I wiped down the bar counter, the slightly damp rag dragging across sticky pools of spilled drink. The bar was alive with laughter and the low drone of conversation, but all I cared about was the battered clock by the entrance.
11:50 PM.
Ten more minutes, and I'd be free to crawl into bed and sleep until the world stopped spinning. That was practically the only thought that gave me solace while I was at work. It made me feel lighter and happier.
I'd taken on extra shifts, heck, extra extra shifts, because my rent was due, and my landlady was the kind of bitter that seeped into your bones. She'd made it very clear: one more late payment and I was out. No exceptions. Just the thought of it and how stern she looked made me shiver.
11:51 PM.
"Hello?" a voice slurred by the other side of the counter, dragging me away from my very sad thoughts. "Can I get a glass of gin and tonic?"
I looked up to see her. The bride. She and her bridal party had stumbled in a couple of hours ago, already tipsy, already loud. Bachelorette parties were a common sight here, one last hurrah before trading freedom for forever. If I had to guess, she wanted to pre-game at the bar before hitting the strip club. Typical of brides around here.
I gave her my best professional bartender smile. "Coming right up."
She blinked at me, swaying slightly on her heels. "Ou, I loveeee your hair. It's so fiery and red, like fire."
I chuckled. Compliments on my hair were as common as drink orders. Half the time, I made better tips because of it; something about it being an unnatural attraction in a place like this. Not that I was complaining. Attention meant tips. Tips meant rent. Rent meant I wouldn't sleep outside in the cold with nowhere to live.
I took a glass from the array of glasses lined up, filled it with ice, and poured a generous splash of gin over it. She watched me with dazed fascination as I topped it with tonic, dropped in a lime wedge and a cucumber slice, and slid it across the counter.
Her eyes went wide as she took a sip, rolling her head back like she'd just tasted the nectar of the gods. "Oh my god. That was the fastest I've ever seen anyone make a drink. And it's amazing."
11:55 PM.
I lifted a hand, feigning modesty. "I do my best."
She giggled, then pulled out a wad of cash, peeling off a bill and sliding it across the counter before sauntering off.
I counted it.
My breath hitched. A hundred bucks as a tip? Whoa, no one had ever given me this much before. Before I could even look around and push the cash into my pocket, I heard a voice.
"You know the rules."
I stiffened at the voice behind me.
Bill.
Somehow, my boss had an almost supernatural ability to appear whenever money was involved, like a vulture circling a fresh kill.
I clutched the bill. "Come on, Bill, I got this fair and square."
He raised a thick brow, unimpressed.
"Please," I lowered my voice, desperation creeping in. "I need to pay my rent."
He didn't look at me. Instead, he motioned to the tip jar. "I can't break the rules for you, Flora."
I cursed under my breath and dropped the dollar bill into the tip jar. Bill had a silly rule where the tips given would be split amongst everyone working that shift, including him. It did not matter who got the tip; it had to be shared.
It made no sense to me because I got more tips out of everyone who worked in the bar, and then I got to share it with them after my shift. And I couldn't just slide the bill into my apron because Bill had caught Yvonne doing that last month and fired her. I needed this job to stay alive practically, and I couldn't afford for anything to go wrong with it.
11:58 pm.
I tapped my feet impatiently on the floor. I couldn't wait for my shift to end so I could get out of here. I needed sleep, and I needed to really think about my life. Also, I will be getting a response from the publication where I submitted my manuscript today. Getting a book deal would be simply life-changing.
No more living paycheck after paycheck; I would be able to pay my rent on time or even move to a bigger apartment in the city.
Ugh, I would be able to afford all those super-expensive cereals that tasted like cardboard. That was the life I wanted to have.
"Here!" Bill's voice pulled me back to reality.
I looked down at the money in his hand, took it, and counted it, and it was barely even enough to get by.
"Bill, please. If you could just reconsider the last tip. I don't mind not getting paid tonight. Can I just get the tip I was given?"
He scoffed at me and tore his gaze away. "That's not how things work around here, Flora. I'll see you tomorrow."
With that, he walked away.
12:00 am.
I took off my apron, grabbed my coat hanging by the side, and made my way out of the bar and into the freezing cold.
There's no way what Bill was doing was legal, and there's also no way I would be the one to report him to the authorities. The last thing I wanted was to end up like Yvonne. I just needed to keep searching for a better job that actually lets employees keep their tips. But I was pretty certain one of my books would get published, and I wouldn't have to worry about any of this.
As I walked down the dark alley toward my studio apartment, I felt eyes watching me. I looked around a couple of times, but I couldn't see anyone.
The city was barely awake, shadows stretching long and ominous under the glow of streetlights. Still, the prickling sensation at the back of my neck refused to fade.
This was not what I needed right now. What I needed was to hear news about my manuscript being accepted, take a nice hot shower, and go to bed very happy. I increased my pace until I came to the front of my apartment building. My trembling fingers fumbled with the mailbox, the cool metal biting against my skin.
I first saw my usual stack of credit card bills and other payments that were way overdue before my eyes met an envelope that stood out. I sucked in breath as I pulled it out of the bunch. It had a distinct logo of the publishing company I'd submitted my manuscript to weeks ago, and I suddenly felt like I couldn't breathe.
I clutched the envelope tightly, my heartbeat thunderous in my ears. I needed this. Desperately. Rent was due, my fridge was practically empty, and my last paycheck barely kept me afloat. Plus, Bill was doing all he could to keep me in poverty forever.
With trembling hand, I tore open the envelope and unfolded the carefully folded letter. My eyes scanned the words until they landed on that one word that told me that my manuscript just wasn't good enough. The rejection felt like a punch to my gut.
'We regret to inform you that your manuscript has been rejected. While it is well-written, we found the content too deep for our audience.'
Too deep? What does that even mean? My work wasn't supposed to be shallow. Heck, no one's work was meant to be shallow. It was raw--real, just like my life.
"Fuck them!" I said under my breath, and I felt like collapsing on the ground.
The words blurred as tears stung my eyes, but before I could fully process the weight of it, a rough hand yanked me back, and a bag was shoved over my head.
I felt the panic rise in my throat, and I tried to scream for help, but nothing was coming out of my mouth. I thrashed around, certain that I didn't want to die. At least not like this. Not when I have barely achieved anything in my life. I've never even had an air fryer.
The air inside the bag reeked of something chemical and bitter, burning my lungs. I tried to scream again, but all to no avail. Suddenly, I could feel my arms and legs getting heavy as the drugs took hold of me. My mind screamed to fight, but my body betrayed me. The world tilted, darkness closing in around me.
The last thing I felt before everything went black was the cold pavement against my back.
***
I tried to open my eyes, but it felt a little bit sore from something I couldn't quite comprehend. I groaned, my head banging as I propped my elbows up on the chair and sat up. When my eyes opened, I took in the room I was in. It looked nothing like what I was expecting, and my hands and legs weren't tied.
What kind of kidnappers were these?
I forced myself upright, using my elbows to hold myself as they pressed into something soft, velvet? I wasn't sure. My vision was a bit wavy and blurry before it focused, revealing a room so luxurious it could have been plucked from a royal estate. Deep mahogany furniture. A chandelier glistening above. Thick drapes pooling against polished floors.
Not what I expected from an abduction. And I found myself actually admiring the room, even if I didn't want to.
My coat was gone, but instead of the biting cold I last remembered, warmth enveloped me, pulling me even further. The heater must've been on full blast, working overtime to keep the room toasty. In the corner of the room was a man and woman arguing in muted tones, and they had no idea I had woken up. I shut my eyes and tried to make out what they were saying, moving closer to the corner they were in.
I shut my eyes and stilled, tilting my head slightly, straining to hear.
"I don't think she's ready," the woman said, her voice clipped with frustration. "Maybe the king was wrong."
Ready for what?
"He's never wrong," the man snapped back. "That's literally why he's king."
The woman groaned, her footsteps pacing across the floor. My fingers twitched with the urge to crack my eyes open, just a peek, to see who these people were, to gauge whether I was in danger.
But I didn't. Not yet.
Not when the next words made my blood run cold.
"So what do we do? Just tell her?" the woman pressed. "There's no way she'll accept it. She barely even knows who she is."
They'd definitely done their research on that front because they were right. I had no idea who I was. I'd left the orphanage at a pretty young age and was thrown into a life I could barely navigate.
"But he said she's the one," the man pressed. "And I've been watching her for years now. Like you said, she barely knows who she is, so that means she has no real ties to this world. No partner. No active life. She doesn't have any messy attachments."
The more they spoke about me as if I wasn't there, the more confused I became about everything that was happening. I needed more content, fast.
"That doesn't mean she's right for this, Alfred."