All honor to saddletramp1956 (if you like this story). If you don't, I apologize and the blame is mine. It is a sequel to saddletramp1956's "Fallout 09" story. I suggest you read it for context. He has graciously allowed this sequel. I liked the story, as bleak as it was, just like I like all the Tramp's stories. But we all know the Bear loves happy endings, and this just didn't cut it. Plus, as much as she may (or may not) have deserved it, I don't think Katie West got a fair shake. So the Bear will endeavor to fix this small oversight. I hope you like it. It is posted in "Sci-Fi + Fantasy". You'll see why.
Please, as always, enjoy.
Katie West moaned slightly, shuddered, and slowly opened her eyes. For a brief instance, she thought she detected a taste of dust, or dirt, in her mouth. Then her mouth and breath cleared and she felt alive and clean. She sat up from the prone position she had been in and looked around.
'It's so beautiful here! Clean, and bright, the air smells so fresh. Where am I?'
The sky was a cerulean blue hue, with high puffy clouds, being blown sedately alone by a cool breeze. The temperature felt like a comfortable 74 degrees, and the sun was gently caressing her arms and legs. She examined herself. Her skin was smooth and soft, vibrant almost, like it had felt when she was in her twenties. Her eyes were clear and focused, taking in the beautiful landscape around her. She was wearing a clean, off-white sheath that went from her shoulders to about mid-calf. She felt almost like a child again. She knew she was not her 38-year-old self.
"But where am I? I don't recall coming here from home. And how long have I been here? And where are my family- Tom and Jim, our son??"
She was startled out of her revelry by a soft female voice from her left. She turned and saw a middle-aged Woman, dressed in a blue gown with a powder blue shawl. She was 'crowned' with a gold halo-like crown, which was interlaced with a plethora of springtime flowers. She had a kind face, slightly worn and wrinkled, showing a beatific smile like a kindly aunt, or a young grandmother.
"You are in eternity, my child. Heaven, if you prefer. You have had a fairly long and full life, but the last few months were not good. You have been dead for five mortal years, to serve some of your penance in a purgatory of fitting conditions. You were not totally guilty of your sins, but you were complicit in the commission of them. When judging you, mercy was shown, but the evil you delivered and the pain you caused on your family had to be addressed. Your husband, your son, and your parents all were aghast at your actions, and shocked and pained by your death. Your husband prayed every day for your soul and has not remarried, or expressed interest in another woman since you passed. Nor is he likely to. Your behavior crushed him and he lost all trust in females.
"Your son graduated with honors from the American Military Academy at West Point. He is a fine, outstanding young man, a credit to you and your husband. He is married, to a doctor. They are very happy and are living in Germany where he is stationed with NATO. Your husband never told him the exact nature of your passing, so he has no knowledge of your actions. He thinks you died in an auto accident."
By this time, Katie was devastated. The gracious Lady came and knelt next to her. She wrapped her in her shawl and rubbed her shoulders.
"It is past, my child. You were naive and seduced, but rather gullible. And you had ample opportunity to stop it. But you were led along and corrupted by some very despicable individuals. Which brings us to the present time."
The kindly woman rose and took Katie's hand, assisting her to stand. She rose gracefully without the remembered slight aches and pains of her past life. The minor bothers of growing older. They turned and walked along a smooth, almost loamy path toward a grove of trees. Fruit trees, rose bushes, and flower trees, are dense, but not overbearing. Along the way, numerous ornate stone benches were situated, each seeming to be cached in a vignette of flower bushes, burbling brooks, pools, or placid hillside clearings. After a brief stroll, the Lady led her to one bench and they sat.
Katie was much calmer now, more relaxed, and at peace.
"I seem to remember a large park, and it was nighttime. I was groggy and not feeling well at all. There were two, or three men with me, and then they were pushing me into a pit .....OH, MY GOD, They were burying me! I was being covered in dirt!! I was choking!!! Then it got black. .... I REMEMBER NOW!!" She started to sob and heave.
The older Woman looked at her. This was part of her penance. At the time of her death, she was so out of it, that she remembered nothing of the last two to three weeks of her life, or very little of the several months leading up to it. Finally, the Lady reached for her and enfolded her in an embrace.
'That's enough. She will remember everything soon enough. And she will have to live or exist with it, for all eternity. But she has paid enough.' She soothed her crying form and turned her face to look at her.
"You see what happened to you, some of what you did, what you allowed to happen, and what was done to you. This is more of your penance. You will remember and relive the rest over time, but over time it will fade and you will have peace. You will have the chance to come to terms with your actions and know that, eventually, you will be allowed to reconcile with your loved ones. But it will not be for a while. And you will see what they went through, what it did to them, and what your actions cost you. It will not be pleasant."
The Lady looked deep into her soul.
"It is necessary. But I believe you can overcome all these things, and find peace. It is your decision."
"MY DECISION?? I THOUGHT I WAS DEAD. WHY AM I STILL BEING PUNISHED??"
She was losing it.
The Lady nodded. She knew this was coming. When they woke up here and realized where they were, most souls expected butterflies, rainbows, beautiful weather, and peace and solitude for the rest of eternity. But it wasn't like that. It was a journey, one that would continue forever. Eventually, maybe, she would come to terms with her grief. Or maybe not. It would get better, more focused, and distant. But it would probably always be there, as part of her psyche. The Lady focused on Katie.
'But she is a strong woman. Easily led sometimes, but she would continue to heal. It would be long, though.'
Katie was lost in thought.
"What of Tom? .... And Jim?? You said they were getting on with their lives. How are they??"
The time had come. The Lady inhaled, then sighed.
"Would you like to see?"
"YES! YES, PLEASE! May I??"
The Lady nodded and gestured to nothing in particular. A shimmering light grew in front of them, and a scene opened up.
Tom was putting down a cup of coffee on the kitchen counter, and picking up up his keys. He glanced at the wall clock, sighed, and headed out the door to the garage. Getting into his car, he hit the button to open the garage door and simultaneously started the engine. The Ford Explorer came to life, and a moment later he started backing out.