Liza bit her finger. She was busy punching, pushing and probing around her console.
Drained. Emotionally uneven since months of searching brought them from one wall to the other. She was worried about them all. Liza felt it all, but most of it she had to be strong. For all of them. A noise behind her drew her back to reality. She was aware that one other person was feeling more than she was. Liza's mind was focusing on the apparition sitting behind her; while she was absentmindedly pushing random buttons.
Months of searching left her in a dazed state; she was no longer interested in what the universe had to offer. A tear slowly dripped down on her hands.
The once vibrant captain in search of the adventure was no more. In her place sat a new figure. Disheveled apparition as it watched on; from her captain seat, angrily looking at the pad in front of her. Waiting for the answer.
Repeated pleas to her superiors went on deaf ears. Some did not bother answering, while others did not want to do with any wild goose chases.
Sixteen billion boteans in their territory had more pressing issues to deal with.
Her message sent to Al'Jafar also went unanswered. Why? As if a giant hand was making everyone shy away from helping her in any way.
A single tear streaked across its cheek. She felt abandoned. However, she felt these feelings before, she quickly sat in her chair, stoic and unmoving,
There was a soft chime. Ericha moved her arm like it weighted a ton. Eventually the button, after numerous seconds, was pressed. With a quivering voice she started speaking.
"One for All requesting clearance t dock." She was on auto pilot and her voice came out without her even knowing it.
She was surprised when the face behind her held Pad showed unusual amount of contempt. At first she was annoyed then slowly swallowed her surprise as eventually the face spoke.
"One For All, stand by."
"We still haven't docked!" Ericha Rrang shouted.
Her stress was skyrocketing with each passing second and day and the pain that she felt increased exponentially with every failure.
The face on screen grinned. "And you will, when I say it. Not sooner."
"This is Captain Ericha Rrang of the ..." She barked over the open channel.
"And you will stay put as instructed." The sneering man interrupted abruptly ending the Vid call.
Too emotionally drained to argue or to put up a decent fight. Unaware that she was standing she sat back on her chair.
She held her head in the defeat, "Where is Lindsay?" she asked through her hands.
"She is resting." Liza answered her question while all four of her arms worked to gently control the ship.
An orchestra of movement. With every sway of her fingers and wrists, lights on her console would chime in acknowledgment.
Liza hated to see or hear Ericha in any form of emotional stress, "We will find him."
She said with finality. Liza pressed last of the buttons and turned her ergonomic chair, making contact with now weeping Ericha.
"WHEN?" Ericha screamed.
"WHEN ARE WE GOING TO FIND HIM? Huh? 6 fucking months." Her voice was shaking.
Tears were now streaming across her face. She blamed herself, and Lucian for leaving, getting abducted, being there in the first place. Not being careful.
Liza's head bent down. All four of her antennae fell as well, in defeat, frustration and contemplation. Seeing her lover in such state, being unable to offer any advice as to what to do or where to go, just to find their missing man.
On the other end Ericha was crushed emotionally by her verbal outburst.
Ericha stood and dragged her tired body over to where the helms console was, she wrapped her arms in a loving embrace around one of the people that meant more than her life. The apparition was now even more vivid in the ships light. Her white face showed how stressed and drained she truly was.
"My love. I am so sorry." Her sad voice conveyed her true emotions.
"We will find him, right?" Now the question was asked by Liza.
"Of course baby, we will, we need to be stronger."
Ericha had no way of knowing. Will they ever find him?
The crackle across the room startled both women as if they were doing something improper or immoral.
"One For All. This is Commander Zed. Your permission to dock has been granted." The vid call abruptly ended not waiting for their validation.
Another station waiting for them, for their probing. As they went for the searching of their lover and husband, they noticed that the most efficient way of doing things was to sell ore in hopes to get the precious fuel they so badly needed.
No matter what, every space station gave them specific set of items and ores they required to even dock. They obediently went along and had to trade in some of the ore that they mined for their precious fuel they needed to traverse many systems in search of Lucian.
When they understood what had happened, when they found that they were being followed by an unidentified ship. Finally getting through that first few weeks they were working on system after system around the place that Lucian disappeared. Visiting countless stations both good and incredibly evil. Variety of people that they met was astonishing.
All of them knew nothing about his whereabouts. But gave them plenty of wild goose chases.
They prepared their shipment of ore, and a special container of precious gems. They armed themselves every time they visited one of these outposts. To the teeth.
They also carried three duffle bags of their supplies that they used for trading.
In them were various more rare and exotic gems, which they managed to obtain from mining ores. They encountered them as they dug through several asteroid belts in a remote system. All of them were very lucky as they managed to maintain a tight hold on their secret stash of the treasure vein.
Ericha and Liza were going in without their backup. This time they were going in alone. The rest of the crew, minus Lindsay, were sent to another station with a similar assortment of goods. No matter what they, will find an answer.
As they prepared their haul, Ericha leaned and gently took Liza's lips. The kiss was long. Both parties were out of breath after they parted.
"Thank you. I needed that." Liza whispered.
She gently lowered her head and stared with a sad expression to her now blank wrist. Once there was a beautiful tattoo that showed the depths of ones love, now was empty and wilting. Absentmindedly she dragged her finger over the once vivid henna tattoo. Now only vivid memories remain of it.
The first few weeks, when it started fading she was confused and scared. Ericha needed all the help in the universe to prove her wrong, that Lucian was not dead. But waiting for them.
She took a long drawn breath and focused her thoughts on the mission in hand. Fishing for information. As they visited these remote and alien stations they met old and new species, some wanted to know them, others wanted to rape them. Some needed little convincing to let the matter go, but others needed more permanent methods of dissuasion.
Gently wiping her hand over her MK 22. Special issue tactical disposal handgun. Small enough not to seem too dangerous, but enough to dispose of most dangers out there.
