[Note: This is not a "sexy story". It is a mix of WW II "The Great Escape" and Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn's "The Gulag Achipelago"... set in outer space)
Chapter 18: Getting Justice on August
Took:
After three, grueling years as a prisoner, It took me several weeks to get readjusted to the life of a free man. Physically, I was suffering from borderline starvation and exhaustion.. But psychologically, the adjustment was much greater. When you lock up a man for years and suddenly make him free, it takes him time to readjust. For example, the first two weeks I couldn't sleep on a normal bed; I had to sleep on the floor, which was hard like my shelf.
I also couldn't return to eating regular meals all at once; my stomach couldn't handle it. But the flavors! To taste the flavors of different foods again was incredible! I had had different foods from time to time during my escapes, but this was different by an order of magnitude. Eating was no longer just a chore, but a pleasure, once again.
But the worst aftereffect was the nightmares, of punishment, torture, and fear of execution. I would constantly dream of being chased by the Redcaps. Sometimes in my dreams I would be caught, and sometimes I would escape, but always I would wake up in a cold sweat. I still had those nightmares even years later, but it was the worst the first few months afterwards. Part of me just couldn't believe I was finally free.
Croft came to visit me in the hospital.
"How do you do it?" I asked.
Croft looked at me quizzically.
"You're in a job where you're constantly being chased, with the fear of capture or execution. How do you do it?"
Croft paused, and then looked at me. "How do
you
do it?"
"Do what?"
"Fly into battle every day with the fear of being shot down."
"Oh," I thought reflexively. "Well, I'm very good at what I do, and because I control my own fate, I don't think it will happen to me."
I looked up at Croft, who only looked back at me with a slight smile.
When I got out of the hospital, I was given some time off. Since the war was over, there wasn't exactly any burning need for fighter pilots. But I received a personal message from a military official, issuing an open invitation for a visit. Only a week later, I took it.
And so I found myself shuddering a little with nostalgia as my shuttle landed on the Command Carrier
Glory
. The
Glory
still had some marks of battle--there was a new scar along the left side of the ship, and a puncture hole along the topside, which was slowly being patched by a repair team, and this was months later, long after the war had ended. I wondered what the
Glory
had looked like right at the war's end.
I made my way to the bridge, only to be greeted with surprised looks and greetings from the bridge crew. They had been told I was alive but obviously didn't expect to see me, all except the new Captain who merely pointed to the War Admiral's office and said, "He's waiting."
When I entered the Battle (now War) Admiral's office, he looked exactly as he had the last time I had seen him, three years ago.
"Iday," he said, standing up and actually shaking my hand. He gave me a firm looking over before releasing me, as if he were scanning me, to see if he could detect any residual signs of my ordeal. "Welcome home," said the War Admiral, gesturing for me to take a seat, which I did.
We exchanged pleasantries for a few minutes, and then, as was only natural, we talked about my fateful mission.
"So it was a double feint the entire time," I said.
The War Admiral nodded. I had figured this out some time ago, but to finally get it confirmed from him meant something.
"Did you..."
"Mean for you to be captured, and give the Slurians false information? Absolutely not," said the War Admiral, already knowing what I had intended to ask. "I assure you, Iday, that was never part of the plan. It was a risky mission, but your ship's presence, not your individual capture, was meant to convince the Slurians that we were attempting to feint and attack elsewhere. Naturally you weren't told our real objective in case you were captured, but our plan didn't rely on you getting captured and releasing false information."
I believed him. The War Admiral had never lied to me. "So when I was quickly bundled off of Volvograd-"
"That was because we were about to take Volvograd," said the War Admiral, looking amused. "I saw your debrief. Right about the time they told you the
Glory
was 'burning in space', our task force was closing on the planet. If we had only been a few hours sooner-"
"Don't blame yourself," I said.
"But I do," said the War Admiral. He looked away for a moment. "At first we heard that you were in a civilian labor camp. When you were reported dead, and nobody was repatriated, we should have investigated further. You were in that prisoner of war camp for nearly a year after the war ended."
"And so was your nephew," I said evenly.
"Yes," said the War Admiral grimly. "We had been told that he died too, along with everyone else who was put in that camp. They intended to keep the prisoners forever." He paused. "The problem is that we stopped the war too early. We accepted their offer of a truce, which turned into a permanent armistice, rather than pushing for their surrender."
"Pushing for their surrender would have resulted in more lives being lost."
"True," said the War Admiral. "But in the long run it would have saved lives. The Slurian Union, which now has launched two major wars against us, still exists. The same government is there, and once it rearms, I have no doubt it will launch a third war against us. And since they didn't surrender, we have no way of knowing how many other prisoners they are still keeping."
"But at least we can do something for the prisoners on Altera," I said. I saw the War Admiral's expression fall. "Right?"
The War Admiral said, "Our Interstellar Affairs Department has been 'looking into it'."
"What does that mean?"
"For the past few weeks they've been making discrete inquiries. But the Slurians still deny the camp exists."
"Discrete inquiries? We should go in there in force-"
"Which will almost certainly restart the war," said the War Admiral. "We have to approach this most carefully."
There was a buzz, and the War Admiral pressed a button. "Yes?" And then. "Send him in."
A familiar face walked in. The super spy himself
"Croft! I thought you'd be back at work by now," I said.
"I would have been, but the War Admiral politely made a request to the Column that I make myself available," Croft said. "My Chief was overjoyed to comply."
The War Admiral smiled. As a certifiable war hero, he had a disproportionate amount of influence, even more than a typical Admiral. Or even a typical War Admiral, if there was such a thing.
"I want the two of you to go to the Interstellar Affairs Department and meet with the deputy secretary in charge of Slurian affairs," said the War Admiral. "Find out what's going on and report back to me." The War Admiral gave Croft a knowing look, as if more was involved than I had been told.
"Us, sir?" I asked.