A/N, I think a few people read my last submission, I plan on uploading all the stories from this series. I wanted to say sorry that they are a little cheesy, hopefully more hot though, also there are some things that come in from the other series, so sorry about that, a Blix is something I learned about from a series called Fable Haven, a lectoblix steals youth, vivablix brings people to life and narcoblix controls people in their sleep, Fang is blind but i the real series gets partial sight back, so with those notes, here you go, if you are reading, thank you and sorry for the cheesiness.
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Fuck Fantasies- always and Longer than Forever
by Eterri's Wolf
He was naked, she knew he was.
There was a great storm and Eterri had decided to seek out her best friend. She tried his holding room first, she had found it in a mess, there was the smell of bodily fluids everywhere, and she saw that his weapons belt hung still on the wall where she had put it when she had been the one to bind him to his bed. He did not know that she had been the one to strip him down and to bind him, she felt that she had to be the one, he was her best friend and it hurt her whenever she saw him racked with attacks from the Despair demon. Something happened though, he had left his weapons belt and there was something small and black in the corner of the room, a pillar was cracked and had almost been totally destroyed and the bindings to his bed were damaged as well. Suddenly she caught the scent; she finally identified the other person who had been there. It was the fairy, the blix, the mermaid, Iasya.
Eterri had never much liked Iasya, she was Fang's first love and she was always using him. Eterri hated that Fang let himself be used, she didn't love Fang, not the way that Eterri did... She picked up the small black cloth; it was a bra, the kind that a fairy would wear. She didn't know what to think, she couldn't help feeling hurt, Fang had had sex, he had given himself to Iasya, and Iasya had let herself into his room, suddenly she did know what to feel, anger.
She was so angry with Iasya, so hurt by Fang, but she knew something was wrong with Fang, she hadn't seen him in a long time and she knew where he would be now. She found him, not far from where she appeared on the great shore. He was in his wolf form; his thick gray fur was strange to see now, uncovered by the expanding belt and wet with the rain and the ocean waves. He was deep in the water, the waves crashed over his back and he kept shaking off his head like a playful dog. He was sad though, she could tell whenever her best friend was hurting and she followed him now...
He caught her scent long before she broke the tree line to the forest. He was so afraid; he didn't know what to do.
He hated himself, he hated that he had given himself so willingly to Iasya. He didn't love her anymore, now he knew that. He had never loved her; he had only felt something that was good, a feeling that he was needed by somebody.
He knew now that she had only been using him and he was glad that now she would no longer need to continue drinking his everlasting youth. She had always needed the youth, she was part lectoblix and she needed the youth of others to stay young and beautiful. She was also vivablix which meant she could keep Fang alive as long as she needed. But now, she wouldn't, she had told him she had found something else that kept her young and beautiful and he was relieved by this, he was also ashamed for giving himself to her.
He loved Eterri so much, he had intended one day to give himself to her, he loved her, he had always hoped she would love him back, but he had let go too soon, now he felt that she would never love him. He had tossed the thong that Iasya had given him into the ocean, had tossed it as hard as he could so that he would never know it again but now he was stuck, he was naked and Eterri was coming near.
She smelled so good, she always did. He couldn't compare it to anything else; it was her scent and her scent alone. He loved it, she was intoxicating and it was that scent and her voice that always made it so hard for him to talk to her. But there was something different, after the fight with Winter he had been brought back by Death and he could see Eterri now, he could actually see her.
He couldn't see anything but Eterri she was the only visual connection he had to the world and now he didn't know how to face her. He felt the cool rain running through his fur, he could hear the thunder and the waves crashing around him he could smell the wet ground, he would be happy, he loved a good storm, so did Eterri, but now was not a great time in his life, it would be though...
Eterri came behind him, and then moved off to his right, placing her left hand down between his hard shoulder blades. He jumped, she knew that he had known she was coming but something was really bothering him, she hadn't expected him to be so self-conscious.
"What's wrong Fang, why haven't you come to see me?" He bowed his head into the water and then lifted it, burying his nose in her shoulder, he was standing on his back legs now, his lower half was covered by the water, and she knew he didn't want her to see him naked. He was wet, he smelled like a wet dog, but that was a scent that she found attractive some how. He was holding her now, his chest tight against her own and his shoulders tense. He was crying she realized she could smell the salt from the sea and she couldn't find where the water became tears but she could tell he was crying.
"What's wrong Fang, you can talk to me about It." she couldn't connect to his mind, something was strange, he had always let her into his mind, this was something she loved about him he told her everything in the end. She knew that he wanted to talk to her but he couldn't in his wolf form.
"Fang, you have to change, it's okay, and I've seen you naked before Fang. I was the one who bound you; there is nothing to be ashamed of." He tensed up further, if such a thing was possible, and she could smell something different now, something she wasn't sure about. It took him several moments to except what she had said, but finally he had changed back to his human form. Now she could tell where his tears started, his pretty grey-blue eyes were glassy under his long brown hair and she looked over the scars on his neck eyes and stomach, she knew where the one on his back was, and she knew there were more on his head, she couldn't judge him she loved him.
"Eterri, I'm so sorry."
"Sorry for what Fang? You didn't do anything wrong." She pushed the hair from his eyes.
"I betrayed you Eterri, I didn't listen to you, I went too far with Iasya."
"Fang, I know what happened, she left her bra and the smell was all over your holding cell, you have nothing to be ashamed of." He couldn't believe what he was hearing; he couldn't believe himself, why hadn't he thought to look for the bra? Why had he been so stupid, how could he give himself to Iasya?
"Fang, it's not your fault, she's a blix and a fairy, they are very persuasive and I know you didn't mean anything by it. I have no say over what you chose to do Fang, and you have no reason to be sorry."
"I hurt you; I can hear it in your voice." She drew back a gasp; he took in a deep breath, something she knew he wanted for her scent.
"Eterri, I love you, I love you so much and I always have. I love you more than life and I have never seen anything so beautiful, I can see you now Eterri and that makes my act even worse. I'm so sorry Eterri, I can't hold it in any longer, I love you Eterri, and I want to be with you, you are my best friend and my second half." He subconsciously moved his left hand to trace where the vein would turn into the chain that was under his skin.
She couldn't believe what she was hearing, he loved her, not just as a friend, he loved her.
"I love you too fang, I really do, I'm sorry I did I was hurt when I found out what happened, but I'm not anymore. You didn't mean anything by it and I know that it was mostly Iasya who caused it."
"I have no excuse, I could have stopped it, I'm sorry."
"No, Fang you couldn't have, you still have my horn Fang, and I saw it in your room."
"I- of course I do Eterri, I love you." She held him closer to her body and she now knew that other smell was, it was the scent of his arousal... He was trying not to press into her, and she knew why now, she didn't know how to say anything, she found it funny that he was trying so hard not to be seen.