Chapter 05: Love's Price
7 years ago...
"Why not?" Alaine screamed.
"A knight's path is not suitable for a woman's feet. Return home and bear sons that might fight for the glory of our people." With that, the quartermaster turned away, leaving the young girl fuming.
Whirling on her heel, she stormed out of the courtyard muttering curses that would net her a fortnight's worth of indulgences. The blood was pounding so hard in her ears she failed to notice the voice addressing her. "What?" she snapped, frustrated that her rage had been interrupted.
"I asked, 'Why did you even try'?" said a young man leaning against the inner wall of the castle. He couldn't have been more than a few years older than her. His hair was cut short, almost to his scalp, and his face was incapable of growing more than a faint stubble. His clothes were the rags of a peasant.
"Why not?" Alaine growled. "I can fight as well as any man out there."
"No... you can't," said the boy, gesturing for her follow him.
Alaine's fists tightened till even her trimmed nails drew blood from her palms. She remembered the last time a boy drew her to a secluded place. Right now she relished the chance to bust some teeth. "Want to test me?"
"Man is born to fight and give death. Woman is born to birth and give life," the stranger replied.
Alaine rolled her eyes; didn't she just have this conversation?
"There are but three ways to deal with this reality," he continued. "You can give in and go back to rear your brood. You can deny it and try to fight against nature Herself. Or you can accept it and adapt."
"What do you mean?" asked Alaine, her curiosity drowning out her anger.
In a heartbeat the boy spun around and drove his fist into Alaine's left shoulder, knocking her to the ground. "Most men will be bigger and stronger than you," he said, standing over her. "They know this and will use it. You must utilize your speed to outmaneuver them." The boy held out his hand. "Want to learn?"
Alaine considered the offer in the dirt while she rubbed her numb arm. "What's your name?"
"Murdoch."
As usual, the training of pages began with winter, a final contest to be held when spring dawned. Murdoch set up a place for Alaine to stay in secret and every moment that they were not training, she did chores to build her stamina and muscle. By the time spring arrived, she had begun to blossom into womanhood. She found her attraction to Murdoch growing while she noticed he seemed to be growing attracted to her as the training honed and shaped her body into luscious curves. Too soon the spring was coming and a trial was to be held for the pages. The winner would be given the rare chance to choose the knight they served. The rest would be chosen by their masters as usual, having exposed the dearth of their skill.
"I'm not hungry," said Alaine as Murdoch set a plate of stew in front of her.
"Neither are any of the other contestants," he replied as he moved behind her. "You'll need the edge over them. Swallow past your stomach's protests."
Alaine tried to eat though it was difficult to move the food past the knot in her stomach.
"We have to press your breasts to your body and I have some large clothes you can wear to hide your hips," said Murdoch as he cut her hair to make it look more boyish.
"You think I can win?" she asked.
"Without a doubt," he answered as he leaned over and kissed her cheek.
5 years ago...
"You must be the man I've heard so much about."
Murdoch nodded as he extended his hand in greeting. "A pleasure to meet you bishop."
"And you as well," said Stephen, shaking. After a cursory bow, the two turned to survey the church's garden as they walked. "I hear you will be up for knighthood soon."
"Thanks to your gracious opportunity," said the squire.