The third night with him is no less enjoyable than the previous. My instincts lead me, and he follows willingly and easily. I bring him to my secret glade, deep within the wilderness. We huddle together and kiss. Summer is in its prime, with the sun barely creeping below the horizon leaving its golden sheen on the clouds at the far edge of the world. Coupled with a full moon, it is as close to daylight as I will ever see. I can clearly see his fatigued face, less handsome but beautiful in its admiration.
"I had a hard time escaping this time. They are beginning to ask why I sneak out every night. I fear that they suspect. But nothing can keep me away from you, my love." I try not to acknowledge the sword resting in the moss by our side
I am on a rapidly increasing curve of desire and seek nothing but his love and caresses. The exhilarating feeling of lust and promise of sex fills me with butterflies. At the same time, I know my effect on him is nothing natural. His sickly skin is a stark reminder, but his lustful, staring eyes tell me not to care. We should not keep this up, is my last thought before surrendering to his shivering touch.
He is more forceful and fervous than before, pinning my wrists to the ground with his strong hands. I know I can easily break free, but I do not. I relish in the fantasy and surrender to his masculine aura. He pounds me again and again at an almost desperate pace. I scream and moan with each thrust. My tail writhes like a snake beneath us.
His release comes so heavily that I can feel the force of his bursts filling my inner crevasses. The flow of energy makes me come, and I bury my nails in his back, tearing bloody streaks across the muscled skin.
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My new life amongst the fairy-folk was very different from my former, but I eventually found it was not as dreadful as I had feared. Most of my contentment came from Skuld, who turned out to be the most wonderful fiancΓ©e I could have imagined. It was a delight to see her every morning with her wonderful smile and playful mind.
Still, I longed for the open wilderness and my home. I knew I had no choice but to stay and tried to accustomize myself with the way of life in this underground dwelling. With time I learned about the geography of the kingdom, which was an overwhelming maze of passages and caves, with halls that would fit my entire homestead, thousands of feet across.
Rivers, lakes and wells provided water, and the most trusted trolls were allowed outside to hunt or forage for food, which was evenly distributed amongst us. I tried desperately to be allowed to join the hunting parties, but they would not even show me the way to the surface. It seemed I would be distrusted no matter what I was doing, and I had the feeling this was more than just a personal grudge. Trolls hated humans.
It became clear to me that I would never be considered their equal. A lesser being. They would harass me and treat me with contempt for the rest of my days here. No one wanted to be my friend, and the girls made fun of my small stature. I was sure Skuld saw me in a similar fashion, although she bravely tried to conceal her disappointment with her new betrothed. Compared to the trolls, I was tiny and weak, abilities disdained by my new people.
Burr used this for all it was worth and made me the center of every joke. He would give me a "friendly" pat on the back, shoving me face down into the mud, or giving me tasks I would never be strong enough to accomplish. All this to mock and humiliate me. Still, I was promised to the King's daughter, and that gave me some relief from the worst of the harassment.
My only solace in this gruesome time was Skuld. She would take good care of me whenever I was at our home. I knew she could not defend me in public, as females were seen as even lesser beings than myself. But she comforted me and always made me feel better, if not good. Her stunning beauty was almost enough to keep me from regretting this life. The beautiful, perfectly shaped body made me react with desire every time I laid my eyes on her.