AN: This chapter is a bit heavy on plot and exposition, though there is some sex at the end.
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Lee looked at the game for a second, then looked away. It was the third time he'd done so this night, and the eighth or ninth time this week.
"It doesn't make any sense," he said to himself, heedless of the common wisdom about people who talked to themselves. "It's not the kind of game I'm interested in. It's just a distraction. It's just fifteen dollars -- come on, Lee, even you can spare fifteen dollars. Just put it in a bag, take it out to the rubbish bin, and -- "
Then Lee looked at the game again, groaning at his lack of control.
The young student rested his elbows on the table while burying his face in his hands. He tried to distract himself by thinking of all the other things that he should be doing instead...
...only to fail when he realised that, simply, there was nothing else he should be doing instead. He'd already completed all his assignments for the semester. He'd already examined his budget for the week, twice, and doing it a third time would just be pointless stress. And he had no social life to speak of, so it wasn't like he could hang out with his friends... or whatever it was that people with friends did.
Once more, Lee looked at the game. This time, he picked it up with one hand. The thought of throwing it out and no longer having to deal with the distraction occurred to him again, but he suppressed it. Better to just play for an hour or so, let it all out of his system.
And so Lee inserted the CD into his computer again, something he hadn't done for ten days. The morning after he'd played the game for the first time, he felt traces of shame and guilt. It wasn't like anyone would ever know of it, it wasn't like it was a crime, but he still felt a resistance towards continuing the game.
Until tonight, when curiosity had finally succeeded in conquering reluctance.
The title screen appeared, with the same succubus as before. But as soon as she appeared, Lee got the feeling that something had changed from before. He leaned in for a closer look.
The succubus had white skin, red eyes and waist-length purple hair -- all details that Lee had previously skimmed over out of disinterest. But although she gave off an impression of clear inhumanity, there was also an undercurrent of... of life. Her skin wasn't the colour of a marble statue, cold and unyielding, but the soft white of flower petals. Her eyes weren't the violent and bloody red usually associated with dark-aligned characters in fiction, but a vibrant, passionate red that filled people with warmth. And her hair was a shade of deep purple that -- well, Lee could only think of it as the kind that inspired the term "royal purple".
But all of this paled in comparison to the aspect that had drawn Lee's attention: her smile. The succubus' full lips were curved into a smile that gave the clear impression she was congratulating someone on a job well done. Lee hadn't paid much attention to the screen the first time, but he was certain that he would never have missed this before.
Lee eventually came to the conclusion that the title screen probably changed as you progressed through the game. It was a neat little trick, although he wondered what would happen if he had multiple saves with varying levels of progress. He decided to not bother worrying about it and loaded his previous save.
The screen changed to a scene of a dark forest. It shook repeatedly and there were also the sounds of rapid footsteps and panting, suggesting that Lee's avatar was running through the forest. This continued for some time.
Then the shaking stopped and game Lee appeared on the screen, leaning against a tree in clear exhaustion. Words began to appear on the screen.
Why did I do that? Why? A perfect opportunity to kill a monster, to rid the world of at least one of them. Why would I throw away something like that?
Was it because she looked so much like a person? Or... did I get tainted by laying with her, causing my heart to reject the idea of killing her?
But there wasn't time for game Lee to dwell on these thoughts. There was a low growl, one that chilled real Lee to the bone.
A massive bear appeared on the screen. Judging from its size relative to the surrounding trees, it was at least as big as a real life polar bear. Its mighty jaws were easily large enough for it to swallow a man's head whole. Instead of thick fur, it was covered in bony scales resembling those of a crocodilian.
Game Lee almost collapsed at the sight, his heart consumed by terror.
A series of images, transparent and overlaying the image of the bear, flashed across the screen. Blood pouring from horrific wounds, limbs being torn off, bodies snapping from powerful blows. Real Lee blinked -- he definitely had not expected something like this.
The screen changed back to the dark forest and began shaking again, with the audio now clearly reflecting game Lee's desperation as he fled from the scale bear. The line "It can't be -- " was repeated all the way down the screen.
But soon, the inevitable result of running at full speed through a dark forest occurred. There was a sudden shake of the screen, and real Lee was now faced with the sight of his avatar sprawled on the ground, having tripped over a branch or tree root, while the scale bear approached menacingly.
Of course, it wasn't the end for game Lee. Something that was as long and thick as a tree trunk suddenly wrapped around the bear's neck. The sounds of a struggle echoed for several seconds, after which was a loud
crack
. The screen changed again, showing the bear fallen to the ground... and in front of it, the silhouette of someone who was only humanoid from the waist up.
I was... saved? No... that can't be it... this must all just be...