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A Whisper Among Gods
"There will be no words that I can offer in solace, I will not lie to you or hide the truth, however your questions will have to wait. There is movement that will be building within a city known as Pamor and I need my friend there to see it is kept polite. Along the way you should look for a blonde half-elven woman with a brownish stripe in her hair, she will be a close ally in our work.
Of course, you are free to do as you see fit.
I hope to see you there!"
-Unknown (Attributed to Isira)
"Letters From the Gods, Volume 984"
~Leslie~
There was a time that Leslie had thought of isolation as a spectator's sport; something she could participate in while still being within reach of the Little Kettle Inn. It was a time when she could sit by the window and listen to people walking by while she stewed in her own quiet oblivion. In her blind oblivion she could feel the thrum of the village's life passing her by one day at a time. She was cut off from the sighted world, isolated by anger and darkness, yet she could still feel like part of the human race.
In the mountains several hundred leagues from her village, however, there were no voices, no footsteps, no secret rendezvous beside her house. Only wind. Gusts whistled and lapped at the rocks like a candle's flame-- Leslie could
feel
the natural magic moving the unforgiving stone, welling up in the valleys and gliding around the peaks effortlessly. It was a song meant for those who left the comfort of their homes. Even if Isira hadn't given her new eyes to see with, just
being
was an act of rebellion against her life.
However, like the vibrant green and purple flowers that she had come to call 'piss weed' for their particular smell and tendency to spread into every cracked rockface she came across, her mind often drifted into those quiet moments in the dark, back to the uncertainty, the fear, the boredom. Fortunately for her, the thought of her hands getting torn up by the clingy little flower had made her dress morph a set of gloves to match the boots it clad her in. She wasn't an especially strong person, a little on the short side and far enough into her forties that coming out here would have been suicide without some kind of divine help. Paladin or no, coming out here had been a calculated risk.
Some would say she was terrible with math. She'd have agreed with them.
The relic she wore protected her from every jagged edge, every scrape and every near accident she'd had since leaving Hector's two weeks ago. It also helped that- either by her connection with the divine or the dress itself that sleep, hunger and thirst weren't things she needed to worry about. She'd plowed through the rations Hector had given her in the first couple days just
trying
to feel something.
But it never came. No hunger pangs, no exhaustion, no thirst. Just a warm contentment in the pit of her stomach that always followed her. Even when she tried to force the issue, her body refused to cooperate. It was a divine joke, but it was something Hector had insisted was unique. To him, her very existence defied the typical rules of paladinhood-- it was part of how she'd convinced him to tell her where Isira's nearest temple had been.
"Convinced" was a bit of a strong word. A solid week of begging and prodding was coercion of a sort, but it had gotten her there in the end. She'd take it where she could get it; it didn't fit to be a weak paladin if this was truly what she was meant for.
Leslie dug her fingers into the crack of the mountain, feeling around inside it until she got the grip she was looking for whereupon she loosened the tight bonds of the rock's structure to make a better hand and foot hold. The work was as tedious as it had been the first time, but with practice she'd become faster at it and the slate gave like clay. Once she was suitably anchored she moved herself up a few feet, kicked her foot into the old slot and repeated the process. Again and again, one foot in front of the other up the sheer face of what would have been her doom in any other situation.
It wasn't the tallest peak in the land, perhaps twice as high as the last one she'd climbed over, but upon reaching the top she was immediately struck by two realizations: the first being what utter beauty could be rendered in desolation and the second that she might, in fact, have been dropped on her head as a child.
The ruins of a cathedral sat proudly against the reds of the early afternoon sun, carved out of stone, molded around a central hall who's skeletal fingers now reached for an indifferent sky, offering prayers to a god or goddess who no longer watched over it. Wild flowers grew in the shattered remains of the once proud structure while swaths of sunlight poured in through the broken ceiling and missing windows. Down just off to the left side was a well worn dirt path that lead directly down the side of the mountain to the valley below. She could've walked the entire gods damned way up here if she wanted.
Leslie stared at the trail, her bright silver gaze roaming the land while volumes of curse words strung themselves together in her mind. She almost uttered them all, just to hear a voice, but she had other things to do here.
She turned back to the cathedral and perched herself in the shadow of its skeleton, slipping out of her knapsack and digging out the map. This was where it was supposed to be, almost exactly two leagues from Hector's hamlet. This was it.
This
was the temple of Isira?
Leslie eased herself back from the building and paced a circuit around it, frowning. There were mountains directly connected to the plateau sweeping out in a wide and remarkably smooth Y through which light was allowed to pour into the circular hole where a window had once punctuated the temple's rear wall.
Leslie put conscious effort into reshaping her dress into something more practical, freeing up her fingers so she could trace the stone. There was something there- a kiss of long forgotten divine energy mixed in with the rock's structure. Maybe not all that surprising, the cathedral looked as though it'd been shaped out of rock rather than built. . .
"Shit," she said quietly as she braced her hands on the lip of the missing window. She hung her head between her shoulders, undid the thong holding her chestnut mane in check and ruffled it out. Gods she was grimy with sweat and dirt, she needed a bath-- and maybe a hug.
All this way for nothing.
No answers, no revelations. Not even someone to tell her how stupid she'd been. Leslie jerked back and looked to the sky. She was going to be days behind getting to Pamor, too. Isira was tolerant and forgiving, but She hadn't seen Leslie deliberately defy what she was told to do yet. Leslie had made a mistake. A big gods damned gamble and it hadn't paid off. "I'm sorry!" She shouted to the heavens for all the good it would do. "I had to know I wasn't the only one and you've been pretty tight lipped about the whole thing!"
No response came, the air roiled around her and the older paladin stood in the wake of that silence, keenly aware that she was probably only going to make things worse for herself if she kept spouting off nonsense.
At least she could walk down; small mercies and all.
She fished the last cookie out of her bag, rolling it over in her fingers. It was supposed to be the victory meal, the thing she was saving for when she got to the temple. There really wasn't much point now, though. "I climbed mount stupid and all I got was this lousy cookie." She muttered and bit into it.
A pain lanced through her jaw as her teeth tried to crunch into the rock hard treat. "Ow you sonofabitch!" In a fit she threw it into the temple where it rolled through the daisies to sit under a pinpoint of light. It promptly vanished in a burst of fire leaving a little disk shaped splotch of burnt plant matter in its wake. "Oh!"
But it wasn't just fire and destruction: the entire
bed
of the cathedral's central chamber sparked to divine life. It was tight, hot and with her extra senses Leslie could feel the intricate patterns of of energy coursing through the building as sure as her own blood through her rapidly beating heart. It wasn't like the magic sealing ward that she'd seen at the sphinx's casino, this was an active defense mechanism of some kind.
And it was tuned- designed from the ground up- for her. Isira's particular brand of vanilla and lilac flavored magic sang through the entire affair. It was the first time she'd seen such a ward, but it was obvious there was no danger to her if she was to do something foolish like touch it.
Of course, she wasn't stupid enough to just throw herself into a metaphorical bear trap. Hector had warned her about assumptions where the gods were concerned, she'd even spent a good week building up her plan to test them. Leslie dumped her knapsack out, spilling what few worldly possessions she had into a pile at her feet.
Not that she had had much when she was back in Laleah, but seeing the book she'd been given piled up next to the map, a bundle of rope and empty water skin really drove the nail home. She should have felt vaguely sad about that, she imagined, but she didn't. For some reason that sense of loss and forlorn hope didn't creep up as she knew it should have. She could- and probably should- have taken some of David's ashes, just to be close to him, but. . .