart kid. Your test scores from high school are great and your acceptance essay was fantastic. But you're also an adult and no one is going to hold your hand and make sure that you turn in your work. Is there anything that you want to say? Anything that you need help with?"
I was having a tremendously hard time paying attention to anything lately. Every person I saw was the template for an NPC, every building contained a secret lair, and my brain filtered the tasks of everyday life into quests and heroic journeys. And all of it led to sex. I had to admit that I was becoming increasingly unfit for the real world.
I guess the upside was that I at least recognized it.
I shook my head. "Um, I'm sorry. I'm just having a very hard time focusing on school lately. There's just a lot of other stuff going on in my life." A quick glance at her chest let me know that the buttons of her shirt were still holding on.
She gave me a tender smile from across the table and wrote something down on a slip of paper. "This is a counseling office on campus that can help you out. It's important that you get help, Mike. You are still very young and have your entire life ahead of you. The people over there do good work and understand what you might be going through. Freshman year is a big change and you are certainly not the first student that has struggled with the adjustment to life on their own. It's also possible that, depending on the diagnosis, they could suspend your scholarship. Meaning that if you need to step away and receive further treatment that it would be waiting for you in the future, pending the meeting of some conditions."
I took the paper and slid it into my pocket. "That all sounds great Mrs. Williams. Maybe talking it out with someone is what I need. Thanks so much for this."
"Good luck with everything."
I left the room and walked out across the college green. I tossed the paper from Mrs. Williams into the first trash can I passed by. I wasn't interested in getting any help or trying to hold on to my scholarship at this point. If everything went according to plan I wouldn't be on campus for much longer anyway.
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I watched Emily stare off into space for a solid minute before she realized that I was standing across the counter from her. Startled, she squealed.
"Hi, what can I help you...oh, it's you," her voice changed from uninterested student worker to novice seductress in a heartbeat. "What are you looking for in the archives?" She unzipped her sweatshirt halfway down to reveal a white tee shirt that had been washed so many times that it was barely a shade above transparent. Her ruby nipples poked at the fabric. I reached across the counter and gave her tits a squeeze.
"I'm actually here to drop something off," my cock pressed against the front of the counter.
Emily raised her eyes at my suggestion. "I'm always taking deposits. Plenty of room over here."
"I'm sure. I think that this belongs back here," I reached into my bag and put Hunters & Harlots and Isca's character sheet on the counter.
Emily was surprised. Her eyes showed legitimate concern. "I hope that this doesn't mean that we're done playing? Because if it does I'm going to find some other people to play with. I'm not giving this up." She put her hands on the cover and her fingers ran over the image of the party in peril.
"I'm not either, trust me. I've copied most of the book by hand into notebooks, so the info isn't going away. But I think that the right thing to do is to make sure that some other students can find it, too. Who knows, maybe we're not even the first to have discovered it? Can you look up the record of it? I'm curious about something," I asked.
"Sure," Emily started to type into the computer in front of her and then looked up. "Remind me again how we found this?"
"Keyword Isca. But you said that you deleted the record so that no one could find it...," I hoped Emily could recover it.
"Oh yeah. I didn't actually do that, though. Good idea I never got around to." She typed at the keyboard in front of her. "Alright, here it is. Pretty much entirely blank other than the single keyword," Emily read from the screen.
"Can you see who created the initial accession record?"
"Yeah. Just initials. S.M...," her voice trailed off.