Immersion Playground
Book #3: Flight to Paradise
Chapter 12
Friday morning Mac slowly rises from a deep sleep. Sometime in the night Kate had rolled over and now they're in a loose spooning position with him tucked in close to her back. He takes a deep breath, supremely content. As he lies there, listening to her deep rhythmic breathing, he thinks about how he feels about her. He won't say he's in love with her, not yet, but he can tell he's beginning to fall for her, and he smiles. It has been a very long time since he's felt like this.
He'd been in love once, a long time ago, when he was still in the Army. So in love in fact that he and Sandra had been talking about forever. There'd been no proposal, but they both knew it was only a matter of time. He'd met Lieutenant Sandra Dewitt during a briefing for a mission. She served in signal intelligence and he'd been struck by her intellect, not to mention her good looks. She was no Kate Thompson, but she cut a striking figure in Army green.
Over the next year they'd become close, then lovers, then more than just lovers, their relationship growing until she took him home to meet her family. He was surprised to find out Sandra Dewitt is the youngest daughter of Major General Simon Dewitt. After that meeting, on the plane ride back home, Sandra was nearly giddy with excitement. It seemed that General Dewitt approved of him, a first for any man she'd brought home, and she was thrilled. He wasn't sure what he'd done to impress General Dewitt, but he was glad he had.
Then tragedy struck. The mission in Iran had gone to hell and he lost his leg and his best friend on the same mission. Sandra had come to see him every day in the hospital, but wallowing in self-pity and guilt, he'd lashed out at her, saying terrible things, accusing her of things he knew weren't true. Unwilling to accept her love, he knew it wasn't pity for him that kept her at his side, but he accused her of it just the same, and he'd driven her away. The day she left she looked at him with pity in her eyes for the first time. He watched her leave. She'd paused at the door, as if to give him a final chance to call her back, but he hadn't, feeling unworthy of love or happiness. When the doors to the medical ward closed behind her, he'd cried for the first time, his tears silently rolling down his cheeks.
General Dewitt paid him a visit not long after, and he was prepared for a thorough dressing down for the way he'd treated his daughter. The recrimination never came. General Dewitt talked to him like a father, alone, telling him that Sandra loved him, and would wait for him, but she wouldn't wait forever, and that he needed to make some decisions about his life and the type of man he wanted to be.
He listened to the General's words, but he couldn't get past the guilt he felt for Bull's death, and he hadn't called for her, his self-pity blinding him to what was important. It wasn't until Maria Toro, Bull's wife, came to visit him that he began to turn his life around.
He'd been sitting in his wheelchair, staring out of the window, when he heard her voice. As she walked slowly across the room to him, he couldn't stop the tears. Maria knelt in the floor beside him as they wept, Mac clinging desperately to her, begging her forgiveness for not saving Bull, forgiveness Maria steadfastly refused to give. She withheld her absolution, not to torment him, but to reinforce her statement that he wasn't to blame for Bull's death. She'd spoken to Nickel, Rod, and Goose, and they'd told her the story, how he'd stayed behind, had done everything anyone could ask to try to save Bull.
Maria's visit had started him on the road to emotional healing. He still suffered from deep guilt, but Maria's patient and gentle reassurances helped him heal. Finally, six months after driving Sandra away he called for her, deeply ashamed over his actions. She'd come, but it was too late. She'd met someone else, and while she still cared deeply for him, she wouldn't hurt the man she was with now. He'd pined after Sandra for a time but knew it was his own foolishness that had cost him the woman he loved.
He smiles, returning to the present. He can still remember the feelings he had for Sandra, and how he had closed off that part of himself, bottling up the hurt and frustration at knowing it was his own damn fault that he was hurt. That's also when he made himself the promise to never lash out at another person in anger again. He hadn't made the connection before, but there are lot of similarities between Kate and Sandra. Both are independent, strong, and self-confident women with a keen sense of humor, but where Sandra was more reserved and quiet, Kate is outgoing and boisterous. His smile turns slightly sad, he knows Sandra married a few years back, and he hoped she was happy. He hadn't been invited to the wedding, but he'd sent her a handwritten note wishing her well, a note she returned with a simple thank you and her wishes for the same for him. And maybe, now, he's found that happiness again.
The question he needs to answer about Kate is where are these feeling coming from? Is it simply infatuation and the fact that she can fuck him like no woman ever has, or is it something deeper and more meaningful? He doesn't know, but he's very much looking forward to finding out. He tucks himself in a little tighter to her, slithering his right arm under her so he can wrap her in his embrace.
Kate feels Mac moving as he snuggles in tight, his embrace pulling her to him. As she comes out of sleep, she doesn't move with the exception of a smile playing across her lips, enjoying his embrace, content to lie quietly in his arms. Yes, much more of this is required in the upcoming weeks. Tomorrow morning she and Mac will be flying back to his house where they'll spend the next three weeks.
She's looking forward to the time alone with him, giving her a chance to make some decisions about them and where the relationship is going. She can no longer deny the attraction she feels for him, the warmth and peace that seems to fill her when he's near, but is she ready for more than a purely physical relationship? And just as importantly, is he? She doesn't know, but hopefully by the end of the three weeks, she will.
He senses her waking up as she snuggles into his embrace. She doesn't speak and he doesn't either as they enjoyed the company of the other. They lay together, silent, for another thirty minutes, Mac gently caressing the swell of one of her breasts, each lost in their own thoughts, wondering what the other is thinking but unwilling to ask.
"Kate?"
"Hmmm..." she purrs, her eyes closed, enjoying the soft stroking of his hand.
"We need to get up."
"No, we don't," she replies with a snicker.
"Okay, I need to get up. I have to pee."
"And here I thought that hard-on was for me."
"Let me go pee, then we'll see. How about that?" he asks, kissing her on the shoulder.
"Mmmmm..." she murmurs. "Tempting. But I'm pretty happy just like this."
"Okay. Let me go pee, then I'll come back and hold you some more. How's that sound?"
She heaves a dramatic sigh. "I would say that sounds like a wonderful idea, but now that you have me thinking about it, I have to pee too."
"Me first!" he exclaims throwing the linens back and tumbling out of bed.
She squeals in excitement, throwing herself out of bed and racing him to the bathroom door. He may have had a head-start, but she's closer, just edging him out as she bolts through the door, laughing at him as he does an exaggerated pee-pee dance while she urinates. She gives him a long erotic kiss after she finishes, intent on adding to his discomfort, but Mac seems to have forgotten his need as he returns the kiss.
"I thought you had to pee?" she asks as the kiss dissolves.
"I do, but I needed that more," he says, stepping around her to the toilet.
They squeeze into Kate's small shower where he washes her, starting with her hair and working his way down, Kate shivering and twisting in delight as his soapy hands glide over her body, his washing of her so loving and erotic that she can feel her heart melting just a little bit more.
Stepping from the shower so he can finish, she dries herself then opens his hanging bag, removing his suit and looking it over, and trying to decide what she wants to wear to complement the dark grey. She knew instinctively that he'd be wearing a suit tonight, as this is a business dinner for him, and she wants to dress accordingly. She'd met the Chamfers once before, but she wants to make a good first impression with Mac.
They enjoy a light lunch before Mac apologizes, explaining he has some work he needs to do. Dana had pinged him during his shower, wanting to talk to him about signing a lease agreement on lab space in Texas. One nice thing about Dana, it doesn't matter where the facilities are located, as she can move as freely about the world using the net as he can between the rooms in his own house.
She hides her annoyance but then realizes it's stupid to feel jealous of his work and lets it go. If they're going to have a lasting relationship, she knows he has his career and she has hers. It can't be one long vacation. She can hear him talking to someone named Dana about rental agreements, lab space, and what equipment will be required. She wonders if Dana is a man or a woman, but then decides it doesn't matter. It's clear she has Mac, at least for the moment, and she refuses to get sucked into the role of suspicious and jealous girlfriend.
Conversation over, his attention returns to her. One thing she notices, when he's with her, not working in other words, he's
