"Alright, tell me what you feel."
Lydia closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Without opening her eyes, she pointed. "They hate me. All of them."
"How many?"
"I want to say twelve."
"Move on."
"Darguni is there."
"Why?"
"Because I feel him. When he is working, I can feel the energy off of him, but I can also feel this weird little spark, I guess he's thinking of me? Maybe."
"Continue."
"Bradly is there."
"Why?"
"When we were teenagers, he always felt sort of smothering. I knew he was there before he was there, even if I didn't know why. It's changed recently. More gradual."
"Keep going."
"Someone... someone likes me over there." She frowned. "Like Bradly used to be, kind of smothering."
"Can you find Grogek?"
"Umm, I think he's over there."
"Why?"
"Well, its back to normal, I guess normal is... light hearted? Does that make sense?"
"You're just another one of my children to him. Find Jordan."
"Jordan is there."
"Why?"
"Annoyance. He doesn't hate me, he doesn't love me. I just annoy the shit out of him, because I wasted his time in training."
"What did Grogek feel like when I made you train?"
"Like I was being beaten with bricks." Lydia dropped her arm and sighed. "I really am like you."
"That you are." She tapped her board. "I thought that the way to fix you was to teach you control through force. Realistically, we have to teach you control through energy. See, in my body, someone actively hating me is nothing. I don't absorb it; I can barely even feel it. With you, your past is so... shady, that it manifested into negativity."
"So, I don't have to fight any more?" Lydia rubbed her chest.
"You've already proven that your fighting ability is actually above par. Forcing you to fight is only fueling the negative absorption. These people openly thought that you didn't deserve to be in their ranks, and so their anger was channeled at you; feeding that part that snaps. We remove you from their line of fire, and they'll turn that anger into avoidance. Really, the best situation in this instance."
"I'll take it." Lydia muttered.
"How's it going?" Darguni put his arms on the platform.
"Fabulous." Lydia snorted. "I don't have to fight and that's good enough for me." She leaned down and kissed the top of his head.
He tugged her down to his mouth. "We need to figure out when I can finally marry you."
Lydia smacked her forehead. "I forgot to bug Ina."
"Take her some banana bread." Elunara grinned. "Though I doubt she'll require it."
"Fascinating."
Everyone looked up at Varian. "Hey, Sugarlove."
"So, after all said and done, Darguni is dating Lydia?" His eyebrow shot up.
"She's marrying me." Darguni grinned.
Varian's eyes were wide. "Really now? When?"
"Soonish?" Lydia shrugged. "I have to get Ina to help me plan."
"Well, I hope you do it in front of the Keep." Varian grinned. "I can't wait to see one of my wife's sons married off."
Lydia ran all the way to the healer's building. "Ina!"
"What's the emergency?"
Lydia dropped the box. "Please accept this banana bread as bribery for planning Darguni's and my wedding." She bowed.
Ina made a noise somewhere between a shriek and a gasp. "Oh, I thought this day would never come!" She gestured, and Lydia stooped down. Ina wrapped Lydia in a hug. "And you're the one to do it!" She wiped her face. "Ok, when and where?"