All characters, that engage in sexual acts are over the age of 21!
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This chapter is relatively slow paced, so if you are looking for spice, scroll to the end of the chapter :) I hope you still enjoy!
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TW: Description of injury - proceed at your own caution
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"You haven't eaten anything," Lex stated, when he walked into my room. I had showered and dressed in a green gown, courtesy of the maids, before I sat on the bed and picked up a book.
"I didn't feel like eating," I said and he crossed his arms.
"So you will just starve?"
"Does it make a difference?" I asked and he glared at me.
"Yes it does. Do you want me to tie you up and force the food down your throat again?" he said, his voice dangerously low, as he came closer. He had changed, too and was now wearing a white button down shirt and black pants. The white shirt was a big contrast to the caramel tone of his skin and his nearly black eyes. The golden circle was fixed on me.
"You have quite the habit of tying me up, so I'd say, yes, I do."
He chuckled, and walked over to the bed, his lips quirking. "Don't tempt me, Princess."
I quickly scanned his body, checking for weapons I could get a hold of, but he wasn't wearing any. At least none that I could see.
"I am not wearing my daggers openly, when your hands are free," he stated, his voice calm, but his eyes blazing with intensity.
I had seen his face yesterday, so I was no fool. He knew what I had been looking for and why, which made me wonder if he was hiding something underneath the clothes. The corner of his mouth twitched, as he noted me staring.
"Like what you see, Princess?" he asked and I scoffed.
"No, don't worry."
"Liar."
It was strange to hear that from his lips, to hear that word directed towards me. I did enjoy the view, but no way in hell would I actually say it. Hell, he was attractive and he knew it, there was no denying it, but I hated him. I hated his condescending attitude, his smug face and his superiority.
Slowly he walked over to the tray with food and grabbed a piece of bread and cheese.
Involuntarily I flinched and backed off.
"This is actually the first time I smell fear from you," he mused and held out his hand, handing me the food.
Smell? Fear? He smelled my fear?
"What do you mean, you smell my fear?" I asked before I could stop myself.
"Curious now, are you?" he mused and I rolled my eyes.
"Just get out, Prince. I have a headache because of you, so go away."
He huffed.
"I'll tell you about my... ability and you eat a piece of bread, deal?"
I thought about it for a few moments, debating my options. I needed to stay strong to be able to flee, once I got the chance. And he would shove it down my throat again, anyway, why not gain a bit of knowledge along the way?
Slowly I nodded and he raised an eyebrow.
"Words, Princess, I can't read your mind," he reminded me and I glared at him.
"Yes."
He smiled and sat down beside me, while I grabbed the bread and took a bite.
"I guess you read something about us? About our abilities," he started and I nodded.
"Well,then you should have read something about our heightened sense of smell. We cannot only smell things, ordinary humans smell, but also some... emotions. Fear affects the body and we can smell that. Anger, Arousal, Happiness, Sadness and other things."
"You mean you can smell feelings? How is that possible?" I asked, completely surprised.
"How is any other thing, possible? Our senses are just another gift to help us survive in the wild."
I chewed, still not believing him, but at the same time his words made sense.
When I didn't say anything, he let out a long sigh.
"Look, Princess, my mother, the Queen of Asteria is waiting to meet you, but I am not so sure, it would be wise. Yet."
I scoffed.
"What, can't she handle me?" I said and he glared at me.
"She is the Queen, she can handle anything. But I want you to show at least a bit of respect towards her and act like a royal for once," he hissed through gritted teeth and my temper flared. Who did he think he was? He didn't even treat me with any form of respect, so why would I expect anything else?
"Why should I? Did you, when you kidnapped me?" I snapped at him, glaring at him as I did.
To my surprise, a grin curled over his lips as he looked at me, his head slowly tilting.
"You'd be surprised, what I would have done. And besides, I couldn't care less what you think about me," he snorted.
"Liar!" I hissed, as I remembered he had accused me of lying only seconds ago. His grin dropped, his gaze focusing on me. "You do care, or else you wouldn't even be here right now. And made sure not to hurt me on our travels. Or made sure I was dressed properly. Or made sure I was covered in a blanket before I went to sleep. Because it mattered what I thought about you. Because you need me for something. I doubt I'd still be alive otherwise," I challenged, wondering where all this bold confidence came from all of a sudden.
"That's...,"he pressed through gritted teeth.
"True?" I finished for him, eyeing him carefully as he kept a level gaze on me. A mixture of annoyance and irritation in the depths. The fact, I just pulled that information out of him made my heart skip a beat in victory.
"Anyway, I want you to calm down, before you meet her," he declared, choosing to ignore my remark and walked toward the door.
"Lex, let's make one thing perfectly clear. I will never be calm about this. I am here because you kidnapped me, tied me up, threatened to hurt me, let me ride like a sack of potatoes, threw me on a horse like a piece of baggage, forced me to sleep outside in the dirt and dragged me through the forest."
I was on the verge of tears, so I took a deep breath, before continuing.
"You can threaten me, torture me, whatever you want. But you can never expect me to behave like the calm, precious Princess that will respect the Queen if her son kidnapped me. That is not going to happen."
He looked as stunned as I felt for my outburst. Then I remembered I had used his first name. That would probably enrage him further, but it slipped out, I really didn't mean to say it.
He watched me for a few seconds, before nodding.
"I'm sorry, Princess, but it will be this way, so we will have to see."
"And how do you want this to proceed, exactly?" He couldn't possibly expect me to be calm at any moment, I was being held here.
"At the moment, I want you to calm down. Don't make this harder for both of us. After that we'll meet the Queen. And don't say, you don't want to, Princess, you know you can't escape."
"That won't stop me from trying. I can't stay here with you... You are our enemies, the vicious creatures that attack on site!"
His dark eyes met mine with such intensity, that I had to force myself, not to look away, when he slowly walked towards me. Too close, but I didn't back off.
"Listen Princess," he spat. "Listen carefully! We are not like you, we are not vicious, we are not the enemy, we are not animals and we are not mindless beasts. We have emotions, we feel pain, we get sick, we are capable of love and happiness and sorrow. Just like humans, we have all of that, maybe even more. So don't tell us, that you know, Princess, because you don't know shit," he hissed through gritted teeth and then was walking away, ripping open the door and slamming it, without another word.
Astonished, I looked at the closed door.
"Fuck this," I whispered, got up and stormed to the door, grabbing the handle, before pulling with all my strength, to no avail.
The silver knob wouldn't budge an inch, no matter how hard I pulled and jerked and yanked. It was completely stuck in place. It didn't even clatter against its chamber or make any sound; like the entire door frame was melded to the wall on a molecular level.
I considered just hitting the door until my fists were bleeding but discarded the idea.
"I have to get out of here. I can't stay here, I just can't!" I was pacing the room, trying the handle again.
After a few hours of trying, I sat on the bed, trying to calm down, but there was no use. I couldn't stop panicking.
The worst part was that my anxiety had only increased, as a result of the conversation with Lex.
It had been hours since he had left.
How long would I have to be here, anyway? I just wanted to go home, wanted to cuddle up with Asher, I wanted my old life back.
My chest tightened and my eyes watered, before hot tears started to run down my cheeks, one after the other, salty and painful, as I fell down on the bed.
I felt alone, completely and utterly alone.
Nothing was the same anymore and no one was around that I could trust, that thought scared me more than anything else.
I didn't know how long I had laid there, crying myself to sleep, but the next time, when I woke up, the room was bathed in the golden rays of the afternoon sun.
The sky was clear and the weather warm, making it seem that everything was fine.
Although it wasn't.
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Lex had shortly checked on me everyday for a week and I assured him everytime, that he could go and fuck himself.
Of course he never responded to that, he never reacted with any emotion, just made sure that I had been fed and hydrated, before he walked away, not responding to my insults. He was infuriating! Every day it was the same shit and I hated it with every fiber of my being.
I sat on my bed and stared at the ceiling, as I heard the usual clicking noise coming from the door. Kassandra walked in, she was wearing her leather armor, it clung to her curves and I couldn't help but envy her.
"The Queen is out of patience, Princess. I will take you to her now."
I looked down on myself, glad I had showered and wore a nice gown. When I noticed that my hands were still resting casually on the mattress, not bound, I looked back up again, to the woman standing at the edge of the bed. What? Wasn't she tying me up this time?
I stood up, following her outside and through the hallway, towards an open space, where I was met with a large group of people.