They swam back to the shore, dried off and got dressed. When Elayne got back she changed her clothes and Hawke helped her pack what she wanted to take with her. She went to the box and put on the rest of the jewelry and put the box in her bag. He quickly went to his room put on a shirt and grabbed a couple more and folded them, then went back out to her and gave her the shirts.
"For at night when you're in bed thinking about me," he said quietly, trying to keep his emotions in check.
Stuffing them in her bag, she stood up, put her arms around him, "I'm always thinking about you, love," she whispered before giving him a deep passionate kiss.
He grabbed her bag for her as they walked outside, and whistled for Midnight and when he got there he took them back to the main house. She turned around looking at him, "hey I didn't get my horseback ride," she pouted prettily at him
He looked at her with a sly smirk, "something to look forward to when you come back, princess." When they got up to the house Bryce, Eleanor, Fergus and his mom were sitting at the table drinking lemonade. He got off Midnight and helped her down, they gave the horse his loves and went to meet the parents. Elayne kissed her father and mother on the cheeks.
"When are we supposed to leave," she asked her parents sadly.
Her mom looked at her, looked at her father and looked at his mom. Hawke shot a look at his mom, she was starring at him with a smile.
"Eleanor and Elayne are staying here, while Bryce and Fergus are going to take care of business in Redcliffe. Carver wants to go with them, but I wanted to wait for you before I said anything."
Hawke looked at his mom, then to Elayne, she had a mad eating grin on her face. Then he looked at Bryce. "I think it will do him some good, and he's been itching to get away," Bryce said. Hawke stood there looking at him, contemplating, he looked at his mother again and she nodded.
"Carver," Hawke called, he knew Carver was lurking around and sure enough he came out from a corner behind the house. "You want to go with them?"
Carver looked at his brother, "I do."
"If you go do you promise to do a couple of things for me," when Carver nodded Hawke continued. "First, don't put yourself in danger, second of all listen to what Bryce and Fergus tell you. You may not like it, but they know what their doing and Arl Eamon is their friend. And last but not least, don't get yourself killed little brother. I'd like to keep you around longer, I need someone I can pick on," Hawke said with a grin which Carver returned.
Hawke stood there watching his brother, he could see the hope in his eyes. He turned to his mom again, and again she nodded, he turned to Bryce and Fergus, they both nodded. "Do you have any problems with what I'm asking of you, Carver?"
"No brother, I have no problems with the rules," he said, swallowing hard, looking at Hawke hopefully.
"Then little brother, mom and I give our consent. Have fun." Carver came over to him and gave him a quick hug and thanked him, then he went to his mother and hugged and kissed her on the cheek and thanked her before he went running to the house to pack.
Fergus looked at him, "It will do him some good. The young man's trying to find his place, trying to figure out where he belongs. I imagine it wasn't easy growing up around three mages, dad having to focus more time on the other two with magic, Carver kind of got put on a back shelf. He just needs more guidance. I know it's not easy for you either, having to take on the mantle of being the man of the house, all the responsibility now laying on your shoulders. We'd like to help you with some of that with Carver, if you'll let us. He's a good lad, if a bit hot headed, but he knows where his loyalty lies, he just wants to find his own place in life. Will you allow us to help with that?"
Hawke looked at his mom, she had tears in her eyes, but she nodded. "Their right son, I'm sorry the burden has fallen on you, your father was taken to soon. I'm sorry this has was laid on your shoulders, especially now that you're getting ready to start a family of your own. I can't help to wonder if Elayne coming into your life now might be a blessing sent from above with your father's help. She can support you, help guide you, be there when you need her and if you should stumble direct you on the path again."
She looked over at Elayne, "I'm sorry to say it like that, but it's also true. He's going to need you more than ever, with everything that's going on. I know you guys only met, and you already love each other the way you do." She turned back to him, "like I told you earlier, Arik, that's the same way your dad and I felt about each other when we met. We knew from the moment we saw each other that we were meant for each other. You've been blessed with a gift, both of you, cherish it, hold it, never let go because that gift, may not always be around." In an instant Eleanor and Elayne where comforting Leandra as her head dropped and the tears started. Hawke went over and gave her a hug, "I'm sorry mom, I miss him too. I love you."
Elayne came over to his side taking his hand in hers. She looked up at him, her eyes on his, "I love you," she whispered, squeezing his hand.
He looked her in the eyes for a minute, then leaned down and kissed her lightly on the lips. "I love you too, princess."
He turned to look back to the Cousland men, still holding Elayne's hand. "You're obviously making a proposal, what is it?"
Bryce and Fergus looked at each other nodding. "When you guys come up with us, we'd like Carver to stay with for a little while. We're bringing this up now, so you have time to think about it. Carver doesn't know yet."
Hawke nodded, "you're right, I do need time to think about it. Let's see how his trip with you guys goes before I decide."
They both nodded to him in agreement. "Also, since Carver is going with us and the women are staying here, I'd like to leave six of my soldiers with you if you don't mind." Bryce said. "The soldiers are more or less here for the women's protection when they come on the road with me so don't worry, we're not taking from ourselves." Hawke agreed, as he understood Bryce's concern.
Bryce studied Hawke and Elayne. He'd already noticed the rings on their fingers, but there was something different about them. They seemed even more connected, he couldn't put a finger on it, but something had changed. He already knew his daughter had given herself to the young man. He wasn't happy about it, but she was old enough to make her own decisions and they were going to be married. No, what had him puzzled was the recent change. He looked over at his wife, who was studying the couple herself, she looked at him.
"I see and feel it too, there's a change about them, their more closer," she whispered. Bryce nodded as he looked back at the couple.
"Do you guys have something to tell us," he asked, watching them closely.
Elayne's eyes quickly shifted to Hawke, but tried not to be obvious about it. Hawke stood there like stone, immovable. It was Elayne's actions told him he was right though. Hawke stared Bryce in the eye thinking, he then turned to Elayne, and she looked up at him, a look passed between them. Hawke brought Elayne over to the table seating her, and he stood right behind her with his hand on her shoulder, she reached up and put her hand on his and they both looked at him.
"Last night Elayne and I said our vows to each other. When we did our bond became one, our hearts and souls as one." He heard the women gasp in shock, but he continued on without looking at them.
"It was meant to happen, the way it did at that particular time. Please don't ask me to explain because I can't, I don't understand it myself. All I know is we we've been given a gift. We're still going to get married at the year end mark the traditional way, but this, what we did last night was something deeper, more intimate, something between me and her. I know that it's changed us, connected us. I'm trying to figure out everything that happened, right now we don't know. But I feel more connected to her, if I closed my eyes right now, and she took off in any direction and I can't see her with my eyes, I can still point directly at her. I don't know about distance yet. I know she's safe, that she's happy and content but she's also nervous and scared."
He leaned down and whispered something in Elayne's ear and she relaxed. He stood back up continuing. "No, I cannot read her mind, don't worry princess," he looked down at her with a playful grin, "your thoughts are still yours, so you can call me an ass all you want without me knowing." He looked back up at Bryce.