The tattered window covering with its corner hung-up on a nail, allows a sliver of what is outside to show through. The rays of growing darkness, my only true friend, currently expands its dominion over the city streets. A street light flickers to life at the corner of the street in a vain attempt to hold back the darkness. It casts a ball of pale light as the rays of darkness that pushes back. Blurred movements can be seen just outside the circle as they edge further into the fragile protection of darkness.
I can't hide forever within the confines of this darkened room. There are needs that can't be fulfilled from within to feel alive even though I am not, I can feel. Sustenance to grow stronger must come from others, and from that strength the ability to defend that which is mine. To feel the sexual arousal emanating from another and thus feed off of it. That cannot be done alone, no matter how safe it might feel to stay put. It is time to step out of hiding and back into the night. To sense the emotional tides of the city as they wash over my senses and feed my needs.
Turning my back to the window I gaze about the room. It has been a long enough time that dust has settled everywhere. It dares to invade the bed of my host, where lay a thin layer even over the shell of my man tucked in for the long sleep. A good man such as he was, is such an important commodity. He was such a nourishing host during our time together. We had fun until the end, such a fragile, yet potent life they lead.
Gliding to the apartment door I listen for any sound from beyond. Far from defenseless, there is still no need to alert others of my presence. Even with my host, gone for these many cycles, there is no rush, for patience is the key that unlocks many doors. The rays of light and dark change from one to the other many times before the sound of footsteps finally stop on the other side of this door. There is a perversion to the essence of this man that saturates the air. I have felt this presence before as he has walked the halls. Inhaling the musky scent deeply, my senses sharpen as he raps his bare knuckles against the door.
A quick glance at the window shows that the light rays are dominating at the moment so I must stall for the dark rays to make their presence known. After repeatedly knocking and calling out, there is a scratching noise around the lock and then the handle turns. Stepping back I slide behind the opening door. It is the apartment manager that steps in. Muttering at the darkness he flicks the light switch a number of times which only makes him mutter, "Damn" again. Leaving the door open so the light can shine in, he steps further into the room, searching about as his eyes try to adjust to the darkness. Then one last, "Damn," as he sees what is on the bed.
The impatience for his payment is only outweighed by the inconvenience he now finds. This cost of time is a foreign concept for me. My life depends on stealth and patience. Time floats along only within the river of the living. I could slide out the door unseen, but the rays of light dominate. I must await the shadows of darkness to return. Since I can't safely leave yet, I decide to entertain myself while the light fades to dark.
My hands surge forward pinning the manager's arms to his side as my wings spread wide. Stretching them outward they gently close the door. A startled scream never leaves his lungs as I whisper into his mind's perversions. As I hold him in place with shear strength and will my wings slowly enfold him. My tail slides up between his legs and caresses him. My whispering tendrils of passion strike straight into his libido, like a spider's venom to a fly, immobilizing him as I search for the tender morsels within.
He is not host material. That is obvious moments after I start my search, but as a temporary play toy, there is still enough lust left even though he is in the winter of life. At first, I found his memories to be lust filled fantasies. As I fed deeper into his sexual memories his first-hand knowledge of many of the female dwellers were too detailed. On a whim, I trace one memory to its core. He is angry, but smiling at a tenant who is pleading with him. With one hand he pushes her back into the apartment and lets the door close behind him as he steps in.
There is an angry exchange with his hand out expectantly, but she keeps shaking her head. He locks the door and turns back to the young woman. She glances to the corner of the room to where a crib stands with baby inside, the look of shock on her face. She starts to shake her head no, but he slaps her as a surge of his hormonal passion floods over me. Still shaking her head no, she stares at her feet as his hands slowly unbutton her shirt. His impatience with his fingers fumbling takes control as he grabs her shirt and pulls. Buttons fly about the room scattering around the floor.
Pushing her shirt off her shoulders to her elbows where he grabs the loose tails of it as he steps behind her. Tying the ends together he has her arms are effectively locked behind her back she stands before him bare breasted. Maliciously he kicks the back of her knees knocking her to the floor. Grabbing her hair he pulls her upright into a kneeling position. Leisurely pulling his cock out as he walks around to stand before her while kneels stunned before him he slaps her across the face with his cock.
Grabbing her hair he yanks it back until she opens her mouth to scream and drives his cock inside. Pushing it all the way into her throat, and doesn't stop until his balls are pressed up against her chin. She struggles, but he holds her tight until lack of air causes her to slow her struggles. Pulling out he bends forward putting his face in hers as she gasps for air. He smacks one breast and then the other leaving a red hand print on each. She tries to say something, but suddenly he yanks her head back again and her mouth is once more filled with cock.
This continues until he tires of the game and face fucks her. Pumping in and out until he shoots his first roping load down her throat, and pulls out so his next couple land on her face and chest. Laughing he wipes his sticky cock in her hair. Pulling out of this memory I flash into another and another. Each one more gruesomely demented than the next. My anger builds while witnessing his acts of sexual violence against the men and women he has power over.
My wings slowly tighten around this monster as I steal not only his potency but his life force. He shrinks to a husk of the man he was. In the end, I lay him on the floor beside the bed of my last host. A good man, that kept me fed for years with the most sincere love he gave freely. This vile creature though, I strip naked and lay him on the bed above the covers. His heart gave out before my wings finally retreated from their grasp. He will be found lying beside my ex-host. Let his silenced tongue explain this last perversion on a long dead man to his finder.
At least the rays of darkness have returned to the world, so I can finally leave. Drifting toward the door I look back one last time to my host before reaching my senses out to the hallway and beyond. The scent of the living is everywhere, walking about their daily lives within this building, but none are between me and the street below. Leaving my host's home after so many years, of sharing the space with him brings a loss of comfort and safety to me. The hallways are empty as I quickly make my way down the back stairs to the street.