Interlude 1 – The Touch of Divinity
"Imagine a world without divinity. Can you? Can you honestly look yourself in the eye and say that humanity is ready or even
capable
of taming the world without divine help? How long have they been waring amongst themselves for a slice of hellish landscape that can't even decide whether or not its solid at any given time? They cannot claim sovereignty over the world, they don't know what the world beyond the so-called God's Realm even looks like, how can they say they have it 'figured out'?
With that image in your mind, I ask you now: what if there was no choice?
You will not like what you read in these pages, but you will understand them to be true given time."
-Sien
"The Truth You Wish to Know: Memoirs of a Sphinx"
~The Cherub~
Yamma was beginning to loathe arguing with her charge. Moreso than any other activity, the grating and unnecessary trill of Amaranth's voice when she was crying or screaming pulled some primal fiber in Yamma's physical body. When she wasn't physical, she lingered out of sight and quietly resented the new cleric's variety of ways she embarrassed both herself and her goddess– however the variety and creativity with which the mortal cursed without actually using profane language was rather amusing in some twisted way.
It would have been a silver lining if not for the fact that every time Amaranth started building up some kind of amiability, she immediately threw it out by asking ridiculous and unnecessary questions about the dead. Or, worse still, wasting time that she should have been using to escape the forest and get back to her home city of Beson and start gathering men at arms to her banner.
But not like this. She was a wreck; splattered with dried blood, caked on mud and layer upon layer of exhaustion. She needed a bath and yet bathing in this living forest of werewolves and other horrors was a guaranteed death sentence, so Yamma did the only thing she could do: she needled Amaranth down the correct path towards the city, she pushed and pushed and when the mortal got tired, she protected her while she slept.
If
any
of the Collective knew what she was doing with her charge, she would've been reabsorbed and a new Cherub assigned to the half-elf, yet she still found it in her to do these things, she even helped her mortal charge hunt when it was apparent the activity was too hard for the city-going elf blood. It was because of Isira, because a goddess had made her curious, had
infected
her with the notion that there was more for Amaranth than sitting in some dingy temple getting fat and bored.
Isira had sparked something in the young Cherub, something fundamental to her function and then She'd used it against the Holy Elisandra in such a simple yet masterfully executed way that, if Yamma really thought about it, made all the sense in the world: Amaranth's skills and her character were needed for something more pressing. She was needed to prosecute some higher function on the behalf of the gods, even if that was marginally counter to what the Holy Elisandra (or the Collective) had wished for her.
She couldn't tell Amaranth this, of course, she'd have been even more confused and fearful. . . .yet something in the Cherub stirred with pride: she was helping a god directly, she was helping Isira sharpen the pedals of Her lotus and in so doing she was executing her own goddess's will.
The Holy Elisandra was
the
goddess of guidance and tutelage, that a lowly Cherub could teach another goddess of the ways of war and conflict- of protecting ones own interests directly or indirectly was a gift and a primal honor that had been bestowed exclusively on Yamma. Yes, it was uncommon, but it was a layered and beautiful exchange. Yamma wasn't just happy to participate, she was
proud
of it.
In time Amaranth would understand, as would the rest of the Collective, that these steps were necessary– it wasn't just the temptation of Isira's whiles but the divinely inspired purpose that she was born to serve. Yamma had already confirmed this well before Amaranth finally made her way to the main road out of the forest. She was stumbling, dragging her bloodied and battered form along the dirt road, muttering a litany of meaningless words between tears like some forlorn entreaty that her soul would be spared or something.
Truthfully, Yamma had stopped listening to her drivel some days ago except when it became necessary to interact with her charge. She had to, the lethargy of mortal speech had a particular kind of drain on her attention and willpower and while she didn't exactly relish the idea of shunning the bloodied woman, she likewise needed time to think. To plan. To exercise skills she only knew existed
because
of her link with the half-elf woman. Cherubs were supposed to be semi-autonomous and bound by their purpose to obey the Collective and their god in that order, yet somehow Yamma had allowed Isira to convince her to try new things.
And it was wonderful.
Her curiosity endangered her position, but it wasn't just
hers
. It was Amaranth's and Isira's
and
hers that gave her the courage to try these things and to act on her new instinctual leanings. It was a freedom she was still testing the boundaries of, but was quickly becoming enamored with– it irritated her that she couldn't share her insights with anyone but even as they came she was beginning to understand the appeal of mortality. Or at the very least, the novelty of it.
Amaranth lead them for a league until she felt safe enough to prop herself against a rock to rest. She'd stopped crying, but the weakness and unwillingness to get on with things still puzzled Yamma. The paladin-turned-cleric quietly undid her dented cuirass and tossed all her now worthless armor into a heap. She scrubbed her face tiredly and looked around as though she might see something in the undulating shadows that criss crossed the trees. The sun was crawling over the horizon into what promised to be a balmy day.
Yamma transitioned into the physical smoothly taking a step along the road several feet from the tired looking woman. They stared at one another until Amaranth blinked and looked away. Her voice was as soft as the wind and nearly as fleeting. "I have to tell the council. . ." There was a deep resignation in her voice that unsettled Yamma a bit.
"That is the idea, yes. But after that obligation is fulfilled, we need to look for people; those who fight and those who will not be afraid of what's to come." She straightened out her gloves, righted her suit and once more re-accustomed herself to being in a material form.