Author's Note:
Hey everyone! OK I literally just wrote this because my Pathfinder character got laid and I needed to blow off steam. Heh. Names have been changed to protect innocent RPGers! It's just a short stroke piece, so I don't anticipate any follow-up installments. Tell me if you had fun in the comments, though! Happy one-handed reading!
~Eris/D&T
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Was it wrong for Iatanna to have taken one of the tiny rooms at Uli's Wyvern with the foolish hope for a knock on her door?
She lay on her back on the straw-stuffed mattress, one knee cocked up at the ceiling, flipping one of her daggers into the air and catching it by the hilt over and over, a fruitless attempt at soothing repetition in the yellow lamplight. She should have gone back to the wagon with the others.
That tavern was crowded enough. You could've found other company.
The idea of her mere presence a room or two away from the ranger was putting the balance within the Company at risk. They needed absolute trust to fight as a unit, each member laying down their life with the certainty any of the others would defend it. If this went badly ...
But Iatanna didn't want 'other' company. And this very wrinkle was trouble enough in itself.
An owl hooted outside. Her worries were, in all likelihood, irrelevant. The hour was late, and she ought to be leaning her boots against the foot of the bed. They had a great distance to travel the next day, and the fallen scribe ought to be asl—
Taptaptap.
A knuckle on wood. Iatanna's heart tried to mutiny. She nearly fumbled the dagger.
Sloppy.
Her eyes bored into the back of the door, every muscle frozen.
Taptaptap
.
And why assume it was him? Had they not failed to procure that favor for Arlak Pfen? She cringed. Or more fucking werewolves?
Werewolves do not knock on doors. Get up.
She swung her feet to the floor, blade still in hand. Padded to the door on silent soles, stopping with one hand on the latch, the other ready for nonsense.
"Yes?"
A throat cleared.
"It's me."
Iatanna's pulse sped.
"It's Zajar."
Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck.
She lifted the latch. Cracked the door a handspan.
"I'd like to speak with you." His eyes flicked down to the weapon in her grip, and his brow furrowed. Iatanna swallowed chagrin. Sheathed the blade.
"Right," she said. "Sure." She opened the door wide enough to let him pass, popping her head out after for a quick survey of the night. No observers, as far as she could tell. If everything went to the Hells, the rogue would deny it all.
The ranger had taken a seat on one of the tired old chairs next to the room's single, tiny table. Without that cloak of his, no less. He no longer bothered with the disguise among his allies, at least when strangers weren't around. He'd risked revealing his parentage, the Company had rewarded him with acceptance.
When he would speak, she could see his mother—just as human as Iatanna—in the tilt of his brows, the bridge of his nose. Sometimes at the corners of his eyes, the way they gathered when he was amused. But the rest was his father, without a doubt. Blunt jaw, tapered ears. A hint of tusk threatening from lower lip. Not nearly as unnerving as a full-blooded orc, but still. Menacing.
Possibly in a way that had this flutter troubling her belly.
Pull yourself together.
Iatanna leaned her backside against the window ledge, an arm's length from the now-closed door. Nearest the exist was always a good idea. She folded her arms over her chest.
"Well?"
If feigning nonchalance while holding the cage door closed on rampant anxiety was a marketable skill, she could be earning a living right now.
Oh wait. It is. And you are.
"Iatanna ..." He pushed a handful of stray dreadlocks back over his head and focused on the floor. "My mother ... well." Turned yellow eyes to her at last. "What did she say to you?"
She let out a
huff
of amusement.
Here we fucking go.
"You know," she said, "I've stood before pirates and thieves and half the liars in Raven's Mercy, but ... your mother." She shook her head. "She might have asked me every question but how many grandbabies I was going to give her."
Orcish eyes grew wide. He sat up straighter.
"Oh yeah," Iatanna went on, "she wanted to know how long we'd known each other." He was turning red, which defied logic under grey-green skin. "She wanted to know what sort of
work
we were doing together." The ranger let loose a stammer of half-finished syllables, but she had him on the back foot; all the better for her. "She wanted to know if I planned on making a
career
of this."
By the end, she was smiling. Advantage: Iatanna.
Zajar began to gesture. "I ... I am ... my mother has assumed things. About us. I have to apologize."
"Can't say as I blame her." Thank the fucking goddess she could wear confidence like a mask. "I haven't been home in years, but if I brought someone home to my parents with an eye for
me
, my mother would've asked them a million questions, too. And not been nearly so polite about it."
"Well, that makes sen—wait,
what
?"
His cart wheels had jumped the rut. The whole affair lay overturned in a ditch. They were either going to soar or crash into the ground right now, and leave a crater a league wide. No other options.
"Someone with an
eye
for you?" His hands were on his knees. "What ... what are you saying?"
Iatanna couldn't even bring herself to speak it. She shrugged. Smirked. Made a vague nod in his direction.
The half-orc strung a mismatched necklace of words together that made no sense whatsoever. At least a third of them were in Orcish.
"I ... don't know what to ..." He flung a hand in the air, forming sentences at last. "I've never been in a—in
volved
with anyone. I spend all my time in the forest, for fuck's sake." This was nothing like the violent focus she'd seen when they'd fought in that shipwreck.
Gods, you're going to horrify him out of the room.
"Zajar." She pulled a hand free to gesture at him. "The first time we fought together, I almost died. The last time,
you
almost died." He nodded at this, shoulders easing. "This is a dangerous life. For all we know, a
short
life. If we're going to spend half our time trying not to die, I don't see why we shouldn't spend the other half enjoying ourselves." She swallowed. Jumped headlong. "That is, if you're interested in my company."
He blinked at her. Too many heartbeats passed.
The ranger came to his feet, and the room seemed to shrink as he made his way to the door.
And there he goes. What have you done? Should've kept your mouth shut!
The latch slid home with a dull clack. Zajar loomed, not outside, but there, between her and the bed.
"I believe I would like to enjoy the pleasure of your company."
For a moment, fear paralyzed her limbs.
You got what you wanted. Now what?
But he was male. He knew what he wanted. Why complicate it?
Iatanna stepped around him with an inviting smile and sat on the edge of the mattress. Leaned back, weight on her palms, one foot tucked beneath her.
He turned to face her, but moved to the middle of the room. Piqued by his game, she arched a brow and let her eyes wander a rude path from his knees to his shoulders.
Built like a fucking fortress.
"I, um ..." Zajar smoothed palms down his thighs, and looked everywhere but at her. "I haven't ... really ..."
She sat forward, balance shifting onto knuckles, all momentum stopped. "W—you ... never?"
His mouth went into a grim line.
Her head tilted, ear cocked toward him, as though she hadn't heard right. "Even ... paid for it?"
Everything about him darkened. "I should leave."
The rogue unfolded like a butterfly blade, off the bed in a glimmer of motion and between the half-orc and the door. She stopped him in mid-step, five splayed fingertips feather-light in the center of his chest. Iatanna was tall enough for a human, but their height difference made her reach.
"No," she said. It was less of a demand than a wish spoken aloud. "Just ... I didn't know."
Her eyes traveled north to meet his, and found inertia. He didn't want to leave, but where did they go from here?
Not even a hand's breath of space stood between them, and Iatanna let the silence breathe. Some buzz of energy grew at each point where her touch laid over his shirt. She wet her lower lip with her tongue and ghosted a smile at her own clumsy reactions.
The corner of Zajar's mouth twitched. Possibility again, rather than forfeit.
Her smile warmed further. She tipped a small nod at the chair and gave him a hint of a shove. "Sit down." Again, more of a playful suggestion than anything else. Once found, Iatanna knew better than to poke sore spots.