Authors Note: This is a direct continuation to Part 1: Mettakesh of the House Ravenin series. All sexual activity is performed by those of 18+ age. Please do not copy any of the text for public usage without my permission.
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Day 6
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I awoke late and slow, dawn's light having already broke well before my eyes opened. I was sluggish and groggy, feelings only sleep caused by tears could cause. I took all the time I needed, ploddingly remembering my tender loss before leadenly acting.
Everything was slowly done, for such was the weight of my profound sadness with the absence of Atarah. It was not a gentle thing to carry, nor was it unbearable. It was simply a part of me now, a burden that was mine to struggle beneath.
I rose from my bed, warm feet rolling out onto cold tiles. The rooms were quiet, peaceful, and empty. I drew a bath and washed in silence, urging warmth into my bones in an attempt to stave off the worse of the oncoming bout of depression. I had only mild success. Its heat was both adequate and only temporary, giving me a subtle reminder of how the balance inside me was settling.
The answer: not well at all.
The Folded Path, faith-based and kind, disruptive and unseeable in turns and wheels, would decide my fate. It was greater than one man or woman could hope to make peace with or understand, for you either walked it or you didn't. I served in completion, choosing every step as my own. It called, and I answered. It saw all, and I honorably served.
Once when I was a young child I had been granted a glimpse into the greatness of the Folded Path, witnessing the peaceful majesty of my father's estate and what could be done by those with the will to walk it. For long generations my family served unbroken upon the Folded Path, for it was the only true way to live. I believed, endlessly and justly, that the Path was true and righteous.
At its roots the Folded Path was a philosophy of living and treating people, honoring commitments and of seeing the great depths and widths of the soul. The Folded Path served the people, for those who served the Path served the people first and foremost. To sacrifice for the Path was to sacrifice for the people, to give until there was nothing left to give.
The Folded Path has claimed many, their names etched into ivory so sacrifices could be honored and remembered. Kings and Queens all, the Hidden Door and names of those who have watched over it. The Path was filled with servants who served and Masters who honored, but none were slaves who obeyed. It had no place for slaves, and they've never taken one step upon the Folded Path.
It didn't make all the steps easy or pleasant, for some claimed more than blood, bone, and bedrock. Yet all steps were undoubtedly necessary, keenly fierce in their dependence on those who walked them. The Path needed to be walked, its purpose and prison bound and sealed. The walkers of the Path were the ones who set it free to be as it should.
You saw the path and walked it, or you did not see and you did not walk. Black and white, clear and perfect. Endless and honorable, sad and hopeful. Turns upon turns the Folded Path spirals, the infinite wheel of lives spinning outward or in.
This, today, was a hard step upon the Folded Path, something that would irrevocably shatter or fortify what I and my family had built over generations. I had done all I could in years past that led up to this one day, and now decisions outside my control manned the helm of House Ravenin.
If the Path called for House Ravenin to fall then I would walk it, for better or worse. Such was my belief and would be my sacrifice at a moments notice of asking. It was time.
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Miris and Xia found me in the atrium around midmorning. I was dressed, bathed, and visibly pressed beneath the weight of recovering.
The Widdowveils were contentedly burbling in the sunny window sill just outside arms reach. They were curious and wanted to come closer, but they could not because it was not bright where I was. It wasn't their nature to be concerned, but they still cared, wondered, and sought.
A plate of fresh fruit was placed on the table just before Xia dropped to her knees on my left, strong arms pulling me down into her caring embrace. I firmly wrapped around her and cried hard, my loss keenly felt between the beating hearts lovingly bound to mine. Her shaking fingers groomed through my hair, Xia's tears real and large like it was her own pain she was feeling.
I slowly rose still wrapped within Xia's arms, Miris taking his opportunity and curling warmly around us both. With his head on our shoulders, he wept as well. Miris and Xia were my family. In truth, everyone who called House Ravenin home was. Brothers and sisters all, mothers and fathers, sons and daughters.
However special and meaningful the residents of House Ravenin were, Miris and Xia were my Pillars. I trusted them beyond all measure, loved them like no others, and would instantly die for them were it ever asked. Such was their bond with me, a precious connection that I would respect with my life and honor with my death.
My Pillars meant everything to me. House Ravenin and I would be nothing without them.
Miris and Xia gave me the time I needed to grieve, seeing that I was stable and calm before slowly releasing me. It was going to be a busy day with Lenu's father set to arrive soon, however there was time enough for the easing of the great sadness that had overwhelmed me.
First things first: no more tears, and standing up. These two steps on the Folded Path were kinder and gentler than the ones before it, filling me with balance and peace. I leaned into my Pillars of Earth and Wind and they leaned back, sharing their undoubtable strength and honesty. I couldn't express in words how much I needed them last night nor this morning yet still they were here now, unhesitantly and faithfully.
The Folded Path took care of its own, step by step.
So wonderful, so kind
, my thankful thoughts ran, taking a deep breath and filling myself with their beautiful presence in my life.
Safe
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"Thank you, both of you," I graciously offered, drawing back and placing my hands on Miris' and Xia's shoulders. "I am honored beyond measure by your commitments."
"It is our honor and privilege, Master," they said in tandem, sitting down at the table with me.
I slowly picked up a slice of strawberry and ate it as they watched, swallowing and nodding to them in kind understanding before eating another. The day could start in earnest now, and it needed to. So many things hinged upon the events of today, House Ravenin most of all.
"When does Lenu's father arrive?" I asked, looking toward Xia.