She turned around and looked at him wondering where this was coming from, then she remembered her dad and what had happened. "Hawke, as I told my father earlier, I would give up everything for you and live here with you. I don't care about all that, I'm married to you, where you go I go, you are my husband and home." She tried to show him when her lips met his and flooded him with her feelings. They were real, genuine, pure. He pulled her closer to him, he poured his feelings back to her.
When he finally let her go she looked in his eyes, she could see that something was off with him. "Arik, what's going on, I can tell something's bothering you. Please talk to me."
Frustrated he got up and started pacing, while she got up and grabbed a couple of glasses and the wine they had gotten earlier. She poured them a glass and left his on the table then sat back down on the couch and watched him. After a while he sat back down looking at her. "Elayne, in part of that letter I got, Caleb asked me to meet him at the end of next month, and he said I'd be gone at least a month with him. I can't help to think that something important is going on. Elves don't involve themselves in human affairs, and they definitely don't ask them to their camps, but..." He looked down at her, and she could see the turmoil in him. "Elayne, if you ask it of me I won't go," he whispered.
She sat there stunned, to be given this kind of honor, that was amazing. She looked at him, seeing the worry and torment in his eyes. "Arik, do you want to go?"
He sat there thinking but all he was doing was tormenting himself. He honestly didn't want to go but this was Caleb asking. "It's not that simple Elayne, I got responsibilities here. I can't leave my family. Your dad and brother have asked if Carver can spend some time with them, that would leave my sister and mother alone. Even though your mom did volunteer for them to stay with them until I get back. But what about the responsibilities of the farm?" He looked down at her and grabbed her hand pulling her close to him as he kissed the top of her head, "but I'm using that as an excuse, if I'm honest with myself, I don't want to be away from you that long."
She watched his eyes, they were haunted, tortured but when he got to the part of leaving her the look broke her heart.
Then her eyes widened as a thought came to her. "Hawke, but we won't be away from each other, not completely anyway. You forget our bond. When you were on your ride earlier it felt like you were literally beside me. Distance didn't mute it. I don't know how far you'll have to go but Hawke, even if it disappeared I'm not gone, I'm right here, and here." She pointed at his heart and his head. "Hawke, I love you and yes I would miss you, but I'll be here when you get back. I'm not going anywhere, we're married, our hearts and souls are as one. As far as the farm goes I know some people back at my home who would be honored to help out. I don't want you to go either but something tells me that this is important. Like you said, the Dalish elves don't involve themselves in human affairs."
"I don't know Elayne, I know what you're telling me, it makes sense but..." He grabbed his wine and downed it then poured them both another glass, "I've got plenty of time to make a decision, in the meantime I got you this." He grabbed the package from his other bag and handed it to her. "When I saw this in the window I couldn't resist, I knew you had to have it. I don't even know if its appropriate, I'll let you be the judge."
She opened the package and when she saw what it was she gasped. She held it up, it was beautiful. She rushed out to try it on. The gown was stunning, the bottom was pure silk, slit on both legs all the way up her thighs, the top was lace with embroidered roses around it, that tied around the neck. It was of the lightest pale purple. So sheer you could see through it, it clung to her lovingly. The back was open all the way down to the lower part of it and the front of the gown was cut low down to her belly, exposing most of her breasts. She couldn't wait to show Hawke.
She walked into the living room, watching him as his eyes came to her. She swallowed hard. The expression on his face turned her body on fire. Heat raced through her body as he swept his gaze slowly down her. So many emotions swept through his eyes; need, lust, desire, hunger. Her body ached for him, reacting to his gaze as if his fingers were already touching her. She was instantly wet with need for him, for his touch and she whimpered.
She walked slowly towards him, her legs weak with longing. She paused at the table and grabbed her glass of wine, downing it for courage before continuing towards him.
When she got within reaching distance he reached out his hand and grasped hers pulling her towards him as he buried his head into her belly. She felt his hot breath on her between her legs and she whimpered as her body reacted inside, sending fiery tendrils of lust and heat through her, making her gasp as her body responded.
"So beautiful," he whispered as he pulled her down to him, cradling her against him as his lips took hers. His mouth devoured her, she could feel the hunger, need, the demand of his body for hers in the kiss. He slipped his hand under her top to her breast, his fingers roaming over it until he got to her nipple, lightly running his finger in circles, she arched into it, moaning into his mouth.
He slipped his hand to the back of her neck and untied the straps holding her gown up exposing her breasts. His lips leaving hers as he trailed his tongue and mouth down her neck, down to between her breasts. His hand tracing down her bare flesh, leaving fire racing in its trail. She felt his hot mouth hovering over her breast as his tongue flicked at her nipple before he closed it over her. Her arms went around his head, and she brought his head to her breast, her back arched into him. His mouth sent hot waves of fire racing down her body to between her legs, her body pulsing and clinching in its wake. She moaned, arching more into his mouth as he started suckling her nipple, sending another wave of fire coursing through her.
She felt his hand sliding on her hot flesh under her gown, going between her legs cupping her, she thrust her hips up against his hand moaning. He traced his finger along her before putting it on her clit, sliding it back and forth, while his mouth did magic on her nipple. It was too much for her, her upper body arching higher to his mouth as he sucked harder on her nipple, using his teeth and tongue. She felt her body pulse and tighten, felt herself climax. She felt his thumb replace his finger and his fingers sliding inside her. She screamed into his chest as she thrust her hips into his hand, burying his fingers deep inside her as her body exploded on him, making his fingers slick with her juices. He kept pumping his fingers in and out of her, his mouth still on her breast bringing her to another climax before leaving her body drenched, her breathing hard and fast.
He removed his hand and mouth from her, his mouth claiming hers as he picked her up and carried her to his room and removed the rest of her gown before laying her gently on his bed, and stood there gazing at her nakedness. "My beautiful sexy goddess," he whispered huskily as his eyes devoured her, sending hot need coursing through her body again.
He laid down beside her and reclaimed her lips with his, his hand sliding back down her chest to her other breast. He lifted his head and gazed into her eyes while his hand slid down her body reaching her throbbing core. His thumb rubbing along her clit before his fingers slid inside her. Her hips arched against his hand thrusting his fingers deep inside her. He started sliding in and out of her, her hips bucking into his hand as his gaze held hers taking her over the edge. She thrust hard into his hand, his fingers working inside her as she felt the sweet ache forming in her belly working its way down to her center. His lips on hers as her eyes rolled back panting hard against his mouth, a scream forming in her as he buried his fingers deeper into her, her body bucking uncontrollably under his hand.
He lifted his head, bringing it down her body to her breast, his tongue and mouth sucking and nibbling on her nipple, his fingers still buried inside her. She bucked hard against him, her back arched into his mouth. He removed his mouth from her breast and slowly made his way licking, kissing and nibbling down to between her legs, bringing her to the edge again before his mouth and tongue claimed her where his hand and fingers had just been. When she felt his hot mouth on her tender flesh she tightened and pulsed around his tongue, jerked her hips up into his mouth and exploded. Again he brought her body over the edge as he devoured her with his mouth.
He left her body needing, wanting, she pulled him up to her, and she rolled him over with her straddling him. She tore his shirt open exposing his upper body to her. She feasted on his bulging muscles, raking her eyes down his body. She put her mouth on his nipple playing with it like he did hers. He moaned, and his hips jerked up to hers. She ground herself against him, the fabric of his pants rubbing along her. She put her mouth on his other nipple while his hand grabbed her hips rubbing against him until she felt herself losing control and her body once again released on him.