"Be careful, boy. There are things in this forest that would scare any man out of his wits. I would not wish for you to experience the things I have been through. They may have happened over a century ago, but the creatures of the forest do not fade like humans. And neither does their hatred towards the daywalkers."
"You want to know what happened to me? I will tell you. But only if you promise to leave as soon as day breaks and not come back to this place until I call for you. And I trust you will never talk to anyone about me or what you have witnessed?"
He rests his hand on my left breast and carefully pinches the crimson nipple between his thumb and index finger. I can still feel aftershocks between my legs from where he has recently withdrawn. I offer him a soft kiss on the lips and enjoy his caresses with closed eyes and deep breaths, savouring the moment. He speaks softly, in a loving whisper.
"Of course, my beautiful. But I dare not say I will never come here again. I know already now that my memories of you will bring me back at any time. But if my mind may never leave, my body shall stay away, longing for the day your sweet voice harkens me again. I will dream of you forever and keep the memories of you in my heart. Please share your tale with me, my love. Your voice soothes my mind and soul more than any sunset could. And your words are safe with me. I would rather die than endanger you by sharing your secret with the outside world. My world."
His soft words and unmistakable affection moves me. I already regret my harsh words.
"It all happened a long, long time ago. Long before your great grandparents were born. I was a different person back then. You may not believe it, but I was much like you. A young boy looking for adventure and escape from the trivial life and hardships of ordinary people. Infected by the same stories you have heard. Stories of horrible and beautiful creatures inhabiting halls which have never seen the sun. Walking silently amongst long shadows cast by the silvery moon."
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I grew up close to the woods and was fascinated with the folklore of elves, fairies and trolls. Despite the vicar's persistent teachings, I believed everything my grandparents told me. I knew they existed and wanted to find them. To prove to myself that I was right, and the priest was wrong. To bring back something that would show everyone that we were not alone in the wilderness.
For weeks at a time, I would search the deep forests, lakes, cliffs, mountains, valleys and rivers without finding what I sought. I lifted rocks, squeezed through small burrows and spent hours listening to the wind until one day, to my surprise, I reached the place of my desires. Learning secrets I never truly believed I could find.
I was on my way home, struggling past a rocky ravine when my peripheral vision caught a tiny gleam amongst the endless grey. It was a small green gem wedged deep down between huge boulders. As I scrambled down to pick it up, I saw a passage leading further into the darkness below. I hastily pocketed the stone, and with hopes that there might be more like it I crawled on, feeling my way with both hands under the slowly fading sunlight.
As the bright, yellow sun disappeared behind me, I feared that I might not reach the end of my quest without an artificial source of light. Moments later, only a faint, greenish sheen illuminated my view, but still I crawled on, determined to explore as much as I could before even this glow vanished. Besides, this single passage would be navigable even in complete darkness.