Trysten sighed and watched the Koi fish swim around his bare feet as they hung over the edge, submerged in the cool water up to his ankles. He shouldn't have been so hard on the boy. Gods knew he had the right to feel the way he did. He shook his head and sighed. Those were his own people who were slaughtered like animals, and Trysten called it
trivial
. Whether he meant it or not, Jahren had every right to call him heartless. Just a week ago, Trysten would have reacted in a similar fashion when prompted with such disturbing news... But in the last eight days, he had seen so much pain and despair on both sides of the war that he wasn't honestly sure who's side he should take in the struggle.
The Dominion was a corrupted slum of violent, temperamental people. But he knew those people, he knew their families, their children... And most of all, he knew their hearts. There were still many good people living under the Dominions rule, and he did not want to see anything happen to them. The Naugu were reclusive and nearly impossible to track, which lead him to believe Ohna was far more powerful than the mystics in Mire would have him believe. He wondered idly just how much of the Brotherhoods scheming were even their own ideas. As much as he resented them and what they were doing, he had to consider the possibility that they were being manipulated by a stronger influence.
For what purpose he wasn't entirely certain.
He had also spent many hours spying on the people of Eagle Falls, experiencing the daily life in the city of Phoenix, and he wanted nothing more than to give that freedom and happiness to his own people. But both sides were blood thirsty for each other, and it would be nearly impossible to find a resolution without bloodshed. He had no idea what was the best path to take, or what decision would minimize the losses. Nor did he know how to reach either side and make them listen. The Dominion was lost to him entirely but for his sister and a few of his old friends, and that
still
was not enough to gain any kind of support from the people. The Kaharin were immensely suspicious of the Kyaga, and many on the council would struggle trusting him, even if they gave him the chance to voice his opinions.
So far, his best option was to utilize Nora's escape, and let her fall into the hands of the Republic. The concept was a risky one, and all of his protective instincts screamed against the idea... But he would have to push his personal feelings aside for the sake of Aeradil, even for his sister. His fear for Nora was strong enough to destroy what rational thinking he had left, but from what he saw of Farias he felt he could trust the man to take care of her. If not for him, Trysten doubted he could push himself to allow such a thing to happen to her.
Allowing Nora to be integrated into the Republics culture would give the Kaharin a chance to learn more about the Kyaga. They had already come to trust Jahren, and so he hoped that over a period of time they could see and adore Nora the way he did. However, with Nora's attitude, he doubted it would be easy for anyone to look past her seething anger and irrational prejudice. Trysten hoped that Farias would have the ability to mend those flaws, and he felt that his gentle infatuation with her might act as a balm for her abrasive nature. After seeing Serenad's treatment of her, he knew without a doubt that Farias would be a better suited companion for her. The young Tourik was willful and stubborn, but he had a tender heart and a compulsive vitality that would mesh well with Nora's fiery personality. Farias handled Jahren's temper quite well from what he had seen, and he felt that in time he could act as Trysten had to quell Nora and help her to acclimate to her new life in Phoenix.
Still attached to the world, brother?
His blood ran cold as the deep voice attacked his senses. No, how could they have discovered his plans? He had been so careful!
Okuo may be able to disguise where you have gone, but you cannot hide from us.
"You shouldn't keep me here. The world needs me,"
The World has been this way long before you were ever a part of it, and it will continue on in turmoil long after you are gone. No amount of valor or good intentions will change that.
"I have to try,"
You will not leave this place again. You are far too dangerous a pawn to be left to your own devices.
"A pawn? I thought I was your brother?"
To the rest of this world, a pawn is all you are. You belong here.
"I belong where I choose to belong!"
Trysten pulled at his hair as he struggled to push the voice out of his head. He did not have the strength to fight them, but he would try anyway. It was a futile effort, he knew, but if he could just manage to contact Okuo again... His departure was recent, and the traces of his mind should be easy to follow. He reached out desperately into the void, praying that something,
anything
would reach back and pull him out of this nightmare.
It felt like he was falling down an endless pit, so deep that light could not touch it and bottoming out somewhere too far away for him to comprehend. There was no sense of gravity, no sense of reality in which to ground himself at all. His body was weightless and every attempt to focus a thought simply shattered and slipped between his fingertips at every passing moment. He could hold onto nothing. He could see nothing, hear nothing, feel nothing.
He was nothing.
I am so sorry.
There was a soft light, barely recognizable to his weakened senses. He was so exhausted, so... non-existent somehow. Nothing made sense, and the light itself was frightening. It was chaotic in nature, an unknown factor in the scheme of things. It didn't fit with the picture that was being painted for him. Why was it there? Where did it come from? Trysten could not explain it. A hand reached out from the center of the light, devoid of color... As if the hand
was
the light, solidified. He wanted to run from it, but when it wrapped around his wrist, a calm washed over him. And with calm came reason. This was the rescue he had been hoping for.
This is all my fault.
"No. Do not blame yourself. The risk was necessary."
Trysten found himself standing in the same Garden he was brought to the first time he met Okuo. The elder mystic sat on a bench near the lake, and it seemed to have been made from the plants growing around it, as if the bushes and flowers were guided to grow into the very bench itself.
"Its a beautiful design, isn't it? Our council treasurer is Gaidec. He grew this garden himself,"
"A piece of home to have with him in phoenix, I assume?"
"Jhelati is similar to Mire in the fact that once you leave, you are cast out forever,"
"That's very sad,"
"Yes, it is. Although," Okuo patted the seat next to him, and turned to look out at the shimmering lake, "unlike the Maeleq, Jhelati does not forbid its people from leaving. They are allowed a choice,"