"He who can prevail in chaos is regarded as a God. A god of war."
War is a grim affair, I can tell you that. There is however, after some considerable time spent in the midst of all the gore and sweat and shit flying around, a point of numbness. A point when all the details fade away, and one strives to simply finish the task set before them as quickly as possible. This is the sort of numbness which causes you to not realise when you're left alone. When all your comrades, friends and brothers in arms have fallen, twitching on the ground or simply lying dead-still. When you're the only one left standing on a bridge of corpses, blood and mud streaking down your body in the light rain. When the watery blood seeps in your eyes and is cleared by your constant tears. Tears you don't even know are there. You can't feel anything. Your limbs feel like blocks. The left side of your body is damaged too greatly and your shield hangs on your limp, broken left arm. You rotate your hip wildly, simply trying for some unknown reason, to take as many of them down with you. You look up after a spear is thrust in your stomach. You don't feel anything, but you see it sticking out of your body, and that makes it so much worse. You think of how life is simply so fucked up, and you look up into those eyes. The red eyes framed by a beautiful ebony face set in the harsh expression of rage. Your eyes lose focus and you just catch sight of the black wings behind her - and you fall.